episode 4

**KIARA'S POV**

I finally stepped out of my thoughts when we reached the dining table and what surprised me is the fact that he was also lost in thoughts , he pulled a chair which is very gentlemanly but new from him , as we sat in the chair we ordered for our meals , we were in an awkward silence until he said something I didn't expect he asked me in a nervous tone "are you dating someone ?" of course after the shock I took it as a joke or just about finding something to talk about I answered him "of course not even the cheating the heartbreak stuff haven't taken 1day " he looked at me seriously for a moment I thought he was searching for something deep within me I was feeling anxious without understanding were the fear come from , and then he asked if I was sad for what happened . I answered that I was alright and then he said " please don't interrupt me I am going to tell you what I have been planning to tell you today , I love you and I want you to give me a chance to be with you and I wanted to tell you that the person with the other girl was my twin brother, I didn't tell you about it coz I thought that you wouldn't believe me, I want to tell you that I had to date her becoz she said that if I don't date her she will tell you about my twin, I want to tell you that I love you and I still do and we can get married to each other and we will develop feelings for each other ." he finished I could see the sincerity in most of his words but I can't feel or see the love in his eyes just like the years back, he is nice but not real I may look stupid but they are things unsaid or unheard about me. but one of them is that I know more than I am portrayed to be, I give them a chance to speak the truth but most decide to lie about certain things which are crucial to our relashionship as friends or lovers, sometime my best friend Tania asked me since I know all why do I have to portrayed as stupid or naive or why I decided to be with jack while knowing his intention I answered her becoz "he is stupid and easy to see through rather than wasting my time playing with a wise person it would be better to play with a fool coz it is hard to always guess others and I want to know something ,before coming out as what I am " I figured out I was being called out by him from my thoughts as he looked at me shocked and scared , well it maybe because during my thoughts my eyes become sharp and cold that is why I can understand his reaction , I looked him like before naive and gentle I said to him " sorry I was lost in thoughts, to the question you asked me I can't be with you coz I heard a lot of what you did in my parents company with the help of your father you took half of my company funds to create your own company and I know that yesterday you knew that I was awake listening to you that is why you said all that talk and you came back becoz you forgot your contract and you saw me pretending to sleep becoz I let you see me and about touching your butt I am sure that you know you had to go near my hand and as asleep movement I touched you but you actually did it so that I could be swayed by your words easily it is true that you are handsome but not to the point of allowing myself to go in a start lie marriage so my answer is ,you have been my friend for so long but you are willing to take advantage of me becoz your company is going downfall and the person you asked for help told you to take my company and you know that if you get married to me you will take my company but you didn't know I would see through you and when we were kids I took care of you coz you remind me if my real friend who went away due to family orders and I knew about your twin before you said it becoz he come and talked to me and you allowed the girl to be your girlfriend becoz you found her more beautiful and her parents are richer than me, coz of your parents influence and your doing you lost the most powerful and influential backer you could ever hope to have, due to your decision if today you hadn't decided to use me I would allow you to become my friend and maybe if you learnt to stand up for yourself in front of problems we could have become more but you decided to go with the hit two with one stone so I decided that from now on we are nothing to each other and you are not my friend." I said firmly and he looked at me shocked and said something more hurtful " what about my business and well it is true that I want you for that but I also love you and will love you beneath me are you surprised I have been enduring all your crazy talk and naivety and now that I had shed all the pretence we are going to get married and I get the business and a beauty all the delicacy I had never come close to your beauty ." I looked at him and laughed in ridicule .

***hey I am the author this is my first work I may not be experienced writer. you may have wished for jayden to be the male lead but I thought that he doesn't deserve our female leads and the later episodes may shock you guys. so be with me and the story together we will uncover many secrets kept in the dark it maybe confusing at first but as the story unfolds you will understand the hidden meaning***

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