chapter 1

" 𝐵𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 "

Female POV-

Why night is so deep? Wondering this was pointless yet had many hidden meanings in it. I

can't help but to think about how less of the nights are left to spend with you.

This is the thought I'm getting while sitting here with you in our favourite place and staring at

those stars that are miles away from us yet we can't help but to fall in love with them And

there's me who can't help but to fall in love with you…..

You're talking again about those stars and here while sitting and wrapping my hands around

my legs, I'm admiring the way your lips are moving so graceful, probably something cheesy

to say? But what about those eyes? That is glowing because you're talking about stars and

the moon. I can't help but to chuckle as you look like a cute kid talking about his favourite

candy.

You turned towards me, "Why are you staring at me like that?", I smiled "because I'm falling

in love with you more". I saw you sad smiling and I knew why however I wanted to be a little

selfish here, and not think about the future. Who knows what your future holds? Or what if

you don't hold any future?.......

"You know I'm gonna leave soon right?" I nodded with a smile, "You do know right that I'm

doing this for us because I want us to have a bright future and I can't lose it or get

distracted?" I again nodded with a smile

"I do know honey, I want you to shine in your future". You smiled genuinely this time…I know

how much you are worried for your future. A future where you are at the place of your

dream.

"Then why are we doing this? I have only 1 week before I get the results if I'm selected or

not to work in USA and how bad I feel for leaving y–" I put my finger on your mouth to stop

you from continuing those words that I least want to hear right now.

"Shh…let me enjoy my moment with you"

You nodded and came to hug me

Oh I wish if I could feel the warmth forever….

I closed my eyes to memorize this feeling.

Memorize for me to cherish in every lifetime that I'm gifted with.

"Why life is so unfair?" I couldn't help but to get emotional by this hug and ask the most

stupid question that I knew I'm gonna regret the second later it came out of my mouth.

You looked down at me with a frown and asked "what's going in your mind baby?"

I shook my head "nothing, I don't know why I asked that". You smiled and said

"I'm gonna come back for you my sweetheart, just a little of the time and we are gonna be

together, hugging each other holding hands and kissing. I promise I won't leave again after

that and do all the things you like". I couldn't stop the tear that rolled down my cheeks and

nodded "I hope I will be here waiting for you".

You kissed my forehead, "I know my love can wait for me".

"Can you kiss me?" I asked and you were surprised for a second but didn't think before

meeting my lips with those soft lips of yours.

I smiled and hugged you again this time a little tightly to not let the moment slip away….

Every day after that day was memorable yet so sad for me, we did many things that I liked

just so you hoped that I won't be too sad. Only if you knew…….

I love you

I hope you know how much I love you.

Don't forget there's always a star in the sky for you who is admiring you the way I do, please

smile back and say you love me. So that I can feel a little bit less sad to leave. Oh how bad I

am, ain't I?

Sorry love….. I couldn't wait for you to return. I couldn't cherish more moments with you.

I'm writing this letter for you to know how much I loved that night with you.

That was the night

when I came to know how we are gonna end up however I couldn't stop you from having the

future you have ahead because of someone who didn't even have any future.

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