should I stay or should I go?

Everyday Jack missed John ever night he waited for him to come . He kept his window open just incase he came. This went on for 10 years Jack gave up realized John wasn't coming and he been forgotten . Today is his 20th birthday he is adult now. He must put his childish ideas away . He couldn't wait for John to save him . He had to leave on his own .

Jack pack his bags and was ready. He went to the window . It was here he had met John . Where he felt alive. It was here that started it all . It is here wear it will all end. It is here waer he will free himself . He tock a last look around his room nothing but bad memories the only good ones was 10 years ago them 2 years he had with John . How silly was he to think he matter to some one ? How silly was he to hold on to something so long . That dosnt matter at all anymore them memories and emotions will be left here . He thought about how mad John would be if he knew what he was doing that dosnt matter now if he care he would of be here .

He turn around ready to jump he close his eyes fall out of the window was ready to hit the ground and be free start his new life . When once again he didn't he opened his eyes to see JOHN! This time it was Jack who yelled at John. Put me down now John ! John put him down . John said happy birthday pet . He went to grab Jack's hands but Jacked pull away from him . John you been gone to long I waited for you . you never came. Today is my birthday and you walk back in like it hasn't been 10 years. Tell me John! Why did you leave me behind? Why did you leave me alone for so long ? Why didn't you come back for me ? You broke my heart John ! you dont get to have it back now ! I am sorry but I can't wait for you no more . He put his hands over his face and cried 10 years worth of Tears every thing he been holding in .

John held Jack and said Jack listen I couldn't take you back then. I couldn't protect my shelf not even from the old man. how would I be able to take care of you ? I am so sorry Jack. I am so sorry I didn't come for you before . I am so sorry it tock me so long to get everything ready . I am so sorry you been alone all these years . Most of all I am so sorry I broke your heart Jack but I never forgot about you or my promise I made you. I am here now ain't ? I cought you when you needed me right? Dosen't that mean anything ?

Jack said it means everything but it 10 years too late . Everything done mess up . I am already hurt too much . John pulled Jack into hug said see here nothing is mess up . you still fit my chest . Your still the most important person in my life and after 10 years you still remember everything you waited for me . you must still love me and still think about me. I know your hurt Jack I am sorry I am the cause of that . 10 years of pain can only only be fix with 10 years of happiness. Give me the chance please Jack . Jack said I dont know John. I gave you a chance and you let me down. Why would I do it again? The saying is fooled me once shame on you fooled me twice shame on me. Your right loved you once I trusted you onced but I dont know John. This is what I dreamed of but I don't want to be hurt again. Jack please what do you want me to do . To show you I wont hurt you again. do you want me to get on my knees and beg . Without thinking he let a few tears fall down . Jack saw them you cry for me ? John anwear no what our you talking about ? I haven't cryed in 10 years you was crazy then . Your crazy now. Jack reach up whipped a tear from his check and said oh right that must of been my tear on your check again. He brought John face close to his and planted a kiss on John lips . Jhon pulled up and blushed I see you have grown up a lot. you might not be my scared little pet anymore . Dose that mean you forgave me? Jack said kinda of but your right I not your pet anymore I grown up and if you hurt me again it wont be me who crying understand .

John said loud and clear kitty and laughed Jack listen about being different. I am too have growned and is different. Jack when I left I wanted to be stronger enough to be able to take care of both of us . To be able to give you what I promised I ran into a group who helped complete that and I am stronger now . I am even there leader but the group is not nice they are people who they hurt other people . They do not do normal jobs. I know know it wrong but it's the only way I knew how to do what I needed to be able to come back to you everything is ready now. I am ready to take you now but it might be dangerous every now and again.

I don't know John that's all sounds crazy. Jack listen you lived your life being shelter isn't time you lived a little crazy we can laugh together live together love together isn't that what you want ? Yes but it all to much and I am risking so much just being out here I dont know if I can handle all the dangers. John said I would let you never get hurt. you can trust me Jack I would take good care of you .Jack said John I believe in you . your good not bad lets run away together make our own world leave everything behind I want be with you just not like that . Jack stop ! John yelled then clum down and said I am sorry but I can't do that. we will never been happy like that. It has to be my way Jack. I will give you a choice. Take my hand go to the other side with me or watch me leave again. Jack listen your way sounds beautifu so pure but my people's wont let us live happily I am king they need me. My way bring you to the other side is the only way you will be safe it is only way we can be together .

Here Jack in this spost 12 years ago I saw a boy who need a friend I made a choice that day that change everything . Then 2 years later when I cought you I made the hardest choices to leave you. Today it your choice take my hand come with me to the otherside . Hack look at his hand then he looked into Johns eyes . He went to graped it then pulled away I want be with you John just not like that . I see you made your choice them John said .

he stood up Turn his back toward Jake I understand . Jack I am sorry . For what john he asked in confusion . for this he anwear coldly. He snapped his fingers men came out from around the house grap jack and kocked him out Jack hand him to John I wanted you to come on your own I couldn't leave you this time I missed you so much I am taking you home. I just hope you dont hate me when you wake up.

Boss have you gone week ? What's so important about this boy ? John said How dear you question me! Your king! He is now my pet and over time I will groom him to be my right hand man . He is part of me I couldn't let go. If anyone hurts him it will be the end of you . he gave Jack to nother person . He turn to the person who questioned him . lad if you think I am week would you like to find out for your shelf. Oh no boss sorry boss never again . John tock Jack and went home .

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