The Cycle start again

15 years had past, Inn's life has been flowing fine. For the past 15 years she's been outstanding to all the battles in her life, she begins to be extra rather than the regular her. She participated in many extra curricular, or maybe every extra curricular she could find; chess tournament, quiz bee, art contest etc. She's more paranoid than usual, her greatest fear now is to fail and she's stepping on every thing that could make her.

It is a sunny day on a neighbourhood, it's new place for Inn because her family moved in another town for work. The summer is almost over when they move into another town, all the things are left for Inn to do is to review for her next school year in her new school. Everything was too hectic since they are still planning about the interior design of their house, the house was quite big but it's doesn't have any furniture yet, so the family is planning for it since they can't afford to pay person for planning it for them.

"Inn pass me that cup" Inn's father said to her, they are quite close than her mother. Inn's mother was strict and is not easy to get along with.

Inn took the cup and pass it to her father, Antonio smile's at her and goes back to his work. Maria then comes closer to Inn and pass a magazine. Inn and his father are sitting on a sofa while her mother is outside taking a parcel.

"Mom? Didn't I told you that I'm not going to be a model? I already told you that I already applied to some school here with great capabilities... This school you want me to have won't make me any future" Inn said to her mom. Her mom wants her to become a model while Inn wants to be a successful entrepreneur or a lawyer or an FBI agent..it's much better for her far from modelling since that's what she do in her past life but she encounters some issues and people started to harass her for that then in the end she ends being a beggar.

" you know how my dreams end when I had you! I only wish for you to continue my happiness yet you don't want it! What a shameless kid I've got!" Maria said then stormed out of the room.

Antonio pat Inn in her shoulder and said " don't mind her, continue on your dreams that's what  I want for you" and then he goes back to his work again.

Inn didn't reply and just space out. Things like that didn't just affect her, she experience many parents and this new parents of her is not that bad than the others. Besides it feels like this scenario is just testing me if I can hold on my dreams much longer, and I just don't want it to be longer I want it to be part of me.

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"Okay REM this is it!"

"what's with you? Acting like a main character here, you just transfer school girl don't think too much! And stop reading those books! Makes you super OA"

"thanks for motivation it really change my life.." Inn said sourly. Look at this girl she's always showing her yuckiee attitude to me! Poor me! Sob sob

Inn was about to enter her new school, she enrolled in her dream school. Well it's not actually a dream it's just that she'd  been into every school and she never enrolled in this one before. Inn was grinning while entering the school thinking she's the smartest, I thought she's nervous? Is it just my delusion? Ohhh godd poor her, she's already swallowed by the main character syndrome in her books! Holy God! This is baddd.

"Hi!! You're new here?" a long haired pretty girl with a disgusting aura said, I think she's fake and she can't even hide it! Look at her eye liner it's not even placed properly! Inn thinks. I'm not going to have future befriending with her.

Inn pretends she never see the girl and walk through her.

All the student are already inside their rooms just waiting for their teacher. A loud noise are filling the whole room. They are all gossiping about last year, like it feels that they all already knew each other. Well based on Inn they literally know each other since kindergarten! What a pathetic kids! Inn said to her mind. Then while looking around in her new room planning on how she will have the very best first impression to her classmates she met him again, but now he's wearing a glasses.

Inn never meets her before in this life, she thought she wouldn't see that guys face again.

"Inn remember he is not the person you are inlove in, in your first life" I told that to Inn so that she will never fall in love with him again.

"I know, I just couldn't believe that he looks good with glasses"

If Inn finds this guy attractive again then the cycle will start again.

"That's Helix! I mean the guy you're looking at... Do you have a crush on him?" a girl from behind said, Inn turn around and saw a girl with a cute face and a short hair. She looks blooming and kind far from the  other girl in the gate a while ago.

Inn smile and said " no, I'm just looking to that girl" and then Inn point s at the girl she met a while ago.

