Merciless God

DEAR DAIRY ,

TODAY IS 28TH OF NEVEMBER , 2018

A week has passed since we last talked ... I'm really upset today ...

For the last 6 days ... I opened my eyes and ears certainly ... Wishing that if I might hear the name again ... Or I see him somewhere ... Or we come face to face ....

Today was the last day of college .... This is the semester end ... Our exams will start from decemcer 4.

Till today , I didn't loose my hope to find him again ... to get to see him in person again ... even if for a glance ...

For the last 6 days I've spent my lunch times outside... at college campus ..in cold....

Every college student get out of his/ her classroom at least for once in the tiffine hour .....

DEAR DAIRY ,... Have I gone crazy .... I've never done this for anyone .... Is this just a little crush or bigger than i can imagine ..... I don't know ...

Anyways .... I didn't see him in the campus ...

Feeling bad for my poor friends ... Just bcoz' I said I'll sit outside ... They all came to accompany me ..Though they didn't know my real purpose ... 😔

AND THERE IS MORE .....

The men's washroom is in the 3rd floor ....

My classroom is in the 1st floor and his is in the 2nd floor ...

And electricals and ITs only sit on the 3rd floor ...

Roni ( My friend , Sruti's boyfriend) , is from electrical ..... I even went to the 3rd floor with Sruti severel times and passed time in the stairs .... I know its weird 😓 .... BUT...

Anyone have to go through the stairs if he or she wanna enter into the 3rd floor ... There is no other way ....

I think .. Sruti understood everything from the starting ... That's why she co-operated with me many times ....

But ... That was also of no use .... He wasn't there even .....

And you won't believe what happened today .... 🤦🏻‍♀️

There was just one last class left .. with this class our 1st semester's journey will come to an end .... I was a little upset of thinking that ... If not today ... Then i won't be able to see him for the next two months ......

Next sem's class will start from jan 21, 2019 ...

The reason , I love Sruti the most : She understood only by seeing my face ...

She dragged me to the 2nd floor ... went infront of his classroom , the CSE depertment ..... And just casually asked me -

SRUTI - " I'LL PUSH YOU NOW .... JUST PRETEND LIKE , YOU WENT IN BCOZ' I PUSHED YOU AND LOOK AROUND IF HE'S THERE"

ME - "WHAT !!! NO ... NEVER ... ABSOLUTELY NOT ..... NOT IN THIS LIFE AT LEAST"

SRUTI - "YOUR FEELINGS ARE NOT GONNA HOLD TILL THE NEXT LIFE ..... BE A GIRL .... YOU ARE PRETTY , YOU'LL DEFINITELY DRAG THEIR ATTENTION"

She was damn determined...

ME - "WELL THANKS FOR THE UNNECCESSARY COMPLIMENT AND REMINDING ME THAT I'M A GIRL ...... BUT IF YOU HAVE SO MUCH CONFIDENCE ON YOUR REDICULOUS PLAN ... WHY DON'T YOU GO AND CHECK FOR ME 🙂 ..... I'LL GIVE 30 RS. ( IT WAS A SARCASM THO) "

She just gave the slant-eye emoji wala look and went inside ...without a second thought ....

What a cold-blooded women !! 😳

She must be the Goddess Of Love in disguise of a human ....

" Upps ... sorry .. Got the wrong room 😅 " - She is truly a natural beauty ... she just went in ....smiled at them .. said it inside their classroom ... While saying, looked around the class in an instant and came out ...

"Sorry babe" - Sruti ... (Even she sounded sad .... may be she felt kinda sorry for me)

I was going crzy over my feelings ...

But how!!??? ... I merely saw him for 1 or 2 mins..... That's it .... That is also 7 days ago .....

"GOD IS REALLY MERCILESS" 😞

There is a saying that "GOD HELPS THOSE , WHO HELP THEMSELVES"

WELL, I CAN PROVE THIS PHRASE WRONG AFTER TODAY ....

THERE WASN'T A SINGLE THING THAT I DIDN'T TRY .... THERE WASN'T ANY MORE CRAZY STAFF THAT I DIDN'T DO IN ORDER TO FIND HIM 🥺.....SEE HIM BEFORE MY COLLEGE ENDS.... BUT ALL IN VEIN....

I feel like crying....

DEAR DAIRY, Is it just me!!??.. or there is some stupid people like me!? 😣

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