The Truth

I finally found the truth, the truth that broke my heart. About Cael my husband I found out that he didn't even love me from the start, it was all an illusion, it was all an act, it was all planned, it was all fake. Because it was a way to get closer to my sister Diana.

I can't even compare myself to Her I mean look at Her she's perfect in every inch of her body I can't even blame Cael but it's not an excuse to play with my heart I loved you for years just to find you love my sister? And above all of that you killed yourself because of Her you didn't even think about me, my feelings, my heart? you killed yourself because she didn't choose you she didn't marry you because she knows how much I loved you, adore you, and care for you.

But I know Diana her heart is already belong to someone and it's not you but it's your Best friend. You can't accept the fact that she already chose someone over you.

But you know what I was there the whole time ready to give you my heart yet you wouldn't even look at me like you look at her you treat us differently you treat her better that me I'm your wife not her the whole time you only think about her I wish you realize that I was a person who can also love you.

I think I made the wrong decision I should've just admired you from afar not desire you now look at me looking all pathetic.

I bet His hands are saying that he wants to hold her. His feet are saying that he wants to chase after her... He's probably forgotten that I'm here, beside him.

Maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again.

I guess all they say is true like the saddest thing is to be

a minute to someone,

when you've made them your eternity.

I guess in the end it didn't change my heart I will always love you Cael. Nothing had changed. I was the stupid one again. I was the girl who never understood who she was to people.

When you experience loss, people say you’ll move through the 5 stages of grief….

Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance

….. What they don’t tell you is that you’ll cycle through them all every day.

Cael my Cael I want you to know that I miss you so much.

It’s difficult for me to imagine the rest of my life without you. But I suppose I don’t have to imagine it... I just have to live it.

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