chapter-5

He again wrapped his arm around me but this time he was playing with my long hair and it was relaxing.

he touched the scar on the back of my neck just near the hairline, which triggered me.

I was like a wild lion who wanted to tear anything that touched it, I was on my feet faster than lightning.

He was looking at me with wide eyes and I stared at him like if he made any wrong move I will kill him which was true to some extent as it was one of the memories that I hated and wanted to forget completely.

It was a nightmare that I don't want to re-enter and it always has me on my toes whenever it is triggered.

And then everyone around me is my enemy and I am like a wild animal who has no sense of its surroundings.

I like to be in control and I hate it when I lose control.

I ran to my room and threw apart my suitcase.

I felt them enter the room but I paid them no heed and continued on with the task then I remembered that the bottle I was looking for was in my bag and rushed for it.

I pushed them aside and made a run for it.

I started emptying the stuff out of my bag and scattered it out on the floor.

I scrambled through the content like a mad woman, I still was feeling eyes on me but I ignored them.

I found the bottle I was looking for and took two tablets out with shaking hands and spilled a few of them on the floor.

I got myself a glass of water, swallowed the tablets in one go and tried to calm my raging breaths.

Then my eyes snapped to them, the brothers as I heard footsteps that were approaching me.

They were walking towards me with caution and I growled at them the most animalistic growl one can ever hear.

They froze and held their hands high in the air showing that they were harmless.

But from my past experience, I learned to never believe anyone at all, again I gave out a warning growl.

Jimin- Hey doll, calm down we mean no harm.

Jk- shush princess everything is alright, it's all going to be okay.

nova- no, nothing is going to be okay, stay away.

Jimin- doll you're mistaken, everything is going to be okay we will make sure everything is okay.

I slowly slumped to the floor and I broke into many pieces that I tried so hard to hold together for so long but no more, I can't do it anymore.

All the emotions that I hid somewhere deep in me surfaced.

And I cried and cried, cried for my lost childhood, cried for myself, cried for the child that I was once and who was forced to become an adult before her time.

They hugged me while I let all my emotions out, I was ugly crying at this point.

I was slowly getting tired and was feeling sleepy but most of all I was feeling relieved to let out all those emotions, that I had holed up for so long.

After my parents death, It was drilled into my head that I shouldn't let anyone know my feelings.

because if I had let anyone see the weakness they would have killed me, all the emotions were weakness, all the love was weakness and it would have caused nothing more than my death.

All my life I built a resolve and walls around myself, had come crumbling down in just a matter of seconds. Because of none other than them whom I met just a few hours ago and they managed to make me show my feelings.

Everything that I had learned was through beating or losing and tough ways and that had stuck to me to this point but they weakened the walls, I don't know how but they did and all the things were wiped out of my brain for some time.

I felt a pair of hands wrapping around my body and lifting me up from the ground.

But I didn't have the strength to fight them off so I let them do whatever they wanted for the time being.

I felt the bed underneath me after a few minutes and I let myself relax in the soft bed and I let the sleep lull me to the depth of darkness which always brought peace to me.

which always gave me a sense of control and security.

Jimin pov

I was sleeping when a very disheveled Jk came into the room and shook me awake like a madman.

I got up and asked what his fucking deal was?

He then wearily pointed his hand towards the door and I got out of the bed to check what was going on that had Jk like this.

And what I saw shocked me was nova looking like a mad woman running towards the room we followed her and she was rampaging the whole room.

The blood stain was still there and she was throwing her room apart and she looked like a wild lion looking for her prey but I was seeing a kind of madness in her eyes and fear that we saw in our enemy's eyes while we tortured them.

And it didn't fit well with me and suddenly I had this overwhelming feeling to comfort her, wrap her in my arms.

I saw her leaving the room and she was scattering the contents of her bag on the floor and she shifted through them.

She suddenly was pouring some tablets into her hand and then started her walk to the kitchen, she swallowed her pills but the glare she gave us was cold and dark like there was only this body with dark deamour and nothing else.

It scared me shitless for a few minutes but I was back to normal and raised my arms to show her that I mean no harm.

I slowly advanced towards her saying comforting words and then I slowly caressed her head and wrapped my arms around her and Jk also wrapped his arms around her.

She then broke down in our arms and which also broke me, she was looking like a broken doll and there were many holes that I was able to see.

She was afraid and was falling apart.

she cried for hours and we stayed like that, she started falling asleep in my arms and I picked her up and laid her down in our room.

I saw her relax and she fell into deep sleep but her grip didn't loosen around me.

So I also settled in the bed with her and I saw Jk do the same.

And we decided to sleep with her for some time.

I was a little bothered because of this woman as she had this kind of affect on us just after meeting us a little time ago we were not only attracted towards her, we were having this overwhelming feeling of protecting her.

She was becoming something important for us.

but I set aside my thoughts and wrapped my arms more tightly in my arms and then let myself drift to sleep.

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