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......"The sudden break of a hot mom."......
Ellen suddenly hitted the sudden break, making her lose control. She putted her head on the steering wheel and let herself sank through it.
"Hell.. " she whispered slowly.
The noise of her child Ellieve made her feel more alive. " Ellie, mommy's here.. don't worry " Ellen looked towards the back seat and pat Ellie's head.
Ellen have post - traumatic stress disorder, which made her have several mind puzzles every time. Eden who knows this recommends Ellen to go see a doctor but Ellen hates this.
She hates everything except her child.
She slowly started driving. Her mind was on somewhere. She was someone else. The deeper she rode the deeper she thought.
It's 1. 30 pm. Ellen is still driving without a destination. She was thinking about something.
...She is now driving her car through the finch street. ...
She never thought she would be here. She stopped near the street entrance and got out of her car. She slowly looked around and took her phone.
Ellen switched off her phone and put it in her pocket. She grabbed her bag and took Ellie in her arms.
She walked towards. There are some peasants living there. She felt unwanted.
She walked around the street, until she find a wrecked house. A house!!
She looked around the wrecked house. She was staring at it deeply.
"Hey, Miss.. Are you new here ?? "
A man about 40 year old walked towards her by swaying his hand.
She was still in thought. Ellie starts to cry when the man was nearly approaching them. Ellen stood still looking at the wrecked house in full of deep thoughts.
"Hey.." The man shouted at Eleanor who is looking at the house for minutes.
Ellen suddenly noticed that her child was crying and a stranger was near her.
"Calm down.. I'm here.." Ellen pat Ellieve's head. She looked at the man and said " who are you??" Ellen pushed her eyebrows upside and down.
" I'm reserd.. i haven't saw you any where around here.. are you a new person here..??" The man asked with curiosity.
Ellen turned her back towards the house. "No.. I lived here." She said with a half look.
Ellie hugged Ellen. The man stood still looking at Ellie's movements. " This house?? Did you lived here??" The man pointed at the wrecked house.
"No.. I Don't know this house.. I'm off." Ellen smiled at the man and walked towards her car.
Tears were falling down from her eyes. She walked fastly. Her thoughts were making her numb. She felt bad.. really bad..
Ellie in her arms were looking at her mom who is crying. Ellen put Ellie in her car seat and made herself to drive.
She started feeling like vomitting. Ellen fastly gets out of her car and throws up in the foot path. She felt really nauseous.
She slowly started to breathe. Her eyes were in full of tears. She wanted to scream so loud. But she didn't. The voice of her is not coming out. Her every breath made her feel like a monster.
...The monster she was scared of....
"I hate this..i hate this.." Ellen chanted. Her voice was cracked. Her view were blurry because of tears. She wants to go and drive back but she can't.
"I hate this feeling... " she made herself walk towards the car and looked at her child through the glass window in car.
Ellie was playing with her car. THE GREEN CAR. HER FAVOURITE.
Ellen looked through the car and made herself onto the front Seat to drive. "I can't have no more..i have to go." Ellen grabbed her phone from the pocket. Her lipgloss was smudged. She looked at herself on the mirror.
Ellen opened her phone and shiveringly called Eden who is at the office.
The call.
" Eden.. " Ellen took a deep breath and wiped her tears. " Eden i need you.." Ellen cried.
" Elle, what happened.. don't panic.. where are you and ... Ellie ??" He was asking with worry in his voice. "I'm.. in finch...-" Ellen was cut by Eden.
" finch street.. " Eden gasped. He was running. His panting voice was heard through the phone call. " hhhhuuf.. I'm coming. Don't worry.."
Ellen was crying. She throwed her phone towards the seat. Ellie started crying.
Eden hasn't cut the call. He was still in his phone. His voice was heard in the car through the phone.
Ellen cried miserably. She was looking not beautiful nor hot. Ellen was still making her mind full of negativity.
She felt every dark emotions. Her pain was never this much worse. Her head was exploding. It's much worse than she thought.
...7.00 pm ...
...Monday. ...
I was sleeping like a wood. I don't know when i got home. Was it just a dream??
I rolled my eyes on the bed and didn't find Ellie. My heart was having an attack. Ellie...where's my Ellie??
I can't walk outside. I feel pain everywhere. It's worse than the pain i have suffered.
"E...ll.." I felt pain in my throat, making my words not come out.
My Elleive..my baby. Where are you??
I felt lost.
I looked at the ceiling. I rolled my body towards the right side. Then it was worse. I fall to the floor. Now my pain is worse.
I closed my eyes for a second and made myself get out of this dream. But someone called me.
" Ellen..Elle.." A sound full of care. Suddenly i felt warm. A warm of a human body..
Human bodyy..???
I opened my eyes.. only to see Eden putting me to bed. I'm in his arms.
In his arms!!!! I WANTED to scream so loud of this sudden shock. But i gulped my own saliva.
Eden looked at me and putted me gently on the bed. He looked concerned. His face have the sad expression which i hate the most.
Once again, I became a burden to him.
"Im.. sorr..yy" I hugged myself.
" Elle, it's okay.. Are you okay now?? "
He asked me by adjusting the pillow which I'm laying my head on.
" yeah.. i became a burden to you again.." I felt really bad for him. He was sad because of me. I want him to be happy.
" You are not.. Elle, don't go there.. you promise??" I know he would say this.
He was handsome even when he's sad.
What did i just thought!!
" I was driving to beach but somehow i ended up there.... i can't promise you Eden.. Where's Ellie?? " I was looking at his eyes. His beautiful eyes.
"Ellie's with Amanda. " He said by gripping his hand hardly.
"Hell.. no . Eden.. why did you!!" I was scared. Really scared. Im not a protective type mom. But i was scared of Amanda. She hates Ellie.
I tried to get up. But eden blocked me.
"Eden.. i want to meet Amanda.." I said by a sudden panick. Even though my legs were hurting, i stood up for my daughter.
" Elle, If you really want to meet her.. i will help you.." Eden gave me a gentle smile. He gaved me a hand for walking.
I never felt this much pain.
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