Charlotte worried that each time she made a mistake, he would fire her, but
he never did and kept telling her that he wouldn’t.
Turning her head, she looked over at Diana before she looked out the
window and didn’t recognize the surroundings.
“Where are we going?” Charlotte asked.
“That’s what I was trying to tell you. We’re going to BTS tonight. You
remember Behind the Scenes, the club for littles, Daddies, and Mommies?”
Diana said, briefly glancing at Charlotte.
Fear coursed through Charlotte’s body. She didn’t want to go to BTS.
“Anywhere but there,” she found herself saying.
BTS was a BDSM club that a lot of people went to. It really catered to
littles and their caregivers, but they had smaller sections for other aspects of
BDSM.
“I think it’ll be great for you to go. I know you’ve been suppressing
your little side more. It'll be good for you to go and let go. Maybe you’ll
find a Daddy of your own.” Diana drove to the club.
Charlotte shook her head. As much as she wanted a Daddy, she didn’t
want to look for one right now. She was exhausted and wanted to sleep; she
didn’t want to go out and play. That’s what she told herself anyway. Deep
down, she knew that she wanted to let her little free. She didn’t want to be
held back anymore.
She was stressed from life, not having enough money to pay bills, and
working a lot. Charlotte had a problem when she was little; she loved to buy
things she saw on TV commercials or the internet: stuffies, baby bottles,
blankies, and pacifiers.
Recently, she’d woken after spending a night in little space to find her
computer littered with open internet tabs. After feverishly clicking through
them—tallying each purchase as she went—Charlotte had discovered she’d
spent over two hundred dollars on things she didn’t need and couldn’t
afford.
She tried to cancel the order and return them, but they wouldn’t allow
her to cancel, and the return label would have cost more for each package
than the stuff was worth. That’s when she realized she couldn’t be in little
space unsupervised. The problem was Charlotte didn’t have anyone to
supervise her.
Diana was a Mommy, but she wasn’t Charlotte’s Mommy. Besides, if
Diana were to see Charlotte’s home right then, Charlotte might die of
embarrassment. It was a complete mess. Her little was not very organized.
She didn’t have a Daddy to take care of her, keep her on track,
discipline her when she did something naughty, and cherish her when she
succeeded at something out of her comfort zone.
That was part of the reason why Charlotte didn’t want to go to the club.
It showed what she didn’t have right now and what she couldn’t have. Since
she had been suppressing her little, each time she slipped, it was harder and
harder to get pulled out of it.
“We’re staying there for at least thirty minutes. If you really don’t want
to be there after that, we’ll leave. But I think this will do great things,”
Diana said as she pulled into the parking spot.
Charlotte groaned. Thirty minutes was a long time, and she didn’t know
how she was going to survive that time. What if she slipped into little space
for the whole thirty minutes and couldn’t pull out?
How was she going to take care of herself when she got home? There
were so many questions that ran through her head, and she didn’t know the
answer to them. Diana wouldn’t come home and spend the night with her,
not that Charlotte would allow her to.
She hadn’t been in her house, and Charlotte wasn’t going to let her
come in. It was a mess, and Diana would be disappointed in the state of it.
“Ready?” Diana asked.
Nodding her head, Charlotte climbed out of the car and grabbed Diana’s
hand as they walked toward the club front doors.
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