my promise to myself

...When I thought we are going to share a room he prove me wrong another time. Right how can that be. He said that he is going to stay in the guestroom. Then I thought how can that be because that was his room. How can he stay in guestroom ? I should be the one who should stay in the guestroom. I asked him why should be he staying in the guestroom ? Then I insist to stay in the guestroom. He said that ' you are still small, so it would be better if we stay in a separate room. But if we stay in separate room then my grandfather come it will be a big mess. My grandfather wanted this marriage. For my grandfather I had to marry you. If he came to the house it would be easy for me to move in my room. I know that you respect grandfather very much. you can't move back to my room that much easily and you can't do that behind my grandfather back. But I can trick him very easily. So I will stay in the guestroom. ' 'South you marry me because of your grandfather 'I asked him. 'It's not like that. I can't explain it now. ' After that I also also didn't asked him anything. But some how it hurts. From childhood I dreams that my husband would love me, care for me .I wanted a happy married life but my married life turn out to be like this . For some reason I wanted to let it go but then I thought why should I let my married life dristroy like that. I can't let this happen . I have to make my married life successful. If he doesn't want me as his wife at last I can be his friend. If one day he found his true love I will let him go. But till then I will stay by his side. I fix in my mind that I have to be his friend . Form that day on my first mission was to be his friend. After he take his necessary thing to the guestroom. I begun to unpack my things. That time I thought how much my life has change. Some day ago my life was something else and now something else. I didn't remember when did I fall asleep. Next day when I weak up it was 7 o'clock .After getting fresh I came downstairs. Abel was already left for his office. He already prepared the breakfast . He also prepared breakfast for me. I had my breakfast. Then I begun to look around in the house. The house is clean and tidy. That time the calling bell ringed. I open the door it was Abel manager. The manager told me that Abel instruct him to take me to the school . Then I remembered that I have to go to the school. I quickly get ready for the the school and leave for the school. The manager told me that ' sir said that he always stay busy in his work so he can't drop miss to the school everyday and also said that when he get time he will escort miss to your school. He also said not to get upset about this. ' Then I thought why he would say that anyway . Why would he even care about my feelings. Does he cares about me....

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