Sometime I forget what I was talking about in the middle of talk. Actually it happened alot of time I always loose the point of what I was talking. Even if I'm about to start a conversation I loose the signal with my brain. And sometimes I'll be only be able to say one word and forget the rest. I don't know why it happens but this is enough to make others laugh so I don't really mind it. I mind it when I have to take my stand and I forget what I was about to say or in an argument I loose the point. It's funny actually. Same thing happened to me on that day. I was about to say something and I forgot what was it. Like totally got blank.
I caught the attention of my friends by saying "Brice" and if you're thinking that what could be the meaning of Brice. Let me tell you. Stop looking about this word. I just mixed two words 'guys' and 'bro'. Sometime my tounge slips and make it's own words.
I said "Brice" and stopped.
"Did I just said something wrong" I said by staring into the nothingness
We all took a pause and syncingly laughed.
The sweet boy was still looking at us. My eyes again met with him. His eyes oh his eyes.. even if I didn't had the courage to look at him for two to three seconds but still those eyes. I was internally stunned.
It's like that moment when you lock eyes with someone and time seems to stand still. It's like everything around you fades away and it's just the two of you. It's a magical feeling, isn't it? It's like the universe is whispering, "This could be something special." But sometimes, life has other plans and interrupts those beautiful moments. It's bittersweet feeling. I was interrupted too with my friends laughter. Those 2 seconds were long enough to feel such things.
I looked down thinking what am I doing and why am I doing this. I was into him but I was not into him so I had to choose between him or simple life.
It was like standing at the edge of a cliff, ready to take that leap into the unknown, but then deciding to step back and choose the familiar path instead. It's a bittersweet feeling, isn't it? On one hand, you're longing for that rush of love and all the excitement it brings. But on the other hand, you value the simplicity and stability of your current life. It takes strength to prioritize what's best for you, life is full of choices.
So I had to choose my simple life over that sweet looking stranger.
One of his friends got up and sat with him and started looking at us it was like he sat there to take a good look at us. I noted but it was a cute action. I looked down and smiled to myself.
Alot of things were rushing through my head like waves of ocean. Some thoughts were unknown and some were confusing. I paused and focused back on our table as they both were engaged into a deep conversation. As I wanted to change the mood of the room I cracked a joke and as I knew the transition of mood was made.
We were ready to go. Adaliya got up and went to pay the bill at the counter. The counter was long and of dark colour just like coffee. A computer is set and the person was standing behind the counter. jayla went with her. I got up too and started packing my bag.
The pretty boys and his friends got up too. They went out first. And I thought they left.
I thought to myself that it was a good interaction even though I didn't even talked to him. I never felt this way from anyone. I was neglecting that feeling because I wasn't aware of what it was.
We picked our bags and went out. We were at the door. The cafe's entry is with stairs and we have to ascend the stairs to enter and the same way we have to descend the stairs. We were at top and there were six to seven stairs.
Jayla and Adaliya were before me and I was at the last. Before proceeding to ascend the stairs "bye guys" i said
"Are you going to jump from there and take your own life?" Jayla asked sarcastically
"Even if I fell from here, I'm not gonna die. Maybe bones would break but that would be painful. And I don't want a painful death" i said looking down ascending the stairs. I looked up and my heart skipped a beat.
He was standing there.
I ignored him and was laughing about what Jayla said. Jayla and Adaliya went Little further and the moment I was about to pass him he called me.
"Excuse me? Are you free right now?"
To be honest I didn't expected that. I was shocked and for a couple of seconds my brain stopped working. I looked at him.
He was tall. Tall enough that I had to look up. His facial features were amazing. He was blushing and his cheeks were red. His eyes were shining and he was smiling. His eyes were small but deep enough. When he smiled his cheeks puffed and shoned. I looked at him and then Adayla and jayla so that my brain could process what's happening. I was hoping for help from my friends because sometimes I cannot handle situations and this was one of the situation that was difficult for me to handle because it was the first time I was into it. I liked the situation but didn't liked it at the same time. My 2 brain cells stopped working.
"It's fine talk to him we're waiting" Adayla said by putting her hand on jayle and walking a little ahead. I nodded slightly.
"Well I am free right now" I said making a guesture of obviously.
"You're cute" he said with a smile
I was confused. Nobody compliments me like that. It was a big deal for me that someone complimented me. It was hard to accept but I read somewhere that if someone gives you a compliment you should accept it respectfully and kindly say thankyou. So I did accepted it.
"Thankyou" i said with a sweet smile I could ever give.
" Are you on snapchat? "
"Yes" i said.
"Can I have your Snapchat?" He said with that smile.
"Ah sure " I gave him the Snapchat.
I was smiling the whole time. Why? Because I've learnt that it's good to deal people with a smile because why not?? We don't know what's happening in there life and If our smile make a slight change in their mood what's so bad about that?
After exchanging the snapcodes we went to our ways.
I had to go to opposite side of Jayla and Adaliya. So before going to my way. I had to say bye to my friends. I hugged Adayla and Jayla and started walking towards my home. I mostly walk to my destinations.
You would be wondering why I like to walk? It's like stepping into a magical world where time slows down and nature embraces you with open arms. As you take a leisurely stroll in the evening, surrounded by beautiful trees, the gentle breeze brushes against your skin, sending a shiver of delight down your spine. The air feels so crisp and fresh, filling your lungs with each breath, rejuvenating your spirit. It's a moment of tranquility and serenity, where you can let go of the worries of the day and simply immerse yourself in the beauty of the world around you. It's moments like these that remind me of the simple joys in life and make me appreciate the wonders of nature.
On my way home I was determined to ignore this person's texts because ofcourse he was a total stranger and also I didn't even knew about his intentions.
Sometimes, when we encounter strangers, we might feel a little hesitant or unsure about engaging with them. It's like a natural instinct to be cautious and protect our personal space. While it's important to prioritize our comfort and safety. But I also wanted to be kind and respectful. So did I added him back? Well I did.
It was the beginning of my time where I was about to feel 10 different emotions.
It was a beginning of a new story in my life, a good one or a Cannon event? We'll see about that
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