Chapter 35: The Battle Between Me and Me – Endless Regret and Suffering - The Final Attempt

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Episode 1: Welcome to Allen Bhubaneswar

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Episode 2: The First Day Disaster

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Episode 3: The First Friend (and First Breakdown)

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Episode 4: The Timetable Illusion

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Episode 5: ChatGPT – The Unofficial Allen Faculty

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Episode 6: The First Major Test – Reality Check

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Episode 7: The Thought That Shouldn’t Exist

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Episode 8: The Restart Button

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Episode 9: Nightmare About the Future

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Episode 10: Midnight Realization

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Episode 11: New Roommates, New Nightmares

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Episode 12: Rotational Motion & The Legend Named Anand Kumar

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Episode 13: Ritesh Joins the Star Batch

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Episode 14: Anand Sir – The Star Teacher

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Episode 15: The Regretful Sunday – A Day Wasted

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Episode 16: Anand Sir – The Star Teacher

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Episode 17: The Toughest Question – Ritesh’s Genius Moment

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Episode 18: The Day Ritesh Broke Down

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Episode 19: Kinematics – The Ultimate Revision & A New Friend

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Chapter 20: Surprise Revision by Anand Sir – The Ultimate Fun & Learning Experie

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Chapter 21: Biology – My Love, My Life, My Everything (And Susmita Ma’am

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Chapter 22: Another Sunday – A Plan to Save Time

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Chapter 23: 400 Marks in Review Test – Another Nightmare

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Chapter 24: The Fear of Another Failure

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Chapter 25: Why Do I Always Forget What I Planned to Study? Am I Dumb?

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Chapter 26: The Day I Decided to Study… And Failed Miserably

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Chapter 27: Anand Sir Asks Everyone Their RT-2 Marks… Including Me

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Chapter 28: Botany – A New Beginning with Prakriti Ma’am

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Chapter 29: Teacher’s Day – A Celebration Like No Other!

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Chapter 30: "Teacher's Day Over… Reality Hits Like a Truck!"

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Chapter 31: Group Study – Animal Kingdom Revision Begins!

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Chapter 32: A New Addition to the Friend Circle – Enter Priya!

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Chapter 33: Raman Sir’s Last Class – The End of an Era

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Chapter 34: The Arrival of Sanjiv Sir – The GOAT of Physical Chemistry

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Chapter 35: The Battle Between Me and Me – Endless Regret and Suffering

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Chapter 36: October 8 – Durga Puja

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Chapter 37: The Taunting Neighbor and My Biggest Fear

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Chapter 38: End of Vacation – A Relief or Regret?

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Chapter 39: Back to Allen – The Same Cycle, Again?

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Chapter 39: Back to Allen – The Same Cycle, Again?

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Chapter 40: Days Are Passing, and I Am…

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Chapter 42: A Ray of Hope or Just Another Illusion?

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Chapter 43: The Illusion of Progress

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Chapter 44: The End of Physical Chemistry & The Beginning of True Fear

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Chapter 45: Double Dose of Physics—Anand Sir & Survesh Sir on the Same Day

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Chapter 46: The Mock Test That Broke Me

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Chapter 47: The Final Piece—Who Will Teach Inorganic?

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Chapter 48: We Decided to Change the Teacher Even Before the First Class

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Chapter 49: Navin Sir’s First Class—Was the Change Worth It?

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Chapter 50: Outing with the Six of Us—Filling the Gaps

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Chapter 51: Priya—The One Who Could See Through Me

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Chapter 52: Aarav—My First Friend, Priya—The Last Addition

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Chapter 53: 2024 Is Ending, and NEET Is Coming Near

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Chapter 54: The Beginning vs. The End—Will This Time Be Different?

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Chapter 55: Group Talk About the Future—The Break That Felt Different

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Chapter 56: Happy New Year 2025 (A Golden Year as Rohan Believes)

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Chapter 57: The First Month of 2025

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Chapter 58: Last Review Test Syllabus Is Coming to an End – Stress, Panic

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Chapter 59: The Last Review Test – A Reality Check

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Chapter 60: The Bhubaneswar vs. Kota Major Test War

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Chapter 61: The Test Struggle Continues—Different Scores, Different Perspectives

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Chapter 62: Another Set of Tests—Falling and Rising?

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Chapter 63: Skipping a Test—A Smart Move or a Big Mistake?

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Chapter 64: Was Skipping Bhubaneswar Worth It?

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Chapter 65: Am I Dumb? Not Learning from My Mistakes

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Chapter 66: Lost in the Chaos

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Chapter 67: The Cycle of Regret

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Chapter 68: March 25—The Day Before Kota Test 7

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Chapter 69: March 26, 5:00 AM—Eight Hours Before Kota Test 7

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Chapter 70: March 26, 5:31 AM—The Final Breakdown

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Chapter 71: Losing the Boundary Between Logic and Illogic

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Chapter 72: The Day That Disappeared

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Chapter 73: The Path of Krishna

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Chapter 74: The Birth of Debasish

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Chapter 75: The Legend of Debasish

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Chapter 76: Fearless Effort Till Dawn

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Chapter 77: A New Kind of Day

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Chapter 78: Breaking the Cycle with Krishna

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Chapter 79: A Shift in Strategy—Back to Biology

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Chapter 80: A Fall, But No Regret

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Chapter 81 – The War Within

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Chapter 82 – The Night of True Karma

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Chapter 83 – March 28, 2025: Another Bhubaneswar Test I Decided Not to Skip

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Chapter 84 – A New Approach

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Chapter 85 – Seeking Guidance

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Chapter 86 – The Uncertainty of Syllabus 3 and 4

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Chapter 87: 04.04.25 – 3:00 AM | 30 Days Before NEET – The First Full Syllabus

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Chapter 88: The Dream, The Promise, and the Dead Silence

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Chapter 89: Millennium in One Second

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Chapter 90: The Weight Beneath the Silence 04.04.2025 – 11:00 PM

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Chapter 91: The First Goodbye 05.04.2025 – 8:15 AM 29 days left for NEET

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Chapter 92: The Quiet Shrinking 06.04.2025 – 28 Days Left

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Chapter 93: 318 09.04.2025 – 25 Days Left

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Chapter 94: Lost Again 10.04.2025 – 24 Days Left

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Chapter 95: The Day That Didn’t End 13.04.2025 – 21 Days Left

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Chapter 96: Body Reaction – Part 2 of The Day That Didn’t End 13.04.2025 – Still

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Chapter 97: 14.04.2025 – The Gentle Comeback 20 Days Left

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Chapter 98: Aarav 15.04.2025 – 19 Days Left

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Chapter 99: Losing Everything, Losing Myself 16.04.2025 – 18 Days Left

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Chapter 100: 23 April 11 Days Left