Part 2: Only 2 years ago or something I realised that although it may look like that I'm not doing that great and am average but for my classmates I was also a smart student. You know, what happens when you constantly compare your kids to other kids even if they perform well? Things start to become boring, they don't feel special anymore. That's what happened to me, I had become such a perfectionist that if something went wrong a little in something I was doing, I would either start over again or leave it. The studying that made me feel a sense of accomplishment started becoming a burden, something that I had to complete and be. I find that everything is boring, no matter what, if it's celebrating birthdays, making friends, talking, doing other activities, everything started to become boring. The torturous part is that you just want to give up and be done with it but then again I think won't it be my parents' waste of time? So, I keep on doing it. The only thing that makes me happy was reading stories, first long novels, then I started comics which I started to feel not interesting and now I started reading here.
2025-05-24
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crazy about books 📚❤️
Part 1: That's because people around them expect them to be great. If they make a small mistake then although small if someone else made it but it becomes big if it's these smart people who made them. What follows afterwards is disappointment from people around you and you yourself feel that how could you have made such a mistake. I'm very familiar with it, cause from a young age I found it easy to study, to be exact to remember things that I found interesting and studying seemed interesting. But, when my cousins got compared with me they didn't like it and then the distance started. Because, in their eyes I was someone who was a perfect child their parents wanted to have. But, the funny thing is even I was compared to other kids my age or some even older than me. If my cousins made a mistake sure they got scolded but if I made the exact same mistake there was scolding but disappointment from everyone around me as well. When this starts to happen you feel like you're the problem and try to solve it.
2025-05-24
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crazy about books 📚❤️
What the hell!? this chapter is repeated!!! After waiting so long!!! ugh!
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crazy about books 📚❤️
Part 2:
Only 2 years ago or something I realised that although it may look like that I'm not doing that great and am average but for my classmates I was also a smart student. You know, what happens when you constantly compare your kids to other kids even if they perform well? Things start to become boring, they don't feel special anymore. That's what happened to me, I had become such a perfectionist that if something went wrong a little in something I was doing, I would either start over again or leave it. The studying that made me feel a sense of accomplishment started becoming a burden, something that I had to complete and be. I find that everything is boring, no matter what, if it's celebrating birthdays, making friends, talking, doing other activities, everything started to become boring. The torturous part is that you just want to give up and be done with it but then again I think won't it be my parents' waste of time? So, I keep on doing it. The only thing that makes me happy was reading stories, first long novels, then I started comics which I started to feel not interesting and now I started reading here.
2025-05-24
0
crazy about books 📚❤️
Part 1:
That's because people around them expect them to be great. If they make a small mistake then although small if someone else made it but it becomes big if it's these smart people who made them. What follows afterwards is disappointment from people around you and you yourself feel that how could you have made such a mistake. I'm very familiar with it, cause from a young age I found it easy to study, to be exact to remember things that I found interesting and studying seemed interesting. But, when my cousins got compared with me they didn't like it and then the distance started. Because, in their eyes I was someone who was a perfect child their parents wanted to have. But, the funny thing is even I was compared to other kids my age or some even older than me. If my cousins made a mistake sure they got scolded but if I made the exact same mistake there was scolding but disappointment from everyone around me as well. When this starts to happen you feel like you're the problem and try to solve it.
2025-05-24
0
crazy about books 📚❤️
What the hell!? this chapter is repeated!!! After waiting so long!!! ugh!
2025-05-24
0