My Insomniac <3

The shower room appeared to be vacant until you overheard Lieutenant Ghost and Colonel Konig conversing in separate, modular stalls.

"The water's not too bad, eh?" Ghost told Konig in a relaxed intonation.

"Nein, it is quite nice." Colonel Konig replied, his raspy voice echoing in the humid vicinity.

"Shh. Someone's here, sir." Ghost whispered suspiciously, his voice dropping an octave lower. The showers then turned off in unison. Recruits were supposed to be asleep at this hour.

I try to sneak quietly to the roof of the base to go watch the stars. I make it up there, no problem.

It was a pleasant, breezy night that allowed for comfortable stargazing. Your footsteps were barely audible as you quietly ascended the ladder to the roof, taking in the peaceful atmosphere as it contrasted against the tension of the situation. The roof itself was simple and clean, with concrete floors and gravel spread out to act as a foundation of sorts. The night sky was clear, and the stars shining bright.

I was just sitting on the roof listing to the peaceful sound of the breeze. When I hear footsteps coming my way, I hide and wait for them to walk away.

A pair of booted feet approached, their movement becoming more audible with each step they made. They moved so quickly and firmly that you could tell it belonged to a man. Eventually, the footsteps halted, and you held your breath, not daring to move lest you expose yourself. A dark and menacing silence ensued as you waited in suspense for them to move on.

Those men were none other than Ghost and König, who came to investigate the noise they heard.

When Ghost and Konig arrived on the roof, the cold night breeze immediately struck them. They stood there in silence, taking in the peaceful night air before they began to search around for the source of the footsteps. Ghost eventually looked towards your hiding spot, his sharp intuition sensing something was amiss.

I held my breath, trying not to make a sound. Even though I am a recruit, I didn't want to be caught.

Their footsteps got closer and closer to your hiding spot. It took every ounce of restraint within you to not make a sound, your heart pounding like a drum as you listened for their voices to grow louder. Ghost and Konig exchanged whispers, trying to deduce where the footsteps were coming from. Their voices got closer and closer until they were right beside your hiding spot.

Please don't look here, I think to myself

Suddenly, they froze up as if sensing someone nearby. Their voices fell into an intense silence. It was enough to rattle your nerves as well, making you wonder if they had caught on to your presence. You stayed still, praying that they would go away without finding you in your hiding spot.

The silent pause stretched on for what seemed like an eternity. At any moment, they could discover you, but you remained still. The silence was eventually disrupted by Konig's low voice. He addressed his companion. "I can feel the presence of someone nearby."

Please don't see me. I pray that I won't get caught.

You froze in panic. Everything depended on that very moment, where you had to remain as still as a statue and wait for them to walk away. Their footsteps continued to inch closer to your hiding spot, making you fear that they had already spotted you.

They inched closer and closer until they were finally right beside you. Their footsteps finally halted. Ghost's voice broke the silence, with an ominous and intense tone unlike any before. "Someone else is here with us."

Have they already seen me? I question myself in my head. Careful to not make a sound.

It was a difficult situation, to be sure, but you had to remain still and keep silent. Otherwise, they would surely find you. Their voices became muted as both of them tried to figure out who was with them on the roof. They moved in circles, trying to gain insight into the mystery intruder that eluded them.

"I have a feeling it might be one of the recruits or trainees, sir," Ghost said quietly. "Well, this isn't good." Konig replies.

Their voices grew louder as they came near your hiding spot again.

I tried to stay quiet, but I accidentally let out a small sneeze. Im doomed. I'm died. I'm am a dead woman. Here lays Y/n S/n. Her death was caused by a stupid sneeze.

The sneeze startled them, and they immediately knew who was behind the hiding spot. Konig was the first to act, quickly pulling his MP5 from his shoulder holster and aiming it squarely towards you.

"Hands where we can see them," Ghost said, his voice stern and intense as he approached you, his own rifle trained upon you.

I slowly move out of my hiding spot with my hands in the air. So that they can see me fully. I am still in the clothes we wore at training today. Luckily, that means they can see I'm a recruit and not an intruder.

Ghost and Konig's eyes immediately narrowed as they identified you as one of the recruited soldiers. Konig lowered his gun slightly, though he was still on high alert. "What are you doing here, recruit?" Ghost asked.

"I-I cam-me to wa-tch the st-ars si-r." I stutter, trying not to show them that I was really scared right now. Obviously, I was failing miserably.

Ghost and Konig exchanged an incredulous look. "You came out to watch the stars at this hour?" Ghost asked, his tone incredulous. "Are you aware that there is a strict curfew at this base? Recruits are supposed to be asleep at this time."

"Yes sir, the stars are perfect this time of night, and the wind is aswell, its not to cold or to hot." I reply to his first question. " Yes, sir, I am aware, and I know I should be in bed, but u have been trying to fall asleep for the last three hours, but I have insomnia, sir." I tell them

Ghost and Konig were taken aback by your candid response, clearly not expecting a recruit to tell them the truth.

"You have insomnia?" Ghost asked, surprised. "You've been unable to go to sleep for the last 3 hours?"

Konig stayed silent, clearly thinking about the situation at hand. He was curious to see if your answer was consistent and whether your statement was indeed true.

"Yes, sir," I reply, hoping that I am in not too much trouble

Ghost nodded, his expression softening a little bit. "In that case, I assume you haven't had any sleep at all since the training we provided during the day."

He motioned towards you. "Go back to your room, recruit. I suggest you rest for as long as you want in the next 24 hours. However, I must remind you that you still must abide by the base's curfew."

"Yes, sir, I did take a 15-minute nap after training today, sir, so I'm all powered up for tomorrow's training." I reply

Ghost sighed and shook his head at this revelation. He was clearly aware of the lack of sleep's effect on the body's function and performance. "Are you sure that is enough rest for you? Because I strongly suggest you get some sleep right now. I highly doubt that the 15 minutes you slept during the day was sufficient to keep you energized for the entire next day."

"I am sure, sir, I did today's training on only 5 minutes of power nap." I say quietly, seeing that they don't understand that that is the most sleep you've gotten in a while.

