Episode 4

Helena,

The years go by, and Helena Lincon no longer exists. I have suffered so much in these years that I can be sure I no longer even have a soul, only a body to be sadomized by any sicko.

I did exactly as Loli told me to do; I dressed myself in a character, and that's how I'm living my life. I've prayed and prayed so much for my parents to find me here that I ended up giving up. If I once had a life, it's gone now, along with all my dreams.

I was hurt, humiliated, and devalued. I was reduced to being human trash. I learned all the BDSM practices, learned how to use each piece of equipment and how painful some can be. I was subjected to being tied upside down for hours and going out naked in the street in the early morning and in the rain.

I learned the techniques of masturbation, fellatio, and how to swallow sperm without vomiting. No real penis was ever put in my mouth. According to the girls, Nora makes a mixture of cornstarch with salt and water, creating a disgusting slime to imitate man's sperm. She made me swallow it without making a face and taught me to wipe the corner of my mouth at the end.

I used several vibrators, however, none of them penetrated; they were all placed at the entrance of my private parts... I mean, cunt, because that's what Nora told me to call my private parts. But it was never forced inside.

They used ropes, putting me in various positions to see my flexibility for when my master uses me. Oh yes, and to always call him master or sir, depending on what the owner wants to be called. And finally, I was forced to get a contraceptive implant in my arm, because I cannot get pregnant by my owner.

This is my last night here at Nora's house; my auction is already set for tomorrow, and I'm so scared I can barely sleep. According to the girls, my buyer could be a good man, or a bad man. He might get tired of me over time and return me here, or I might not be able to endure what he will do to me and end up dying.

But, to tell the truth, neither of those scares me; I'm already dead inside. The only thing they will do is bury my body. Nora allowed us to have a small party in our room. She gave us a cake and some drinks to celebrate my birthday, along with a bouquet of red roses.

Mega: — Look, you must be very special, you know, because she's never done this for anyone here.

— Big deal, celebrate what? Tomorrow I'm going to be auctioned off to a man I've never seen in my life. This might also be our last night together. — They all come to hug me; most of them here have already been through everything I've been through and were returned here.

We ate, and for the first time in my life, I got drunk. This farewell was good; I've never made as many friends as I did here. Even with Nora sometimes hitting us in the face, we supported each other, and they always took care of my injuries when I came here after Nora's torture sessions and her perversions.

I'm awakened in the morning by the girls who tell me about my preparation for the auction. It will be at night, but according to them, I need to look beautiful and elegant so that the money bid for me is worth it.

I'm taken to a fancy room. The walls are a lilac and pink shade, and in the center of the room, there's a whirlpool tub with rose petals. I take off my clothes, and two girls help me bathe. While one washes my hair, the other helps me wash my back.

After years, I have a proper bath, since in our room, the shower has little water and there's a timer for each time you turn it on. After the bath, Nora arrives with a dress. It's dark red, almost wine-colored. It has a low neckline in the front and very thin straps. It has a huge slit on the right leg. A beautiful dress for my sacrifice. After I'm made up, my hair is done, and I'm perfumed, Nora tells me to turn around and says:

Nora: — You're perfect, Rosa. — That was the name I chose to play this role in my new life. Helena was a real person, Rosa, a fictional one. — Don't forget everything you learned here; it will be useful wherever you go.

I just nod. Obviously, I won't forget anything I went through here, but I know it was just the beginning of my suffering. She calls me to go, and the girls come to say goodbye to me. They all come to hug me, and we cry together.

Nora: — Enough of this sappiness, let's go. Besides, it might not be a goodbye. Depending on who bids for you, you might be back here in a few months. Now let's go, the car is already waiting for you outside.

I leave with her, and a limousine is waiting for us. She gets in the car with me and stays on the phone the whole time. Sometimes I get an overwhelming urge to open the car door, jump out, and ask anyone for help. But, besides getting all hurt, I'm not sure I'd be helped, since I've seen several policemen going into Nora's brothel after the girls, just to fuck.

We stop in front of a house whose gate is entirely closed and red. As soon as we pass through it, I can behold the beauty of the luxurious white mansion. Since the windows are transparent, you can see the shine of the gold chandeliers from outside.

We enter through the back, where two other women are also waiting to be auctioned. All the time, Nora asks me how I should stand in front of my owner, what to say, and what to do. She even made me remember how to do an enema, to keep my anus very clean.

As soon as the auctioneer starts speaking, his voice muffled because we are backstage, he calls the other girls first, leaving me for last. With every second that passes, my heart beats faster. I look at the door, hoping some police will enter and end all this, and take me back to my parents.

Auctioneer: — Rosa, from Madame Nora's house... — My name is announced, and she leads me to a door, wishing me good luck. I take a deep breath and enter, revealing a hall packed with masked men...

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