CHAPTER 1: It's better to give up

It's still early in the morning but the gymnasium was already full of students cheering for our school basketball team.

There are a lot of beautiful female students cheering especially for the basketball team captain Aizen.

Well I'm not really good at sports and you can say that I'm not interested on it because of my abilities in playing is only average.

Even though, I really love to spend some of my free time watching basketball when the team captain is on the game.

I actually have a crush on Aizen, after all he is a good looking guy and there are also a lot of ladies fawning over him. Putting that aside Aizen is one year older than me, yes he is our senior mentor.

I know that there is something wrong with me having a crush on someone that has the same gender as me. Yes, we are both males.

Aizen has a beautiful crimson colored eyes, brown hair, well proportioned body, and he is taller than me.

I can't say that only his good looks attracted me but also his gentleness and kindness. If I remember it correctly he did helped me a lot back then but it seems that he can't remember it now,

after all he is always kind to help his fellow students, and of all those that he helped, I can't imagine that he'll remember them all, one by one.

Still I'm grateful on him and I wanted to express my gratitude but I can't get near him, anywhere he is, there are always a bunch of people around him,

and when it's already time to go home and he's finally alone, a girl suddenly pop out handing a love letter and confessed, well as always they are kindly rejected.

If you ask me, "Yup", I became Aizen's stalker for just three days, "JUST THREE DAYS my ass", I thought. I can't find any opportunity at all and thought to just give up.

I know for sure that not only that I want to express my gratitude but also, I want to use that opportunity to be closer to him, but the world isn't working as what we expected for.

I'm already satisfied watching him playing and having fun from afar. Satisfied just by looking at his enchanting gentle smiles.

It's better to give up than to bring my hopes up, after all I'm not certain that he will accept my confession and maybe he will just be disgusted by me. All I want now is to stay as far as I can from him and move on.

"Well, let's just forget about Aizen and concentrate on practicing my dancing skills, other than wasting my time watching basketball", I thought.

I will focus on training my dancing and singing skills, after all I'm the most popular idol in the group and in our university.

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