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Bloody Apple

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Bloody Apple

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...[ WARNING THIS STORY CONTAINS MYSTICAL THINGS FULL OF ILLOGICAL THINGS AND ITS A FANTASY STORY ]...

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...Hey my name is Kara... yes only kara....

...Nothing special about it........

...just an ordinary girl who living up to her expectation family... But all story never always having a happy ending....

...Right?...

...Every little girl always imagined them self... , be a princess.. Imagine Cinderella .. Who always believe kindness in her heart and never give up on it.. Finally, that kindness was return and gifted by the fairy godmother to spend one night ... dancing with a charming prince in beautiful castle just the two of them in a ball full of crowd. Then... Their love grew.... After that they live happily ever after. ...

...Beautiful isn't it ? ...

...I always think so too. When I was little. My mom say that kindness live inside all of us. We just need… To be patient… Then we be happy and found our way through it....

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...But all those dream were crushed out ...

...When.. I heard...

...My parents got divorce… I didn't really remember when or how old am I. but I knew that I was crying, and it feels so hurtful and So much pain. As I heard my own parents yell outside my room, As I cry in my bedsheet with all my stuff animal. Thinking everything that my own mom say. So I was hoping there a kind fairy god mother came... To me so I could make a wish. So my family would be together again ...

...But..thats when I realized... she never came...

...Fairy tale doesn't exist...

...As I get older... I never believe it all again. Too me… It was a bedtime story for little children that try to believe in happiness and love. But in reality… It was dark and bland. There's no such things as happily ever after. There's people who are had BAD intention... And didn't have heart or sympathy in them self... So it doesn't make a whole different if we say. Kindness help us through it. If the person who we talking about. Didn't give F#ck… About other people going through. ...

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...I didn't take my parent's last name....

...And now I live with my grandma. I'm more close to her rather my own parents. Cause my grandma been there all my life moments, my graduation, my birthday. , even the life where I felt down on my self....

...I had one passion on me. That is I'm the stubborn person you ever met. That's why ...

...I study one of top university to become .....

...Journalist....

...To speak up my thought… My own self. Cause in this reality. No such things as fairy god mother. No one will rescue you in the darkness if that isn't your self....

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...And I meant it…...

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...Things going great until......

...I got a phone call from my dad … Saying something that would break my heart. After that i never the same kara again....

...Today was my mother funeral days ... .... ......

...I still contact with my dad sometime. My dad always trying his hardest to stay contact with me. He, too, busy with all his works even never had a time for her own daughter. He didn't come when I needed him the most. I never hated my dad cause of that. Some dad maybe too busy on works… And maybe... Will come to my next birthday. As I thought...

...When I'm on my seventh birthday. And yet.. He never came. ...

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...But after I thought about it......

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...Now here i am ... in front of my mom graveyard......

...Things going to fast......

...I stand there with my dad beside me , my dad sigh and turn to me...

..."She was a lovely woman that i ever met"...

..."Yeah i sure she.. was... "...

...i reply after hand a rose to my mom picture that smiling beautifully at us .... She still beautiful as I imagined she be. Too me.. I never be as beautiful as my mom. She just.. Too ... Perfect and kind in this world. ...

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...I never hate my parents after they divorce .....

...I knew it's the best for them… I don't want to see them be all fake things out just for her daughter and be a 'perfect family' that Their own daughter knew it just picture that looks perfect. But when you look in the inside .. It was same broken as the glass apart. ...

...But... Among all my wishes...

...I ... just wish.......

...That i could accept the fact that is...

.......... faith........

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...As that my dad chuckle to relief the mood. Glancing down to my mom photo. I can see that behind all my dad laugh. He just can't hold his tears infront my mom photo. ...

..."Haha.. yeah.. sometime life is unfair isn't ? You... can't just forget a person face that fast.."...

...He lit a cigarette infront me....

...I fold my arm , glance up to my dad...

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..." dad seriously ? You think after mom is gone no one is going to take care you dad ?"...

...My dad laugh before smile softly at my direction.....

..."You right... i forgot you are .. her little angel after all~... "...

...Then he threw his cigarette away. Crushed it down on the ground. Watching it get smashed by the rain. ...

..."I guess .... i can't make it up to you... then ? Hah sweetheart ?"...

...I sigh and took my dad hand to reasure it was fine. No matter what happen. We can't undo what is already happening. We just need... To keep going. And move on...

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..." it wasn't your fault dad... hey...

...How about dinner at your place ? I bring granny also. "...

...As i smile try to calm my dad down. beside thats my dad. He now the only family I had beside granny now. ...

..."That sound nice... "...

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...As me and my dad happily leave the scene while i hold my dad arm....

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...after they left......

...there's dark figure walk up to kara's mom graveyard.......