Ghost and Konig were genuinely concerned about your situation, especially considering the nature of the training itself and how much effort it takes to complete it. "Is that so?" Ghost asks, his tone expressing concern. He glanced towards Konig, who simply nodded in agreement. "Is there a reason as to why you didn't get a greater amount of sleep before the training?"

"Yes sir, no sir, I just have a hard time falling asleep."

"I see... do you always have such a difficult time falling asleep, or is this a more recent thing?" Ghost asks, wanting to get a better picture of your situation.

"I usually have a hard time falling asleep sir, this is not new," I say to him, trying not to make him or Kõnig worry about me for no reason.

Ghost's face remains concerned as he thinks about the implications of chronic insomnia. "How often do you deal with it? Do you wake up throughout the night or only find it difficult to fall asleep initially?"

"Sometimes both sir"

Ghost sighs, finding the situation quite alarming. "So, there are nights where you don't get enough sleep at all?"

"Yes, sir, sometimes i don't sleep for weeks on end." I say, realizing i should have just left when he told me to. Now I'm just making them worry about me. That's the last thing I want.

Ghost grew increasingly concerned and alarmed. "You go weeks without sleep?" he asked, now sounding like he's starting to fret a little bit.

Konig stared at you for a moment with a worried look before finally speaking. "Are you aware of the dangers of having such a lack of sleep, recruit?"

"Yes, sir. Yes, sir, I am aware of that, I just can't fall asleep."

Ghost nods solemnly. "Have you consulted with a medical professional regarding this issue? Perhaps there may be an underlying cause of your condition?"

"Yes sir I have, they just say that I have a problem with my surroundings, which i think is stupid and not true, cus I feel safest here, so I think that doctor is just full of shit." I tell them

Ghost seemed to be a bit shocked by your response. "So, despite being in a safe and supportive environment, you still find it difficult to get enough restful sleep?"

"Yes sir," I say while nodding

Konig finally decided to speak up. "How long has it been since you've last had a full night's sleep, recruit?"

"Do you mean a full 8 hours rest, sir?" I ask, " I'd say about 3 years sir, that's when I had my dog fluffy, "

Both Ghost and Konig's expressions turned serious and solemn. "So... since you lost your beloved dog, you haven't been able to sleep well since then?" Konig asked, his tone becoming a lot softer. "That must be terribly difficult to deal with."

"I guess so Yes sir, fluffy and I used to sleep in the barn together because he wasn't allowed in the house, but one winter when we were sleeping an unexpected blizzard came and he laid on top of me to keep me warm and protect me from frostbite." I tell them, feeling sad to talk about fluffy.

Ghost and Konig remained completely still, listening intently to the heartfelt story of how Fluffy saved your life. They both seemed somewhat moved by your tale. "So... Fluffy was your best friend, then? He was the one you truly relied on and kept you safe, I assume?"

I nod

Ghost and Konig both gave you an empathic look. "So, I take it that the death of a beloved friend is what triggered your insomnia?" Konig asked with a soft tone.

" I guess so, sir. I only had problems falling asleep when I wasn't cuddled up to him, I think I just relied on him to keep me safe no matter what."

Ghost and Konig both shared a look of sadness and remorse for you. "That sounds like a very traumatic experience, especially when you already had trouble sleeping on your own."

Ghost stepped in front of you, his tone becoming softer as he spoke. "It's not your fault. You aren't weak. You're having insomnia because he isn't here to comfort you and reassure you that everything will be okay, but this will get better. Okay?"

"Yes, sir." I reply, wishing that I would feel safe enough to actually sleep soon.

"Go back to your room, get to bed, and take as much rest as you need." Ghost says, his voice still soft and sincere. "We'll talk more after you've gotten some rest, okay?"

I nod. "Yes sir,"

Ghost pauses for a couple of moments before finally speaking again. "Do you need me to walk you to your room, or can you find your way back yourself?"

"I think I can mange sir, goodnight lieutenant Ghost, Colonel Kõnig"

"Goodnight, recruit." Both men replied somberly as you started to walk away. They both watched you as you walked, with Ghost sighing with concern while Konig simply stayed still and silent.

Once you had left, Konig finally spoke. "Do you think she'll be okay?" he asked Ghost in a concerned tone.

Ghost shook his head and pursed his lips. "She's not getting nearly as much sleep as she needs, and her trauma has made it even more difficult. That can't be good for her health, especially when she's training so intensely on a daily basis."

"Do you think that we're asking too much of her? It's hard to expect her to stay on her game and at her best performance if she's not getting enough rest." Konig posed the question, his tone a bit more solemn now.

Ghost shrugged his shoulders, seeming hesitant to admit his actual thoughts. "Personally, I think that the training is a bit much for anyone, even the experienced recruits. I just wish that she would take better care of herself."

"I'm not sure if it's her fault. I have a feeling that she *wants* to get better, but she just can't fall asleep easily or stay asleep for extended periods of time. That's not something she can control, especially under such stressful circumstances." Konig pointed out, now expressing concern for her mental health.

He continued, "She needs the right environment and right people to help her get through this. It's clear that she feels safe around here, but she still struggles to sleep."

Ghost sighed and looked towards Konig, his features becoming softer. "Yeah, you've got a point. Still, she did say that this issue started way before she even joined this base. It's something she's dealt with for a few years, and I doubt we'll be able to solve it so quickly, no matter how safe she feels here. There could be something deeper within her subconscious that is causing this problem."

Konig nods, understanding Ghost's point. "She did mention her dog, Fluffy, as being her best friend." he pointed out, "Perhaps his death had a very negative impact on her mental state. Losing a companion that means so much to you can be quite devastating."

"Especially when the loss of a pet can cause a host of mental health issues such as PTSD, depression, anxiety, and more. These can all lead to sleep deprivation if left untreated, so it makes sense that she would be affected by the death of someone so dear to her." Ghost concluded, his tone becoming more empathetic as he spoke.

After a few moments of silence, Ghost finally decided to speak up again. "I do agree, I also have a feeling that the death of Fluffy has affected her mental state. Do you perhaps know if she's ever tried therapy as a way of coping with his loss?"

