Episode - 4
After the class everyone were busy with their studies and upcoming project, Jungkook was sitting under the tree and completing his pending work which he needs to submit tomorrow, but he is having a difficult time in doing PPT as he wants to do it modernized term, but the system is not co-operating.
Jeon Jungkook
Erm! What am I supposed to do with you square shit? I can't even afford for a good system now.
Jeon Jungkook
Should I go to internet café then?
Kim Taehyung
You can have my laptop. You can return when you are done.
Jungkook startled and looks up the person
Jeon Jungkook
You scared me
Kim Taehyung
Okay and here
Hand over the laptop near him.
Jeon Jungkook
No… You can have it.
He called him in cold tone and staring through this soul.
Jeon Jungkook
*Gulp* okay I'll
Jeon Jungkook
But you can stay here a bit. I'll just complete it soon if you are free..
Taehyung just sat beside him and opened the book. Jungkook sighed lowly and starts to work.
While they are continuing their work. Jungkook got a call from his ma'am so-called mom.
Jeon Jungkook
*attend the call*
Bite his lips controlling his tears and clenching his fist tightly
The call ended, and he just stared at the screen for a while and blinked when Taehyung cleared his throat
Kim Taehyung
Is everything alright?
He resumes his work and silently does it as he needs to return the laptop soon to Taehyung as he don't want to burden him.
Taehyung just kept staring at him silently more like observing him. Then he frowned when saw some belt marks on Jungkook's hand as his sleeves moved a bit and near his collarbone. He slowly moved his eyes to his cheeks which have a fainted a slap mark it wasn't visible that much only if you take a clear near look you can find it.
And Taehyung now understood.
Kim Taehyung
Life is not easy to everyone right?
Jeon Jungkook
Pardon? *he was so immersed*
Jungkook returned tae's laptop and goes to his home, He couldn't get a chance to bid bye to others as he should be there in usual time if he is late then he is gone.
As usual his days went like this
Some day it's bloodly day
Everyone got busy even the boys as Jungkook also busy in his work, he didn't got much time to spend. Due to different schedules Boys eat before and after another member. Doesn't mean they miss Koo and even they skips few classes to be with Kook and he was also so happy when he is with them. But he afraid to show through emotion. He is afraid.
Like usual Jungkook laying on his bed which is made of some rough wood and old uncomfortable bed. He is looking the ray of moonlight from the window and talking with it.
Jeon Jungkook
Am I enough? Am I burden?
Jeon Jungkook
I always did as per mom and dad wanted, I am a topper of the university, I am a good sports man, I am a good painter, but still.... I lack many things which would satisfy them.
Jeon Jungkook
I just want them to say "Kookie baby! I'm so proud of you, You did such a great job"
Jeon Jungkook
But I never got any compliments but complaints even if it's not my fault
Jeon Jungkook
I'm tired...
Jeon Jungkook
I want to take rest...
The previous wounds are still healing, He don't have any immune or strong enough, His blood pressure keep getting down and sometimes his nose bleed cuz of pressure and stress that is too much for him.
But none know about this...
The moon ray turns to sun ray and Jungkook is now making food. His mom came down and saw him,
Jeon In-ah
Shit! Happy birthday! I don't know how I even have birth to a shit like you who is useless and dumb. Fuck I wish you die soon. If that's possible kindly make my wish come true.
He is just washing the vessels silently he is nor crying or tearing up. He had a emotionless face, his heart lost its feeling capacity, he is no more feeling pain, it's numb. Watching Jungkook isn't answering her, she took a nearby vessel and throwed it on Jungkook head forcely which made his ear go deaf and everything blank out. He fell there lifelessly as the vessel wash ceramic so make a cut on his right side of his head.
She got panicked and goes near him a great fear then kneeled down and streched her hand
If you are going to think that she is guilty then no! She checked if Jungkook breathing as she could feel his breathe which is little faint, She sighed in relief and goes from there.
Jungkook is lying on the floor with bleeding head but luckily the bleeding is low so he gained conscious after a hour and weakly tried to stand up but he couldn't, he hissed and held his head, He felt a wet substance and glanced at the mirror near the cupboard and sighed as it's not new for him.
He took a cloth and dab it in water then wiped the dried blood, After cleaning himself he sighed seeing the blood is stopped and the cut wasn't deep but made a bruises.
He served the food on the table and texted the teacher that he will a hour late cause of his health issue. He went to near by doctor with some of his saved money to get treated.
The doctor got pitied over the boy as he usual come there to get treat but none can do anything cuz Jeons are the richest and not to mess with so they had to shut for their life.
After getting treated, He laid on nearby shadow of the tree in park and staring at the sky.
Jeon Jungkook
If that's what you wish for Eomma...
Jeon Jungkook
But I didn't asked to be born
He kept staring at the sky blankly and emotionlessly. After a while, He stood and dusted his dress and walks to university.
Otherside, Taehyung is staring at the book but his mind is on Jungkook's seat where Jimin is sitting writing notes for Jungkook. His mind keep wandering around him, Where does this boy went? Why he is not here yet? Did anything happened with him? Many questions were popping in his mind.
Same goes with others but Taehyung is restless here.
His thoughts scattered when he heard Jungkook's voice near the door, His excited eyes turned to frown not even him but everyone are looking at him like they saw some weirdo.
Jungkook is wearing a hoodie which is covering his head and wearing mask, He walked in sat beside Jimin who is looking worriedly at him.
Park Jimin
What happen Kook? *whisper*
Jeon Jungkook
Fever Jimin-ssi
Park Jimin
Aish you should've rested at home baby *comforting tone*
Jeon Jungkook
*felt a pang in his heart hearing comforting tone*
Jeon Jungkook
I'm fine *said coldly*
Park Jimin
*flinch* O..okay
Then they started to listen to class but Taehyung is still staring at Jungkook, he badly wants to see his face, those innocent eyes.
Wait! Is he feeling pity cuz of what he witnessed?
He really care for Jungkook. it's just he is bad at expressing but they are in good terms sometimes they spend time alone and Taehyung share some sweet memories and Jungkook listen to it attentively as he is telling some fairy tail story and dreaming about how it would be if he also get pampered and loved like that...
He envy Taehyung and Others.
Jake
(I really need to take you alone Jungkook. I hope this time they didn't hurt you much... God! Why he need to suffer! If it's possible then please give my happy days to him and his sad days to me) ..... *Scribbling on the note with teary eyes*
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