Interview

I woke up Earlier than usual; i had to meet the man I fear a lot. I don't know there's this thing about the way he looks at me it makes me want to hide under my bed. Funny i know but he's just that scary. And also i find almost everyone scary and reason I'm a loner i don't Know how to communicate and i have major trust issues. There are a lot of problems with me and also on my life. I wish u was strong and brave and bold. I wish i was courageous enough to put everyone who did me wrong in their rightful places. But unfortunately that side of me was never created by God. Even though papa educated me on this topic a lot but my mind never seem to register it. see there are a lot of things wrong with me.

After doing my morning routine. I tried to find something nice to wear I had plenty of time as it was just 6:30 am and the interview starts at 9 am. I don't even know the reason behind this interview but i will find out eventually.

I decided to go with black crop top and a long black skirt. I did some make-up and i know how to do make-up i like it sometimes I'm not living under a rock. curled my long red hair; "nude heels will go with this look"I said to myself. I picked my nude Bag and put my phone, lipstick,some money and hair tie.

". ahhhh I still got half an hour before Zyan comes to pick me up" i said. I talk to myself quite often,and i think it's better than talking to others. You can tell yourself all your problems and also yourself for advice. I have been doing it my entire life though sometimes i open up to papa but mostly i talk to myself without the fear of getting judged or misunderstood.

As I was thinking about the interview sound of the car horn brought me out of my reverie

The devil is here.

I went downstairs just to see the most handsome man. His brown blue eyes were staring at me as if he's undressing me with his mere eyes. I felt conscious of my appearance. His lips were folded in a thin line. His brown hair were nicely combed and held at the right place with gel. His black suit was neatly ironed without any crease. I could see his budging muscles beneath his coat.

"Will you hurry up. I don't have time for this shit"

Why is he always in a bad mood. All the attraction i felt towards him it slipped away just like that.

His car was really chic. I'm not much into cars

so I don't know what model it is. But one thing I can say...man was it good.

"Stop gawking at everything and listen to me I won't say one thing twice. This interview is about our marriage we have to make it look like we are in love and happy and can't wait to get married. Can you do that or is it too hard for you to do it." He snapped. Why is he always so angry. Did i stole his precious diamond cuffling.

I wanted say so much but mouth could only say "okay". He makes me so afraid and scared i loose my voice. Aahhhhhh miserable life! I am getting married to this beast.

The entire car ride was smooth no one uttered a word. Good for me I can't handle his angry demeanor.

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"Zyan why did you decided to marry all of a sudden" One of the interviewer asked.

Zyan held my hand and looked at me endearingly, for a moment i thought it was real but thankfully i came back to my senses.

"When you find the love of your life, Your soulmate you would want to marry them then and there. Believe me on this one" he replied i must say I'm impressed his acting skills are massive.

"Where did you guys meet" Zyan looked at me meaning i have to answer this question. I thought for a moment and then replied.

"At Hershey's Cafe and book shop as my fiancee just mentioned. There was table no empty and so I decided to sit with her. She was reading a book. we started talking and then one thing lead to another now here we are" thank God he covered me up. Thanks for having my back pal. He was looking at me ferociously. I am in deep trouble.

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The rest of the interview went well. Zyan answered all the questions. We sat in the car and i was waiting for him to scold me. And here we go.

Don't you know how to talk. Why are you so inarticulate. Can't so not suck at everything. This is bullshit! I never wanted to fucking marry you. I was happy living my bachelor life but then you came you ruined everything for me." Tears started to well in the corner of my eyes. Why can't they treat me as their equal I am no pest or an animal. Animals are treated better than me by their owners. But me! My so called family never accepted me and the i am suppose to marry someone who hates me already. "Whatever they say about you is true. You are indeed good for nothing. And don't cry in front of me. Stop begging for my kitty. Whip your tears!" I immediately whipped my tears. I didn't said anything to him. You may think I should have but I didn't wanted to add more fuel to the fire.

"If you can't say something nice don't say anything at all"

Calm down Sydney you are brave you are smart and most importantly your life matters. This is that mantra i recite whenever I'm at the verge of loosing it. I can't commit suicide as it is a very severe sin. So suicide ain't an option. Papa gave me biblical teachings as well. He taught me to be faithful to God and obey his commands and live according to his will. And I try my best to be like that.

Rest of the car ride was silent. The tension was there but luckily my house wasn't that far now.

Driver stopped the car right infront of my house. I was about to open the door when Zyan held my hand and said "I hate you" that when i lost it. I let my tears fall freely not caring about anything else i ran straight towards my room and locked myself there the entire evening. I am going to marry the guy who hates me. Why why why is this universe is so cruel to me. Why can't i live in peace. I know I can leave everything behind but i can't. I can't leave behind my papa and even if my father isn't much of a father. He's the only family i have. And i have to live for both of them. Papa has done a lot for me i can't disappoint him.

With that as my last thought i drifted off to my fantasy land.

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