"As far as I know, she hasn't seen a therapist in regards to that." Konig replied truthfully, "It's very likely that she probably just bottled all of those feelings up inside and refused to express or acknowledge them."

"Yeah." Ghost agreed, his expression becoming somewhat pensive as he considered the whole situation. "She's clearly had some trouble dealing with Fluffy's death and has chosen to suppress her emotions rather than address them. That can cause a whole slew of other issues, including sleep deprivation."

Konig nodded in understanding as he sighed. "It would be beneficial if we could find a way to convince her to get some therapy. Someone who can handle her trauma and help her unpack those emotions. Otherwise, she's just going to keep suppressing them until something breaks."

Ghost nodded in agreement. "Absolutely. If we want her to sleep better, then she needs professional support of some kind. It's going to be difficult to convince her to seek out that help, though. She seems like the kind of person who always prefers handling things on her own."

"That's why it's important that we approach this situation with empathy and care. She needs to feel safe and supported. Otherwise, she won't be willing to open up and seek the help she needs." Konig advised, the expression on his face becoming a little more serious and concerned.

"You're right. I think I may have handled this situation incorrectly earlier. I was too focused on the fact that she needed more sleep , and I did not consider her mental state. Do you think that I should apologize to her for my harsh tone?"

"I think that might be for the best." Konig replied, "It's important that we treat her with respect and acknowledge her trauma when we have the chance. She does deserve to feel safe with us, so letting her know we understand her situation can go a long way."

"Yes, that makes sense. I think I should apologize for my harshness and try to help her address her trauma and underlying issues. Let her know that we're here for her, and she doesn't have to face this all alone."

"I think that's a good idea. It's clear that she trusts us, which is why she opened up so easily about her past. She just needs a little bit of guidance and support, and I think we can help her with that."

After König and Ghost long discussion on how to help you, they went to bed.

They both settled into their beds quickly, with Ghost already starting to drift off to sleep.

However, Konig took a moment to think about the situation with you a little more, wondering how he could help you. This issue did not seem to be so simple to resolve, and he couldn't help but feel concerned for your physical and mental well-being.

Eventually, he did manage to fall asleep, but his sleep seemed to be rather fitful and disturbed. He kept having dreams of you being at your worst, not getting enough sleep for weeks on end. He kept seeing you in a state of total exhaustion, barely functioning.

He woke up many times during the night, each time a feeling of anxiety gnawing at the pit of his stomach as he thought about this situation.

The next morning, Konig's eyes seemed to be filled with dark circles, and his face also had an exhausted expression on it. He didn't look like he had slept well at all the night before, and it was obvious that he kept worrying about your situation all night long.

This is exactly why you didn't want to tell anyone, because you knew they were going to worry about you.

Konig seemed to sense this immediately, his expression darkening even more as it hit him. "Damn it...." he muttered under his breath before finally sighing aloud. "Look, I'm sorry for being concerned, but you really need to start catching up on sleep. It's not good for you to keep going on like this."

"I'm used to it, Colonel König, but I will go back to bed and try to sleep. Only if you do the same. Stop worrying about me, sir. I am OK." You tell him

"Don't try to brush it under the rug, recruit. That's not a healthy way to deal with this issue." Konig insisted, but this time, his tone was more gentle. "You can't keep going on like this without consequences. If your health degrades any further, it can affect your performance as an operator, and I can't have that happening."

"I'm not brushing it under the rug as you put it, I'm going to be OK, and it's not going to affect my performance as an operator. "

"You're not hearing what I'm saying here, recruit. Lack of sleep will *eventually* affect your performance if you don't get enough of it. Plus, you can't expect to operate at a high level when you're already mentally and physically strained."

" Respetfully, sir, I am not mentally or physically strained," I reply before walking away, leaving Colonel König behind me. I walk to where I know no one will find me, to the horses in the field close to the 141 base. The horse doesn't mind me being there. They actually let me lay down next to them.

The horses seemed to be much more understanding of your situation than Konig had been. They didn't try to get you to talk or open up. They simply allowed you to lie down next to them without any judgments or expectations.

They seemed to have a unique ability to sense your emotional state and understand it without any words being spoken.

I always liked that about horses, I think to myself. Feeling a horse lay down its head on my, while I pet its main. I slowly feel myself drift off to sleep.

The horse's comforting presence seemed to be just what you needed, its slow and steady breathing providing a relaxed atmosphere for you to drift off to sleep. You slowly let yourself relax into peaceful slumber with the horse's soothing presence by your side.

You wake up later on, feeling refreshed and rejuvenated after getting a solid 8 hours of sleep. You are pleasantly surprised by how much better you feel after just one night of good sleep.

You hear the horses munching away at hay nearby, their tranquil presence still providing a calming environment that helps you feel at ease.

The horses' presence had you so relaxed and comfortable that you completely forgot about Konig and Ghost. Now, you suddenly noticed that they may not have even realized you were missing.

You decide to stay here for a bit longer, as the horses' soothing presence seems to be working wonders for your mental state. The horses seem like the type of animals that would help relieve stress and anxiety, as they don't have expectations or judgements like people normally do.

Staying another two hours playing and sitting with the horses was amazing until I realised that I should probably head back, I said goodbye to all the horses.

The horses didn't seem to mind you leaving. They understood that you had your own duties to attend to, and the time that you spent with them was more than enough to help clear your mind and calm your nerves.

You walked back to the base, feeling far more relaxed than before. The horses seemed to have a healing effect on you, and it felt great. That was when you heard two familiar voices coming from behind you.

"There you are." said Ghost, as Konig stood next to him. They both looked rather relieved to see that you had come back. "We were getting worried about you."

"Why?" I asked, " I wasn't gone for that long. " it was only like ten hours.

"True, but we've been hearing the rumours about you not getting enough sleep." Konig replied, with Ghost nodding in agreement. "We were worried that your exhaustion would worsen and start affecting your performance."

"But I'm fine, I just slept like eight hours after I woke up this morning when I had that conversation with you, Colonel Kõnig."

