Shattered dreams or unwanted truth?

The pain I carry within me now is a heavy burden because I told u on 4th January if I love you it will be too deep and one thing which will break me for a very long time is a betrayal. It was my scariest thought of you to do the same to be and you promised to never do that so why did u?

Now this will crush my heart with each passing moment because I fell too hard to love you just to be this badly hurt and face the betrayal by my only love? I poured my soul into loving you only to be met with the cruel reality of betrayal. The love I held for you was pure and now my love you know what comes next? It’s that I can never hate you for what u did not hate you for the betrayal but the only thing which I’ll hate is that when I was trying this this hard which you could see why did u mange to hurt me like this. And my absence will surely never fill your void because you and I had a deep connection

And I’m disappointed in you to the core my love that you leave me with that connection because if u had it too this would’ve never happened

**The things I never wanted to see **

Your actions have left me feel so alone in a sea of sorrow, questioning every moment we shared, every promise made.

How could you, the one I cherished above all else do this to me ? The tears that fall now are not just of sadness but of a shattered trust too

Pretty isn’t it ? All the moments were precious to me

Hence I’ll cherish them all with my heart but may my absence and this regret stays in your heart because you did something in what what I had blind trust on you

**Never told things **

someone asked me aren’t you loving him without thinking he might disappoint you or ever proof your trust wrong ?

Do u know what I said? I told them no matter what he trusts but he will neverrrrrr go to some other girl and repeated your words with proud smile on my face that he will never do me like that guys he loves me he knows I love him alot he knows everything

Yet here I am today disappointed, sorrowing because you’re my greatest love and my deepest sorrow today

**The only purpose of all this: **

My only purpose for sending youu this will be my last goodbye to you no matter how much I’d want you or keep you because I want u in my life despite everything but u lied to me u went to someone you told you them and I wonder I was not able to sleep for the past 7 days my health was bad you saw it I couldn’t sleep couldn’t eat couldn’t do anything and u were talking to

My cousin for 1 and a half hour and telling her you love her when I was crying silently all those days praying for you to be finee with me

Where was I at fault? To love u this hard or to put blind trust

I’ll let my thoughts remain unsaid because with writing all this I tear with every word but it’s fine because I’m no one to say anything to you

It was my decision to love you and it was yours to love me. One time u did and the other u didn’t

I won’t wish anything from youu now but leave silently because this ache in my heart won’t leave me alone to be hurt and get this from you which I feared the most and the saddest part for me is I told u everything I feared this thing the most and you did it

Please keep this as my last thing for you prob cars outside had some connection in btw us and now you can go your way I’ll pray for the best

But now I can’t even write because there are so many things to say to you kitni to shikayat hay kitna to dukh hay

Gila hay sab hay lekin hamesha maine bola kai hamza mujeh sun lena lekin aj main koi shikayatt nahi keru g na koi gila aj kay bad main chup h rhu g

Jan yay wo jeet thi apki jisko jeet ker bhi sakoon nahi milega Qk main Chup kerkay jaoun g na lerhu g na debate lekin dil main sab leker jaoun g 🫶🏻

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