Confession

Ethan Davis .17 years old , my childhood friend for whom I seem to have developed feeling for sometime now....and I ...um want him also feel the same way. Its not actually an easy task, cause he is a real flirt , is really popular, got the looks and everything I don't have.... wonder why I fell for him?

He....was not like this, he was nothing like this . He was kind and was a good child .....

After my mother died I fell into depression and didn't knew what to do....at some point I even thought of ending my miserable life...but at that time this someone was there who looked out for me....at nights I was scared to sleep alone he would come over and hold my hands tight until I fell asleep.

He would bring me food and feed me even if I resisted ....every time I cried he would hold me close to him and say "Don't worry, you won't be alone ever again, cause I will always be by your side" and simle at me innocently..... at that time he gave me the courage to move on and I really admired him for that...

Then one year later he had to move to another city due to certain reasons and transferred into a school over there.

Now again he is back and is a different person , a person I don't know, who I don't want him to be...

Somehow I feel he is not his true self and is suffering inside...I understand... cause I have seen my mother do the same....hiding the pain inside a fake smile.

Today I am going to confess my feelings for his , though I am pretty sure what his answer might be...he is still kind enough to me but only that in a flirty way...haaah...that brat! The way he is now it really pisses me off but I still love him....I want to save him, save him from his suffering and I will do it not matter what the cost....I don't want to lose him too.....

I really am late , I closed the door behind me as I hurried out....I walked down the street as I reached the front of my school.....and as I gazed upon it, I felt a tight knot in my stomach....I tried to calm myself...its OK its nothing to worry...you have known him for long , he will literally laugh at you like this...

As I became frantic , a hand suddenly pulled me towards it . i got shocked and looked over to see who it was . SPEAK OF THE DEVIL!!! It was Ethan!! What a timing my god...

Well its not like I have to confess right now ....I can take my time and prepare well.....Ethan stared at me as I was dealing with my thoughts.... that's when I came to realise that I was still in his arms. I got flushed and pushed him away . He grinned and said "oh beloved, you should be lucky to be in arms and yet you resist. You should grow up."

"Like hell ! And I am not beloved and all", I yelled as other students stared at us. Ethan smiled and said " Well that's what your name means , so however I call you it all means the same , right lilies? " all the girls screamed with excitement as he winked at them...

Well well Kara you don't have time for this . Find a way to tell him how you feel already!! I reminded myself.....

During P.E I was all set to go....at that time I was asked to go and keep back the props . Ethan also helped me out. This is the right time , I thought to myself.

As we walked back I called out to Ethan , "Hey Ethan , I ..um I. .." why, why is this so hard to say....I practiced so much , still why....my face heated up...Ahh I don't want him to see me like this.

Ethan looked worried as I stumbled upon my words...."what is it...you face is all red , are you alright !!?"

"Its nothing, I'm fine" I said , I got so frustrated because I am not able to say what I want....

"I guess its the heat, let's head back fast." Ethan was still worried....but this was my only chance....Ethan started walking again.... no, I don't want this..

At last I screaming behind him, "Ethan! I'm in love with you!"

Ethan just smiled......

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