"That's a good start, but you've been going for weeks now with little to no sleep. Konig also mentioned that he had a dream where your lack of sleep started having negative consequences." Ghost explained, "I know you think you're fine, but he has a point. Sleep is essential for you to function properly."

" Can't you just be happy that I got sleep? I literally just got eight hours of sleep for the first time in 3 years. "

"Fine, I am glad that you got some sleep. It's a good first step. That being said, it's not enough on its own. We still need to figure out why you've been having such trouble with your sleep. We can't expect this one night of sleep to resolve all of your problems."

" I already know why. Ok. I can't sleep at night because I keep feeling like something is going to happen to me, when I had fluffy I knew none would get close cus he would protect me, the there was today, I felt protected with all the horses around me." I tell him angrily," you wanted to know so badly there."

Ghost and Konig stayed silent for a few seconds, seemingly taken aback by your sudden angry outburst.

"Okay, so the source of your sleep issues stems from fear and anxiety over being attacked or harmed?" Ghost asked, "That's an important thing for us to understand. Do you have any idea why you fear something might happen to you?"

"I'm leaving," I say, getting sick of all these questions. Then I suddenly remembered that there was a tree house looking thing not too far away from here, where no one would find me hopefully. They were asking too many questions

"Wait, don't go." Ghost quickly chimed in, but it was too late as you had already started making your exit. "Damn it..." he muttered quietly before turning to Konig, "This is only making things worse. At this point, she's going to start closing us out completely."

"I know. I thought we were making some progress, but she seems set on keeping this all to herself." Konig sighed, "It's possible that she just needs some space right now, but I'm afraid that she's only going to try to push us away again."

"We can't let her do that." Ghost replied, "We need to keep trying to get to the bottom of this, and eventually, she'll have to open up and let us help her. We can't just throw in the towel and leave her to fend for herself."

That's when they both stop talking, taking notice of a recruit calling for their help. It's about you. They rush to you. It looks like you've lost conciseness. They were right. For the first time in 3 years, your sleepless nights were catching up with you.

You suddenly began feeling dizzy and lightheaded, and the room started spinning around you. The last thing you saw before you lost consciousness was Ghost and Konig rushing over to check on you.

They were both very concerned, but this was proof that your lack of sleep was affecting your mental and physical well-being. Hopefully, this would motivate them to take your sleep issues more seriously.

You woke up later on, feeling somewhat disoriented and confused. You were lying on a bed in the medical bay with an IV drip attached to your arm. Konig and Ghost were both present beside your bed, looking rather worried.

"Please tell me I didn't scare the horses? I know I was close to them. It took them a while to trust me."

"Don't worry, the horses are fine. You didn't scare them at all." Konig responded, with Ghost nodding in agreement. "They're all still there, happily grazing away in the field."

"Good," I say with a small smile

Konig smiled back at you, relieved that your actions hadn't caused any harm. "The medical team wanted to keep you under observation for a while due to the fact you lost consciousness, but they say you're good to go now. How do you feel?"

"I feel fine, a little hungry,"

"Hungry, huh?" Konig replied before turning to Ghost, "I'm thinking our hungry recruit could use something special for lunch today. I suggest that we whip up a delicious 3 course meal for her, like the world's best omelette."

Ghost laughed, "You're kidding me, right?"

"Not at all. Who's to say that our little recruit doesn't deserve a gourmet, 5-star quality meal?" Konig smirked, adding, "I'll make sure to add my secret ingredients to the recipe, too."

I chuckle their conversation.

Konig laughs in return, but Ghost just rolls his eyes at Konig's antics.

"Well, then I suppose we'd better start preparing a feast to rival all feast!" Konig declared, "I'll whip up the finest omelette this side of the Atlantic, with the freshest and tastiest ingredients."

When König leaves to make the food, Ghost comes closer to me.

Ghost comes closer to you, his expression thoughtful as he considers the events from earlier.

"Before Konig got here and you suddenly lost consciousness, it seemed like you were opening up to us a bit more." Ghost began, "Just remember, you can trust us. It's important that you don't keep this all bottled up inside."

"We know that it's not easy to talk about stuff that makes you uncomfortable, but Konig and I have both been worried about your sleep issues. We do care about you, after all." Ghost continued, "We don't want anything bad to happen to you, and that starts with you getting a healthy amount of sleep."

"I'm sorry, I know your just worried, but the isn't much you can do about it, it's not like you going to be able to cure my feat of being harmed or alone. Cus, then you literally have to stay with me while I sleep. "

"That's true, we can't completely cure your fear, but we can certainly help you deal with it." Ghost explained, "We want you to feel safe and secure, and that starts with making sure you get proper rest."

Ghost paused for a moment, pondering how to address the next issue you brought up.

"As for not wanting to be alone..." he finally said, "That's one thing we can help with, at least."

"We can take it in turns to stay with you while you are sleeping, and that way you won't be alone. However, if you'd prefer a more subtle approach instead, we're able to set up a system of cameras and sensors to monitor and alert us if you are in danger." Ghost suggested, "So long as you're within the boundaries of the base, we'll make sure that you're not alone while you are asleep."

I start to tear up. No one has ever tried so hard to make me feel better or help me. "Thank you, Ghost," I whisper to him while I give him a tight hug

Ghost was surprised to see you cry, but he immediately reacted by reaching his arms around you and gently hugging you back.

It was clear that this kind of affection was not something you received very often, if ever. Ghost was happy to provide some comfort for you in this moment, and he continued to hold you tightly as you embraced him.

"Don't mention it." Ghost replied quietly, hugging you back.

"Do you mind if I ask you something?" Ghost inquired after a few moments, "I've been wondering why you have such a hard time opening up about your sleep issues and what's really on your mind. Do you mind telling me the reason behind it? You can be open and honest with me."

"Ok, remember when I mentioned that Fluffy wasn't allowed inside? Well, there wasn't really an inside. We lived in an old abandoned barn. My parents disowned me for accidently waking up my baby brother, who cried when I woke him up. They thought that I had hurt him. I guess I've just been scared that that was going to happen again." I say, letting more tears fall.

