It had been hours.
Adarsh hadn’t moved from the edge of his bed. The room was dim, the fan spinning slowly above, like time itself was mocking him — unhurried, uncaring.
His phone lay face-up beside him, the screen black, cold. Yet he stared at it like it might come to life. Like Kunal might return. Like a message might blink:
"Hey, I’m still here."
But nothing came.
He picked it up again. Unlocked. Scrolled.
Chat with Kuku.
Last seen: Yesterday 11:54 PM.
He clicked it.
There they were — their chats. The memes, the one-word replies, the teasing, the laughter. It all felt like a different lifetime. He paused at one message from Kunal:
"If ever anything happens to you, tell me first. You’re my idiot."
A smile tugged at the corner of Adarsh’s lips, shaky and broken.
"I'm still your idiot," he whispered into the stillness, voice almost a breath.
"But you’re not mine anymore…"
The smile faded as fast as it came.
The walls felt tighter. The silence louder.
Without thinking, he slipped into his slippers, grabbed his hoodie, and stepped outside.
He didn’t know where he was going. He just walked. One street. Then another. Then another. His mind was blank. No music. No thoughts. Just footsteps, dragging like his heart.
At some point, the sky changed. From orange to grey to ink. The lights blurred. The road never ended.
Five kilometers.
That’s how far he went without realizing it.
He stood near an old tea stall. The man behind it looked at him — a little concerned, a little curious.
“You okay, beta?” he asked.
Adarsh blinked. His lips parted. No words came.
He turned and started walking back.
When he reached home, the lights were on. His mother was pacing the balcony. His father at the door, arms crossed.
“Where were you!?”
“Do you even care what time it is!?”
He didn’t respond. He couldn’t.
He brushed past them, locked his room, and sat on the floor. Hands in his hair. Knees drawn in.
The world was spinning too fast.
He didn’t eat.
He didn’t sleep.
His pillow was soaked by morning, but not from sweat.
From everything he couldn’t say.
From everything he wanted to scream.
From the truth that he had lost Kunal.
The one person who saw him in every version — Adarsh and Arsh — and still chose to walk away.
"You lost a true friend."
"I was trying to find someone who deserves you."
"You made a fool out of me, Adarsh."
Those words rang like slaps in Adarsh’s mind, over and over. They didn’t echo — they screamed.
He pulled his knees to his chest, hiding his face in the space between, and let it come.
The tears. The silent sobs. The breaking of something that had never been whole to begin with.
Ping.
He froze.
The phone lit up. A message. Not from Kunal.
A new account.
No profile photo. Just a name he didn’t recognize.
"Hey… I heard your name somewhere. You okay?"
He stared.
Who was this?
Why now?
He opened the chat.
Typing… stopped.
Typing again.
Don’t worry, I’m not here to hurt. Just talk. Only if you want to.
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Adarsh...
hmm
2025-04-29
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