A Message From My Online Crush

I just met you about a year ago yet I never knew I would fall for you. I don't even know why I liked you. I always have this excitement, happiness and butterflies in my stomach everytime I see that you have a message for me. Sadly, everything was just temporary as I expected it to be.

I always feel hurt everytime you make this little heart of mine filled with hope. Hope that I'll receive the same energy I give, hope that I'll be able to make you mine. I haven't met you in real life yet maybe thats why I always make sure to be updated with your new posts.

One day, I saw your post about a necklace that you were supposed to give to someone who unexpectedly did not stay with you in the end. I knew I was a fool for wasting my time waiting for your reply but I can't help it especially when ignoring you will just hurt me more.

Our last chat was me greeting you a happy birthday. I don't have feelings for you anymore at that time but because I promised to greet you when you happen to greet me on my birthday, thats why I did it. You just left me on seen although you did give a heart react to my message/wishes for you.

I already forgot about you so why!? WHY!?.. I mean why did you sent me a message again?..We talked for a while and I found out just as expected again..you messaged me because you have no one else to talk to. I'm not hurt..yes..I'm not hurt..because atleast I became an option for you right?..even if I were just a temporary reminder for you that you're not alone..that you have me..but are we just gonna be like this till the end?

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After chatting continuously for 3 days..now you've left me on seen and ignored my last message. Funny how you showed plenty of motives that you're into me when you're really not. You must think I'm that easy after you've done something and asked me if it turned me on, serves you right that it didn't. This will be the last time, I'll be available for you. I deleted our conversation as my final goodbye. From this day on, I won't wait and hope for your future reply. When that day comes where you feel alone and I happen to cross your mind, just know that you already lost me..the one who's been there for you all this time.

My one final question I know won't ever find its answer: Do you need me or do you just want my attention?

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Someone like you made me sure of one thing in this world, that there really are people who just liked the idea of having the person who loves them always around and available for them but has no plans on taking them seriously.

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