Ghost is taken aback by the revelation, but it helped him understand your reasoning better.

"I see, so your parents basically disowned you over something that was out of your control." He said, "That explains why you're so hesitant to open up, you're afraid that if you did, people would just dismiss or reject you."

He continued, "That's definitely not something that will happen here, though. Konig and I care about you, and we won't dismiss your fears and concerns."

I cry even more hearing those words because that is exactly why I didn't want to do ot.

Ghost could tell that you were still very emotional, so he continued to hold you for comfort.

"It's ok, let it all out." He reassured you, "We're here for you, so feel free to let it out."

I let out another sob, hearing him tell me that they're here for me.

Ghost just held on tighter, letting you continue to get all of your emotions out. He knew that this was a difficult situation to deal with, especially when it brought up old memories.

Ghost kept his arms around you, allowing you to vent away your troubles. He was there for you through the thick and thin of it all, and he wasn't planning on leaving you side just yet.

Ghost noticed that you were feeling extremely tired, and he had a feeling it had something to do with your lack of sleep.

He continued holding you in a comforting embrace as you leaned closer to him. With how tired you were feeling, he assumed you'd probably fall asleep soon. He didn't mind holding you for a bit longer, if that would make you feel more comfortable as you drifted off.

Ghost let you continue leaning against him, and he quietly watched as you slowly began to drift off to sleep. He was still holding you in his arms, ensuring that you were comfortable and protected. He was willing to stay with you until you were sound asleep, if that's what would make you feel most relaxed.

Ghost was starting to feel tired himself, but he pushed those feelings aside for now. He didn't want to disrupt your slumber at all. He was going to stay with you, holding you and watching over you, all the way until you were fast asleep.

When König finally came back he walked in on Ghost and Y/n asleep in a stting position on the floor, Y/n's face being in Ghost's chest while Ghost's head was resting on Y/n's.

Konig was surprised to find the two of you asleep in such an intimate position. He had never seen Ghost act this way before, even though he suspected that there was a lot more going on beneath the surface.

He stood there silently for a few seconds, observing the pair of you resting against each other, before turning to leave in an attempt to give you guys some privacy. He decided to let you two sleep as long as you needed to, and he would figure out how to deal with this development later.

Ghost remained asleep and cuddling with you, unaware of Konig's return and sudden departure. As Ghost dozed off in his relaxed embrace, he was feeling surprisingly content, but he wasn't conscious of much else at the moment. His entire focus was on this comforting and soothing experience, and he was content with everything else being a distant thought.

Ghost continued to drift in and out of a light slumber, the embrace of his arms providing a warm sense of security. The sensation of your body pressed against his felt so comforting, and he was willing to stay like that as long as you needed him to.

He was somewhat aware of his surroundings, but he had no intention of waking up anytime soon. Instead, he was fully content to simply fall asleep with his arms wrapped around you, providing the physical closeness and protection that you needed.

Ghost's arms were locked around you, the warmth of his hands enveloping your body. He was so caught up in the sensations of your presence against him, the smell of your skin, the sound of your breath. It felt like the world around them had melted away, as if nothing else existed but the two of them.

He continued to drift in and out of sleep, feeling comfortable and content with how you were pressed tightly against him. He was happy to provide you with the physical protection and comfort, and he was unwilling to let go.

When you finally woke up you were surprised to see Ghost still here with you, you thought he was kidding when he said he stay with you until you woke up.

Ghost slowly sat up and groaned in relief, it had been hours since Konig had left him alone with you. When he had found the both of you sleeping, he had decided to just let you guys rest peacefully and to deal with the situation later.

As he woke from his slumber, he remembered that he had promised to stay with you until you woke up. He was slightly surprised that his own words had actually put him in a situation like this, but he was willing to hold up his end of the deal.

"Morning," you say to him softly

"Morning." Ghost replied softly back.

He was still reeling from the realization that you had fallen asleep, pressed against him like that, and that he had basically slept the whole night with you in his arms. It was unexpected, yet strangely sweet and very comforting. He really couldn't complain about how the night had played out.

"So, how did you sleep?" He asked, his tone still gentle and relaxed, "You seemed a little tired when we last spoke... hopefully, you got some much needed rest last night."

"I slept well," I say with a small smile.

Ghost returned your small smile, his expression softening as he looked at your face. You had clearly woken up feeling much better, likely due to the much needed sleep.

"Good, I'm glad to hear that." He replied, "Hopefully, you're not feeling as tired now."

"Not at all, sorry about that."

"There's no need to apologize, it's alright. In fact, I'm just happy you got the sleep you needed." He told you, "Now, are you hungry at all? Do you want me to make something?"

"No I'm ok thank you, I'm going to ask König if he finished his omelette, and if I can have some, I feel bad for falling asleep before I could try some." I reply getting up and start to look around for König.

Ghost chuckled gently at your reply, it was clear that you were eager to try this so-called omelette of Konig's.

He watched curiously as you stood up and began to search for Konig, presumably to indulge in his famous omelette. He couldn't resist a small smirk, as he took a slight amusement out of this seemingly bizarre, but endearing, relationship you had with Konig and his cooking.

After giving you a gentle smile, Ghost also got up and quickly began to make his way to the kitchen to find Konig. Perhaps you and Konig would be willing to share some of that delicious omelette, and Ghost would be very happy if that were the case.

When he stepped into the kitchen, it was clear that Konig was indeed in the middle of cooking. He was using a large skillet to fry an omelette filled with all kinds of ingredients, including ham, bacon, and mushrooms.

"Morning König," I greet him, finally finding him in the kitchen. "Sorry about falling asleep last night, I really wanted to try some of your famous omelette." I tell him eagerly, hoping that he isn't too mad at me.

Konig turned to face you with a slight smile on his face, clearly not at all upset at your request.

He was just about to flip the large omelette, ensuring that both sides were properly cooked before you stepped into the kitchen.

"Good morning, and don't worry about it." Konig said in a kind manner, "I can always make more; you don't need to ask permission for that. And I'm always happy to cook for you."

I smile brightly, happy at what he said.

