Chapter 3 Last ep . The End

Shanaya continued reading with pounding heart .

" i know that this might come as a surprise , but I don't want to live anymore. Don't cry for me , because I do not deserve your tears of love . I always wanted to be a fighter , mom . . . But somewhere along the way I seem to have lost myself , and finding myself again seem impossible . Because life appears meaning less without Mishti Hegde. I cry with all my heart when I write her name . Yet there was a time when I wanted to live my life to the fullest , enjoy each slice it offered , and most of all , share everything with her yes , mom . . . I met Mishti two years ago at our office .

*I normally don't do the interviews , but fate had other plans for me . I was destined to meet her . She was one of the interns I improvement strategy to arrest our plummeting sales , I decided to handle the recruitment myself and explore fresh talent from the market. I met her in my cabin for the first time when she came for her interview . Vibrant and vivacious , she was exactly my opposite . She was dressed brightly in a yellow kurta and salwar , and I was wearing black that day . It feels as though everything happened only yesterday . . . But I felt the instant connection even then . We interacted frequently after she joined and came to share a wonderful rapport . Her angelic looks , combination with her sharp Brian , pulled me towards her . She enhanced my boring life with her lively chit chat . She was beautiful and I believed that she was the one I was searching for .*

*Unsure of her feelings , I proposed to her , but she was honest, mom . She told me outright that she loved me but warned me that things might not work out for us . Her parents were highly orthodox and they would never agree to our love . Arrogantly , I ignored what she said . I thought I could manage everything . When I think about it now , I am amazed at my confidence . I thought, what father in his right mind would say no to the future CEO of India Bliss when he ask for his daughter's hand in marriage ? Foreseeing a wonderful life with Mishti as my wife , I held hands with her . We kissed and become inseparable for two long and happinest years of my life . I never knew that it could snatch her away from me as well . And when that happened, I was devastated . Like most lovers in India , it was caste that parted us . Her father did not believe in marrying into an caste . His thoughts were archaic , but Mishti accepted that . I don't blame her , mom . She chose her father over me , and perhaps that was the right thing to do . I could see everything happening in front of my eyes , but I was powerless to stop it . I did not want to hurt her . she did not want me to get upset , but she respected her father and broke up with me . Her decision killed our relationship , but then her responsibility towards her elders was what attracted me to her in the first place . So , I can't really blame her attitude and generosity . things moved fast , and she is now married to an NRI and settled in London . And without her , I don't want to stay here .*

*Mom and dad I live you both , but this will be my last goodbye please accept this was never Your fault . Neither was it Mishti's .*

If you are lucky enough to meet Mishti someday , please pass on the message that I wish her all the happiness in her life .

*Stay blessed .*

Love ,

Siddharth "

Could a girl emotionally break a strong alpha male like Siddharth to a pieces ? Shanaya Had her doubts , but the letter told her otherwise .....

" oh God what a mess ! "

what should she do ? The love tangle between Sid , Mishti and herself had become her marital confusion now . Dealing with this seemed like daunting task for her . What had started as a normal day had become a life changer for her , and the worst part of it was that she did not know how to handle her husband's emotional baggage . She concluded that her life had ended even before it had begun .

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