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Jungkook's pov

The instant guilt that tightened my chest at the office was still thightining me. I couldn't get that boy out of my mind nor his words. He has tried avoiding me in any situation and surely I thought he was a scardy cat but DAMN!! he proved me wrong today. I thought he wouldn't react to any of it but I was wrong as well.

To be honest, I'm a person who always enjoys someone's life drama for I give zero f**ks about any of it, whether they felt down, humiliated, broken, angry... anything. But again, this boy changed my point of view until things.

'The enjoyment you get from that person's drama, is maybe tragic and horrible and you using it and thinking of it as that makes you a less of a man that you a**re' His words still ring in my mind.

No one, I tell you, NO ONE, has ever talked to me this way before. Sure, Jin yells at me and scolds me from time to time but never about being a man or whatnot. And this boy dared to speak about it. Heck, if he knew me like anybody else did, he wouldn't even breath next to me.

But even tho I was stunned and mad I felt guilty too. Maybe those specific 'Horri**ble or tragic' words were telling his own life or maybe it was just generally talking. But nonetheless, I myself hated my words and my viper tongue. He was definitely angry.

And on the other hand, I was amazed as well. Even though he was angry he didn't lash out as anybody else would when they are angry. Instead he was steady and his words held nothing but truth and facts and I hated that he was all the way right. This was the more proof that showed me he was truly humble and respectfull and truly kind from the in side, not a face ade.

GOD!!!!! I can't control my mind any more and my heart is way long gone. *sigh*

To tell the truth, I wasn't going to be that cocky to him and talk the way I talked but when Jin said that they were going to help him with HIS CRUSH, my mind was filled with negative thoughts, my heart fastened and my blood boiled in pure volcanic rage. There was no reason for me to be so but I couldn't control myself and my tongue was laced with my poisonous words and I shoot right at him.

AAAAHHHH!!!!!! I wanted to yank him away from everyone and take him far far away and just lock him somewhere, all to myself. Selfish, aren't I? His sweet talk and kind heart can make anyone fall for him and somehow I was sure of that and the urge to keep him for myself increased by the thought.

The guys shot me daggers from their glaring eyes as soon as he stormed out from the office but they didn't say anything tho. They just sighed and we just went home. Probably in disappointement.

I wanted to be off from the invitation I received and from going but HECK!!!! my curiosity and anger got the best of me and also I gotta stick to my promise for 'enjoying the drama' right? Also the guys presumed that I wouldn't go maybe hopped to.

I looked to my side from where I was sitting in my room at the clock on the wall and it was 6:45.

They're probably ready to go out.

So I jumped off my couch and headed towards the living room. While I was walking down the stairs, The three were walking towards the door, dressed casually with coats .

"I'm coming to" I shouted walking down the stairs in a fast pace.

"What?!" Jin turned around with a surprise voice still holding the door handle.

"I'm coming with you guys"

"No you're not" Suga came towards me as I stood in front of them.

"After what you did, You may even ruin his mood when he sees you" RM added.

"Say that or this, he still invited me so you ain't gotta say in this" I smirked walking towards the door, opening it wide for them to go ahead first.

All of them walked out one by one giving me a 'you're going to be murdered after this' look and I followed behind to our car.

The whole ride was quiet or I assumed it was since my mind was absent. I wonder what will happen in their. Some part of me wanted for things to not work out but as I remembered how he smiled shyly with pinkish blush on his cheeks, I wanted things to happen the other way round. I wonder what the other person will look like. I wonder how he will look like. As excited as he was, I'm sure he will put some effort in how he would look. The thing I wished was that he wouldn't show up with those Glasses that I truly despise. I desperately wanted to be lost in those hazel eyes once again even if its from a far.

The car stopped in front of the said place and soon every one unbuckled their seat belts. But before we got off, Jin eyed me through the rare view mirror and said

"You better shut that mouth of yours"

"Just try not to blow up this for him, please" Suga pleaded next to me while RM glared at me from the passenger seat.

"Okay okay Whatever" I rolled my eyes before getting out of the car and walking to the entrance.

The place was dim lighted. It had a cozy and a Jazzy vibe. Wooden tables and chairs were set on particular places on the wooden floor. There was this small stage and one mic stand on it and behind there were blue shiney curtains and had a big 'karaoke night' sign plastered on them.

I soon started to wander around the the place searching for him but he wasn't to be found, yet. Instead I spotted Lazyass at the far corner sitting on one of the tables, waving at us. We walked to where she was and yes, she was surprised that I was there as well. As we seated ourselves, she looked at me with narrowed eyes and snorted and was about to say something but Suga cut her off.

"He's not here yet?"

"Yeah, I don't know what's up with him but I'm sure he's gonna make it"

"Yeah he seemed too excited to bail out" RM joined.

Soon the waiter came and took our drink orders. The guys were going on about somethings that I didn't pay any attention towards but I still wondered around with my eyes, only now was for the other person. There were too many people from where I sat, some with company and some alone.

"Do you know the other guy?" Jin suddenly questioned taking all my attention.

"Yeah, chim once introduced us in a flower shop where he worked" Lazyass answered taking a sip of her drink.

"Ow how does he look then?" Suga asked leaning forward. I was now genuinely interested in their conversation now but refrained from joining.

"Actually he's good looking. He seems like those solo guys living and aeuthestic life"

"Is he here now?" Jin followed.

Lazyass nodded and turned her head to the left and raised her brows to the direction. When I turned to the said place, it was a table in the middle along some empty and occupied tables. There was a man seated on one of the chairs who seems lost in his thoughts while his one hand supported his head by his chin and the other, holding his glass on the tip, swiriling the drink inside it. I couldn't exactly tell his look but his brown hair was in a 'man bun' style, his shirt was a dark purple or blue button shirt, sleeves rolled up just a little, tucked in his black suit trouser while his coat hanged on the back of his chair.

Okay. He isn't bad looking. But I was surprised that it was a MAN. I guess the boy is gay then. That made me smile to myself but I immediately returned it before the others saw me. I really hate their nagging. *sigh*

After ten minutes or so, from sitting there with my thoughts drinking, I noticed Suga looking behind me with a wide grin plastered on his face. Soon when I looked around, the others mirrored the same expression. I slowly turned around to see the reason why they all were smiling like idiots and that was when my heart froze.

There he was standing, his black coat long enough to his knees, his purple turtle neck sweater that modified his body shape and his tight black pants that fitted perfectly, exposing his thick thighs. His shining blonde hair, one part covering his left side and the rest brushed back, exposing his milky skin and ear piercings, his eyes sharp, his button nose and then his plump, pink, juicy lips like ripe strawberries and YES! my wish was fulfilled for he didn't wear those damned glasses.

He had a small soft smile on his face while looking at the others but it soon disappeared when his beautiful hazel eyes met my black ones. It was evident that he was surprised to find me here from his expression but still I didn't look away for I was to immersed and nor did he.

Believe me when I tell you, my heart flipped at his heavenly sight. I know he is a man but GOD! he was beautiful. And once again I was lost in those eyes that I came to love so much and it was certain that he didn't expect me here like the others but I'm so glad that I came here to witness this angelic perfect sight.

He slowly gestured, bowing his head, and turned his heels, walking to where that man was seated but now he was on his feet looking down at him with a smile stretched on his face.

And that was when reality hit me hard in the balls. He was here with his CRUSH while I, as a supposedily a WING MAN.

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Hope you liked this update. I know it isn't that good but please bare with me for I'm having the worst writers block there is. And I'm sorry but I changed Jimin's hair color from silver to blonde. Comment and like and of course read and enjoy.

~ENU

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