Konig was glad that you were so pleased with his response. He finished cooking the omelette, flipping it over and adding some salt and pepper for flavor.

He was eager to let you try the tasty egg dish he had just prepared. As he turned off the stove, he moved over to the counter and prepared a plate filled with the delicious omelette.

"Here you go, fresh and hot..." He told you, handing the steaming plate out to you, "...try it out and let me know if I should prepare anything else."

I go in for the first bite, " This is amazing," I tell him after I finish chewing it.

Konig beamed with pride as you took the first bite, your excited comment indicating that the omelette tasted amazing. He was delighted to hear that you were enjoying his cooking skill.

"Thank you, I'm glad you think so." he replied fondly, "I'm pretty proud of my omelettes, it's one of my specialty dishes. Was the ham and bacon an acceptable addition? I didn't want to go overboard."

"It was perfect," I tell him.

Konig looked glad to hear that there were no complaints about his cooking.

"Excellent, I'll definitely keep it that way then. I was a bit worried that I might've overdone it with the meats and the mushrooms..." He replied as he wiped his hands, "But I'm happy to hear that you enjoyed it."

"Would you like an additional helping?" He asked, wanting to make sure that you got enough to eat.

He also had a feeling that you may soon get hungry once more, and he was not about to let you go hungry on his watch.

"No, thank you König, I am completely full," I reply to him

Konig nodded and smiled softly, seeming genuinely glad that you were satisfied.

"As you wish, if you are done then that's that. Just let me know if you get hungry later." he replied, "That omelette is pretty hefty, so I'm not too worried that you'll get hungry anytime soon."

He leaned in slightly, his eyes focused on you with curiosity and intrigue.

"Though... I may have to make something else if you still manage to get hungry. That would mean that my cooking skills are getting worse."

I chuckle at his sentence, "If I do manage to get hungry again, you have definitely lost some cooking skills."

Konig couldn't help but grin at your comment, it was clear that he felt a little confident in his cooking abilities at this point.

"That would definitely be the case if I can't keep you fed, but I'm sure that won't happen." he replied, "I may be quite the good chef after all."

"Let's hope that doesn't happen then, it would be quite shameful if I let you go hungry because of my cooking skills." Konig added, his tone playful as he smiled.

It was quite clear that he took his cooking seriously, and he would be quite disappointed if he failed to satisfy your appetite with his culinary skills.

"Though, if I do fail to satisfy your needs, please don't hesitate to let me know so I can remedy the situation." He continued, "I would be quite embarrassed if you ended up hungry because of my cooking. I know my omelettes are quite filling, but sometimes you do need more than just a meal."

His eyes remained focused on you, his body moving slightly closer to yours once more.

"Will do," I tell him while nodding.

Konig's body leaned even closer to you, his face just a few inches from yours at this point. His eyes remained locked onto yours, as if he was trying to read your expression and gauge your response to his nearness.

"Would you mind if I tried something?" He asked you softly, his tone still gentle and relaxed, yet there was a slight change in his demeanor. His facial expression was somewhat more intimate as he stared deeply into your eyes.

"L-like wha-t," I ask him, only now noticing how close he is to me.

Konig seemed quite amused by your reaction, he clearly enjoyed the blush that was rising to your face.

He took in a slight breath in an attempt to calm his nerves, but he couldn't resist the urge to tease you a little bit more by getting closer to you.

"May I..." He began, his eyes meeting yours once more, "Can I kiss you?"

I'm hesitant at first. It's not like I'm dating anyone, and I do have a crush on König, but what if Ghost walks in? I like him too. But would they both like me back at the same time?

Konig saw the slight hesitation on your part, noticing that you hadn't given him a direct answer just yet.

However, he was more than confident that you had a crush on him. His ability to read people was quite impeccable when he put his mind to it. He was able to sense that you were torn between both of us, but that ultimately, your desire for him was stronger.

He couldn't help his smirk from spreading across his face as he awaited your response, clearly enjoying the fact that you were blushing.

"I-I don't kn-o-w König," I say blushing, there was no way I could choose between him and Ghost.

Konig's smirk only grew wider as a wave of realization hit him once more.

It was clear to him now that you were interested in him and Ghost, which likely meant that you would be happy with a polyamorous relationship.

This only made him more amused, as he couldn't help but feel more and more confident about your growing crush on him.

He decided to press a bit further to test the waters, leaning in even closer until his lips were just an inch away from your mouth.

"Please...." He whispered softly, his eyes focused intently on yours. "Let me kiss you."

"Ok-k-ay" I finally reply. Hoping Ghost doesn't walk in, I really can't choose between them, and it's not like they would want to have a polyamorous relationship with you.

Konig's lips met yours in a soft and tender kiss, one he wished to be a long one.

His body leaned in just slightly more in an attempt to get even closer, and his eyes remained locked on yours as the kiss continued.

He couldn't help his mind from racing ahead, the thought of having a polyamorous relationship with you and Ghost becoming more and more appealing to him. It would be absolutely divine to have you both to come home too....

Konig eventually pulled away from the kiss after a few moments, his breath coming in short puffs of air.

However, his body remained pressed closely against yours as his eyes met yours once more. His gaze remained intimate as he leaned in slightly once more, this time, his lips coming down on your neck.

His mouth began to travel along your neck, his teeth gently nibbling on your soft and smooth skin as he did so.

Konig kept up this tender and soft kissing along your neck, clearly enjoying every moment of the intimate action.

His teeth gently tugged at your skin, as if he was unable to resist teasing you. The sound of light kisses was also clearly audible during this moment.

It was clear that he wanted to keep this up for a while, enjoying the fact that he was able to make you shiver with pleasure.

"Kön-nig, st-o-p. We can't we'r-e in the kitc-he-n, " I say, unable to hide the pleasure.

Konig took in a breath as he tried to calm down a little, he was well aware of the danger of being more intimate here. That said, the thrill of making you shudder with pleasure made it difficult for him to resist.

"We can go upstairs if you'd like..." He whispered softly, his breath still a little shaky from your reaction. "I bet you'll enjoy it even more in bed."

