I — Actually — Go Through This. Sleep shouting — Nightmares. They started after the appendix operation I had, in 2020. I would've died, if the operation was just an hour late. The pain — I cannot describe it in words. And the scar still remained fresh on my lower belly. The fear. PTSD — It's still there. I shout in my sleep, I shout so loud like my life's ending — I was so afraid, during that operation, that the fear still stayed in the depth of my heart. I scream until my throat hurts, in the middle of the night. And I don't know if this will even end. This fear never went away. The fear of death, and the fear — Of dying without chasing my dreams.
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Cara De Clare — Reverie! 🌈
I — Actually — Go Through This. Sleep shouting — Nightmares. They started after the appendix operation I had, in 2020. I would've died, if the operation was just an hour late. The pain — I cannot describe it in words. And the scar still remained fresh on my lower belly. The fear. PTSD — It's still there. I shout in my sleep, I shout so loud like my life's ending — I was so afraid, during that operation, that the fear still stayed in the depth of my heart. I scream until my throat hurts, in the middle of the night. And I don't know if this will even end. This fear never went away. The fear of death, and the fear — Of dying without chasing my dreams.
2024-08-25
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Cara De Clare — Reverie! 🌈
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2024-07-29
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Cara De Clare — Reverie! 🌈
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2024-07-29
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