5th chapter

As Samantha and I were getting married I couldn't help but admire myself I was looking like a princess. I was extremely nervous as well, I was finally going to get married. You know we are kids we have dreams like we all do dream about getting married, don't we? Little Anaya never even imagined she would get married under these circumstances, she always thought that she would get married to the man of her dreams, to a man who would love her no matter what. But in this marriage will there ever be love, or even understanding? Will we even communicate nicely? Who knew, but here I was getting dressed.

Samantha spoke up" You seem nervous... Well I get it you're getting married but don't worry Alex is never going to hurt you, I know he might seem rude, and you know cold but trust me he is such a softie when you get to know the real him and you guys have dated, so you probably know how he is otherwise you wouldn't agree to marry him."

I nodded. His family, all the people who will be present will all think that we know everything for a while, that we dated but in reality he is as much of a stranger to me as I am to them.

After we finished getting ready on the ride to the wedding destination, Samantha and I talked more. I got to know that she is 2 years younger than me, about her studies and dreams, along with more about their family.

Alexander's father was in the underground when he was Alexander's age, and he worked his way up as the Mafia boss of his gang but after Alexander's marriage he will give the position to Alexander and retire to his office and focus on their side business which didn't involve anything illegal. Personally speaking I wouldn't call that a side business considering how popular it was .

As we reached the destination for my wedding I felt a bit anxious and I was nervous beyond expressing but I pulled myself together and headed out along with Sam. (as she made me call her)

The decoration was amazing I felt as if I was in a fairy tale, but my eyes fell upon him, my future husband who looked dashing in his suit.

His father walked me down the aisle to Alexander since no one from my family was there and as I reached the last step Alexander held his hand out to me. I looked up at him before taking his hand and he passed me a small smile which I returned.

" Are you ready?" he asked me his voice was low but gentle, and he gently squeezed my hand.

" Yeah... I am." I replied. I don't know why but as he held my hand my nervousness began to calm down, I was starting to relax bit by bit.

As the ceremony began the priest began speaking, and soon it was my turn to say I do. Everyone looked at me and I felt very conscious regarding my decision I could refuse in front of everyone and get out of this marriage, but did I want to?

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