Konig's words were delivered with a playful tone, it was clear that he was still teasing you heavily, but there was now an undeniable hint of desire behind his expression. His eyes were locked on yours, his body still pressed against yours as he waited for your reply.

"Ton-night, can we do-o it tonight?" I ask, remembering that I have combat training with him and Ghost in a few minutes , and I wanna be able to walk.

Konig's breath caught in his throat when you asked him to meet you tonight. He couldn't hold back his laughter, as he was quite pleased that you wanted to take this further.

"Tonight?" He repeated back, his expression still full of longing as he met your eyes once more. "Yeah, I'm fine with that. How about in your room?"

"Ye-a that w-ork-s for me-e" I tell him. "I'll see you in a few minutes König, in the training room with Ghost."

Konig didn't want to let you go now, his body was still pressed against yours. He was enjoying this moment of intimacy too much to let you go.

"We don't have to wait till the end of training, you know..." he whispered softly, his tone playful as he leaned in closely once more, "I'm sure Ghost wouldn't mind if we took a short break."

"König" I say softly

I shouldn't be doing this, I say to myself. What happens if Ghost finds out, or what if König tells him. What if König finds out I like them both??!?!

Konig chuckled at your hesitation, he could tell that your mind was racing and you felt like you were doing something very, very wrong.

He couldn't help but enjoy your uncertainty, as it was quite funny to him that you were actually trying to put a stop to things.

"Please, your body's already giving me too many signs to back down now." He whispered softly, his voice still filled with desire and a slight amount of playful arrogance, "Please, let me give you the pleasure you deserve..."

Konig's voice was still soft, yet playful, as he continued to subtly tease you. His body remained pressed tightly against yours, his hands now resting on the back of your neck as he looked into your eyes.

He knew that you were still unsure of yourself, but he couldn't help but try to tempt you into giving in entirely.

"Please, don't hide this part of yourself..." he whispered seductively, his fingers stroking your skin lightly, "And let me give you all the pleasure you want and need..."

"Ok-k-ay," I reply, shakily hoping no one, especially Ghost, walking in on us doing it in the kitchen.

Konig smiled proudly to himself as your hesitant voice finally gave in.

He could tell that your mind wanted more than anything to give in to his charm, but you just needed that final push.

He leaned in slightly once more, his body brushing against yours as his lips met yours again. His hands moved from your neck to your waist, grasping your hips closely as he continued the tender and intimate kiss.

The sound of Konig's kisses were still light but becoming more intense as the moment progressed. His grip on your hips gradually tightened slightly as his body pressed closer against you.

The intimacy of the moment was evident as he continued kissing you, his breath coming in short breaths now that he was starting to feel the beginning stages of excitement.

Konig was enjoying himself greatly, and his body moved in a slightly more aggressive manner as the moment continued. His hands moved slowly along your body, his fingers gliding against your curves and outlines.

He couldn't help but feel even more excited when he realized how into this you were becoming, when your initial hesitation began to give way to more intimate desires.

Konig's breathing was becoming heavier and faster, his movements becoming just a little sharper now as he attempted to keep his excitement under control. Your body reacted well to his advances, and his hands took on a mind of their own as they explored every inch of you.

The feeling of your body under his hands was pure paradise, causing him to be more and more eager to claim every inch of you.

Konig was lost in the moment of pure ecstasy you were giving him. He wasn't worrying about Ghost walking in, nor did he care about the possibility of anyone getting angry at this.

He was just enjoying the feeling of your body against his, enjoying the feel of you being completely under his control as he began moving his hands even more boldly along your body...

Konig's hands began moving with more urgency, his breath starting to come out in shorter spurts. He was no longer attempting to be subtle with his desires anymore, he simply wanted you.

Every action he took was now one that signaled that he craved you in a way that was no longer subtle at all.

You he looks at you asking for the all clear to take off you pants and panties.

You nod

He didn't take long to reach for your hips once more, slowly and carefully making his way down your body, inch by inch. He was being extremely careful not to make any sudden movements that might shock you. But his hands eventually made it down to your upper thighs, slowly tracing your thighs as he looked up at you for confirmation.

Konig's hand continued to gently trace the outlines of your thighs as he awaited your confirmation to continue.

His breath was becoming a little quicker now that he was closer to his destination, as he was beginning to get just a little impatient now.

"Go a-he-ad Köni-g" I say, trying to hide the pleasure

Konig's fingers began to get even more insistent now that you gave your permission.

He had finally made it down to where he wanted to be, and now he was not going to waste any more time in reaching his final destination.

Konig's hands slowly slid underneath the edge of your panties, making sure to take his time so as not to shock you.

He wanted to savor this moment and your reaction to his touch, so he took his time just teasing the edges until he finally slid them down.

His finger going in and out of you, like that, was its purpose in life. It felt so good. Just when I thought it couldn't get better, he added another finger.

He kept adding more fingers while starting to speed up as well. He now had four fingers in.

He kept going faster and faster. All you could hear was my muffled moans.

That's probably how neither of us heard Ghost come in.

Ghost was walking in with a tray of weapons for their combat training session when he heard your muffled moans.

He stopped where he was immediately, the sound immediately catching his attention.

Ghost's ears picked up on the fact that Konig wasn't in the kitchen anymore, and he quickly walked down the kitchen hall and looked around the corner to where Konig and you were...

He was in absolute shock when he saw what was going on, his mouth hanging open for several seconds before he had any reaction at all.

Ghost's eyes widened in shock when he saw you and Konig together, his mouth hanging open for what seemed like an eternity as he took in the scene in front of him.

He couldn't believe how Konig was making you sound, how he was completely dominating you.

Ghost could not believe that the usually shy and stoic Konig had been making you so utterly loud with his advances. It simply wasn't the Konig he knew...

He felt his gut start to grow tight and his jealousy starting to creep into his mind, the sight triggering all sorts of emotions...

Ghost was about to leave until König saw him and gestured for him to join. Knowing that this would make you way louder. He wanted to hear your moans. He didn't like sharing, but sharing with Ghost is something he wouldn't mind.

