Chapter 3

Vanya:

"you should come with me vanya?"

"oh no no Sam it's alright"

I deny for the thousandth time,because sorry I'm not a party person

So our exams were finished and...guess what I've a friend

Yeah it's sam

And right now he's trying to convince me to go with him

To the club

He's pleading and begging but..what should I do?

I mean yeah he have done things for me in these past 3 months like getting me a job and then helping me in my house chores and thank God now that house is a bit fine since I've never cleaned that much due to less time

"vannnnyaaa..please"

I stare at Sam and sigh

Just like he's my only friend..I'm his only friend too since they say he's too nerdy

And the brother case too

"...just this once"

His pleading eyes light up as he stands from the rooftop wall

"hey be careful!"

I yell as he smile down at me

And I?

Only smile a bit

I'm not used to smiling alot...not even a bit

It's a miracle that I've smiled just a bit

..in my 9 years of life

Since mother left

"c'mon then vanya let's go"

"right now???"

1 hour later

"ugh this one is so good wanna try vanya?"

I shake my head in no at the small glass of..alcohol or what

Who knew that the nerd who sit on the last bench drinks and goes to 'these' type of noisy clubs every Sunday

Add that,exams-over-party

I look around the place

So noisy and smelly

All of them were dancing,at the right corner making out,at the left..same

This..is really uncomfortable I mean so much uncomfortable

I grip the edge of my jacket due to the shaking of my hands

I think I'm stuck

The lights were purple red and blue but all I can see is black

This is black

My life is black

So black I can barely breath

The hole under my feet is pulling me in again

This is..loud

My eyes shut down and hands reach for my ears

I've to stop it all

I can't-

"vanya..?"

Sam...oh Sam he is here

I look over at him

He looked at me with confusion and concern

"you okay..?"

I nod my head multiple times

"then...why're you shaking?"

Oh no

"i think I'm sick I'm sorry Sam I think I should leave"

He stare at me before nodding

"fine.."

After a little goodbye I exit the chaos to a peaceful dark alley

Sometimes I can't think of anything

Not even what's happening around me or even to me

I'm unknown to myself

I don't know me

My feet come to a stop

Strange

A strange feeling

The hairs on the back of my neck stand

Shivers roll over my body

No...

Eyes

Dark eyes

I feel them on me

It's been a very long time since I've been feeling as if someone is looking at me

Exiting college,eyes

In the store,eyes

Even at home

The eyes never go

Everytime I turn and try to find the eyes

But I can't

I never...found them

I look back to realize that I'm still not so far from the club

The music echoes lightly in the alley

The purples and blues and reds still glow in the dark but there is something....

Or someone

In between the unknown crowd

The tall figure stands out

Yet I can't see

I can only feel

Eyes and

Fear

That strange fear

And then I did what I've done before

I run away from there

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