Heartless as you

Jimin,18, lesbian

Hey am jimin and am member of LGBTQ community, now am telling you how does felt to see my own father take there life away...

When I has five years old, my life is perfect. I had a lovely family that's always there to support me......

But that perfect family didn't last for long my mother died when am seven years old and my father became alcoholic he also used drugs...

When I turn 16 my father quit being alcoholic and drugs user, and he dress well more often, at first maybe he had a job or something to do. Matter of time I join high school and felt free, I has 5,6 tall and everyone is whispering about how tall I'm for a girl......

The first hours are nice, I meet some new friends, and I introduce myself to my classmates, and all of my friends are my classmates, so I never get bored and everyone became perfect The second day of school same as usual, but some girls approach me and say wanted to be friends. At first i said no, because I saw my frIends are being jealous, and I don't want that so I just ignore them...

In the third day same as usual never get bored,, ,someone had my attention it's a pretty brown short lady, and I say she's perfect, just simple lady, how divine. And I say to my friend I have to talk with this pretty lady over there don't worry I'll be back, soon… And every single minute that I became closer and closer to her, she took my breath away, stunning, pretty, beautiful...

After that I was clearing my head, and after that I introduce myself to her, and she'd the same, she's Jennifer,16 years old, bisexual. At first am every happy to hear that she's bisexual and, we continue talking to each other...

A few months later we're very close,we couldn't even separate,also she is ever clingy and talk a lot and I love that...

Its felt heaven when am with her, I felt free...

Years had past am 18 now, and my father merged with Ruby and Jenifer is my GF now, and we're living for almost 4 years together at my father house, years by, and I saw my stepmother with other man, and I took a picture while they kissing and, told my father, show the picture, and he was furious….

My father wait my stepmother until she get home,let my stepmother explain everything she didn't even lie,like she's proud.Am shock as a hear everything....

Then I saw my father holding a knife and push my Ruby to the floor and my father say, you'll be mine for eternity, before stabbing her multiple times, I rather not say a word or make a sound or else I'll die on my father hands, I was laying down under the crouch speechless....

And then I heard my girlfriend voice and I couldn't lose Jennifer too, I was trying to get out for the crouch but..... It's too late my father grab Jennifer to the same room as where Ruby die. And stab Jennifer until she died, I saw the tease in her eye.... she looked at me with does helpless eye....

I was trying to control my anger I saw everything..... It's not fair.......

My father is trying to hide the body in backyard, our house is pretty away from the city so no one hear us..... After that I get out of the crouch quietly, and I saw the blood all over the floor, in window and some fingerprint on the knife that used to kill my stepmother and my lovely GF....

I couldn't take this angry... it's enough....

I slowly do then to the basement and get a metal bar and some rope…and go upstairs before that I saw my father using drugs and drinking alcohol he fell asleep, looking at this man angry me more, just acting like nobody happen I couldn't take it anymore.....

I smash my father head until he collapses into the floor after that, tie him on the hands and dragging my father into the backyard...

After that I tie him to the tree and pour some gasoline oil and get a lighter....

Hey wake up dad it's time for you to go with them....

He begging me for forgiveness and I cry but angry is controlling me....

And I drop the lighter, and he screamed for help and mercy, but it's too late...

I cry for a minute and decided to end my life, because it's not worth it to live so I grab knife and stab myself in the chest and lay down beside my precious GF....

...... The end......

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