"Oh! I thought you have a crush on him. That's Angela and she's the worst don't get close to her" the cute girl warns Inn.

Inn nods and look around at the room again, she's snob than ever! making herself an outcast in her every life. I chose to be an outcast REM! If you're going to tell these I'll get your job for you! Inn said. Look at her she's even bad to me her technical guardian for so many years!

After a minute their adviser enters the room and get rid of the noise.

"Good morning class! And please sit properly. I'm just going to have a few announcement before our class starts. The comfort room at left side are under construction so don't linger there! Last year some of the students here are making that comfort room as an hide out to vape! Kids these days what so cool about it? It's just making you unhealthy but if you really want to then I'll let you, I can always pay a visit in your funeral in the future.."

"Dead already Ma'am? Isn't it hospital first?" the guy who looks like an addict said.

"Don't joke with me Mr. Bagong-Ginahasa shave your hair or I'll shave it for you! Be thankful the school still let's you enter regarding how your hair made you look like an drug addict!" Mrs. Domingo said."that's all for our announcement today...maybe not. Class we have a new student! She's a transfer from city P, please miss introduce yourself "

Inn stands up and look to everyone I'm the room "hello everyone, I'm Inn Marine. It's my pleasure to meet you all" and she moves back to her sir.

"Thank you miss Marine, then miss Marine can you move to sit with Mr. Montero?"

Talking about which, Mr. Montero is Helix, and it feels not good to sit with him. I have a soft spot on that face that made me so in love with him in every life. What would I do? Am I going to do a ruckus here? No just there and ignore that guy! Yes! Inn told to her self.

She picks up her bag and sit beside Helix.

"Hi Inn, would you like to go with us in the canteen?" Helix asked, is he testing me? At my past life if I never approach him he will never approach me too!

"No, thank you"

"Okay. You're okay right? Feel free to tell me if there's someone is bothering you." Helix said then continue to listen in the teacher,

Helix was an active student but not as active as Inn, Inn can't just stay lay low for a day. She just can't wait to tell the whole world that she knows the lesson so badly! Well it's helps her to focus on something else than to listen on Helix weirdly approaching her.

"Very good Ms. Marine" the teacher said. The teachers know her name already because of her performance on her first day.

"A girl who know it all!" A girl said, no one saw the girl who said that but some of their classmates agree with her and laugh with her.

"stop now guys! it just make all of you dumb by laughing at dumbs joke" Helix said. Inn feel comfortable by how Helix acts,  but still I can't just fall again! I'm mistaken he's just a kind guy!

Time pass and it's already recess, Inn never goes out to canteen to eat. She dislikes crowd so she just review for another lesson.

"Are you going to fall for him again?"

"REM! Just because he do something good to me I'll fall again? You think little of me don't you?"

"Well regarding on your past life's maybe yes?"

"Get lost!"

"Uhmm... Inn have these I never saw you at the canteen"

"I said get lost!!" Inn shouted, she's dumb sometimes I already left you know.

wait that voice? It's not REM!

"Oh, sorry to bother I'll just leave"

I don't want to be seem ungrateful here! Inn turns around and grab Helix's hand and stop holding right away when Helix look at her, this is embarrassing! Is he going to ignore me all this life because he will thought that I'm so inlove with him and he already has a girlfriend and I will get beaten up by her because I seduce Helix? But i didnt seduce him! No this is the worst!!!

"Inn? Are you okay?" A gentle low voice wakes Inn in her thoughts.

"Oh! I'm fine! It's just I'm kinda filled with thoughts and shouts at you that's why I grab your hand to say thank you and sorry because I don't wanna be sound ungrateful cause I'm so grateful." And then she smiles awkwardly.

Helix fell into laughing and smiles at Inn "don't do that explanation again you're too cute to handle" Helix said and then leaves. Leaving Inn a blushing cheeks! No! I can't communicate with him again! I'm going to be unsuccessful again and I'm going to end up poor again! I can't risk this life! I wanna a change!

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