Moving into a new house I was expecting a new life a more Joyable happy life where I could just be in peace and I hoped for a happier family than what I had now, my step mother and her daughters cruelty wasn't something I was unbeknownst to their disdain was so strong the awful oder of it always lingered in my Senses. The day I moved in felt relieved I had the fairly big no too small room and it was a comfortable room of course I had to take it. My father was usually out of town and my step mother took all her chances to humiliate and degrade me In front of guests, my sisters and literally anyone my shitty life in school shouldn't be a surprise considering the only help I actually got was from another outcast she was sweet as sugar but what more could she do, bullying isn't just calling someone a twerp they called me filthy names made me filthy physically abused me of course I told my dad but guess what? He told me to fuck off. Well technically he did. And so I resorted to the best coping mechanism talking to the moon. It had become a habit and the moonlight god damn I fuckin loved it. I was honestly really used to my Household abuse but one day something crazy happened well stuff in my room and kitchen started moving on its own then I get a letter from..Alex Gonzalez initially I wasn't gonna believe in this fucked up prank but when he showed himself then I believed... surprisingly enough he was the best companion the best listener. He made me feel special and me? I got attached quick he was a ghost but I was never bothered by that he was kind and gentle he knew what I wanted the most which was aknowledgement and validation some kind of validation that is. Well Alex hung out with me a lot and he told me his story I felt like throwing up honestly we used to listen to songs and everything..but it all came to a halt. I moved away with my family because they thought the place was haunted after Alex had threatened them to kill them if they mistreated me I was against this. Even if I hated them I didn't want them to be hurt and Alex very well knew this but he wanted to save me...at some point he stopped appearing after that so...I thought he finally found Peace...so I just stopped thinking even though I was yearning to hear that voice to feel that tingling sensation on my back whenever he was around me I missed him so bad I was so in love with him but I knew he wasn't real I knew I would never get him he was a u accomplishable dream, desire and wish of mine . Years after I moved out I soon began trying to better my life for myself and hard work. When I was capable I went back ...I walked into the dusty room filled with cobwebs and the dimly lit room was giving a eerie atmosphere in hope I call out for Alex but I heard no sound...I call out again and I see him...I couldn't help the tears that started flowing down my cheeks and wrapped him in my embrace crying I was shaking I missed him Soo much I loved him so much but he..tells.. me that he can't be with me...I hated that i loved him I didn't wanna let go but my heart crumbled when he started to disintegrate...into dust..I held on to the last piece...of him as he gave me a necklace..
**********************************************************
It has been years and I've been still holding onto it and I don't plan on ever letting go.
**********************************************************
love is pure and when it's true it lasts forever by the blessings of God. true love is patient and resilient through hardships and joy it prospers through efforts so don't give up.
***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***
Comments