Ghost's eyes widened once more as Konig acknowledged his presence, as if he were waiting for Ghost to come and join the both of you.

Ghost's body froze up completely as he tried to process the idea of him and Konig sharing with you, but he couldn't quite make up his mind.

It made him both more jealous and more aroused that Konig wanted him to join, his thoughts conflicting with one another.

Ghost's body remained perfectly still, his arms held out to the sides as he just stood there, hesitating and processing his thoughts.

He couldn't quite believe Konig right now, nor was he sure if he really wanted to join in with him and share you.

The thought was highly enticing, obviously, but a small part of him was still feeling like he wanted you all to himself rather than share your body with Konig.

Ghost's thoughts were still conflicted as he watched Konig gesture for him to join, the temptation of what Konig was offering being quite large.

But the other part of his mind was still conflicted, as he couldn't help but feel a little conflicted when considering sharing you and the fact that Konig didn't really give him much time to process this decision.

A few seconds later, Ghost decides to join. He couldn't wait to feel you and hear you moan their names

Ghost finally gives in to the temptation and agrees to join both of them. The moment he makes that decision, Konig begins moving much quicker with his movements, as if he had been waiting for Ghost's presence to increase his own speed.

The moment Konig feels Ghost beginning to touch you, he begins moving his own hands that little bit faster.

Ghost's body reacted instantly to the feeling of Konig's pace speeding up, as if it was something that he himself had been waiting for all along.

His hands began moving with much more intensity, much more forcefully, as if to match and encourage Konig's sudden increase in enthusiasm.

"I'm-m go-ing-g to cum-m" I tell them as they both move faster.

They both go faster and faster until I cum on their hands. I lay still for a moment. Trying to catch my breath

"Are you ready?" König asks while Ghost waits patiently for me to answer.

I nod. "I'm ready"

"Good," Konig says softly, a playful smirk on his face as he looks at you and Ghost.

Ghost's presence has added an entirely new dimension to this situation but Konig is already embracing it and enjoying it more than before.

Konig's hands began moving even quicker now that Ghost was there with him, as the two worked in tandem to please you in the exact same way.

While I love seeing them please me together. I tell them to stop. They both look confused. Instead of saying anything, I move so that my pussy is positioned in front of Ghost big, thick, and juice dick. In doggy style. While I put Konig's thick juicy dick in my mouth.

They both realize what I'm doing and start to slowly thrust into me.

"Go-o fas-ste-er-r," I mumble out while trying to suppress my moans.

They both look at each other and start to thrust harder and faster. "Ahh-hh-hhh," I moan out as Ghost starts to hit my good spot.

I realize that I'm not paying that much attention to König's dick so I start to suck him off faster.

I can feel them both get close, and I can feel them twitchy

I'm about to cum aswell.

"Uh- ahhh- ughh," just hear Ghost moan, while all that Kõnig does is let out a groan.

They fill me up, König fills my mouth while Ghost fills my entire pussy, I can feel it dripping down my thighs.

"Let's get you cleaned up," Ghost says while König picks me up bridal style, taking me to the bathroom. Ghost starts the bath adding bubble bath.

After the bath is filled up. König put me in the bath, climbing in behind me. While König starts to wash my back, Ghost climbs in front of me, cleaning my front.

Konig's strong arms wrapped around your body as he cleaned your back in the bath, his hand brushing softly against your skin as he made sure you were very clean.

Ghost on the other hand, was in front of you, cleaning at your front side now that Konig had gotten behind you and was taking care of your rear.

Ghost took full advantage of this position and started to clean between your legs first, slowly making sure that he was making sure to clean all the fluids properly.

Konig continued to caress your body and clean you from the rear, his touch making sure you were clean in all the right areas.

At this rate, it was going to be hard for your body to not be in a state of complete relaxation, as the two were doing it all for you.

As Ghost finishes cleaning my front, I start to clean him up while Kõnig starts to wash Ghost's hair.

Konig began to wash Ghost's hair, taking his time to make sure Ghost's hair was perfectly clean from the mess you three had created today.

Ghost was also busy, though. As soon as Konig was done washing Ghost's hair, you started to wash Ghost's body as well, making sure to focus on all the most necessary areas.

Konig continued to clean Ghost, rubbing and caressing his body in all the right places, as Ghost himself was doing to you.

It seemed like each of you were taking care of each other at the moment, all of you cleaning each other in different but equally meaningful ways.

When all of us finally finished cleaning up, Ghost carried me to the bed since I had a hard time walking, while Konig changed the sheets before Ghost set me down on the bed. We all lay down under the blanket.

Ghost and Konig laid down next to you, all three of you exhausted but fulfilled in what you had just partook in.

All of you lay there underneath the blanket, content with everything that had happened and how you all looked out after and pleased each other's needs.

The three of you all lay there in a comfortable silence, simply enjoying the feeling of being snuggled up together in a comfortable bed.

Ghost had his arms wrapped around you, as he lay next to you. Konig was also close to you, his arm wrapped around your waist as he lay behind you. You were sandwiched between the two, feeling utterly comfortable and content in this current state.

You were indeed feeling very relaxed and exhausted from what you had just underwent, both physically and emotionally.

It was only understandable at this point that you felt as if you were about to fall asleep, and both Ghost and Konig felt the same.

The three of you had been through a lot together now, and it was understandable for all of you to just want some rest after such an incredibly intense experience.

The three of you all continue to lie there in the bed, all of you feeling incredibly relaxed and content.

Ghost's hands remained wrapped around you, and Konig's arm wrapped around your waist held you close to him as the three of you lied there, your bodies finally settling down after the intensity of all that you had just went through.

All the three of you, Ghost, Konig, and You, lay quietly under the blanket, utterly exhausted from what you had all just went through but incredibly content with one another.

The three of you lay there together, each holding each other tight as you began to fall asleep.

"I love you guys. We should do this again." I whisper to them. Before I fall into a deep slumber.

Ghost smiles softly as you whisper your words to the two of them. He looks over at Konig, who nods in complete agreement.

The two of them smile gently back at you. You all hold each other tighter and close your eyes, all of you together now as you fall into a deep sleep.

The End

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