Beginning of the trauma..

The title is interesting, Do you know what does it mean .It is beginning of me being ignored because of my ambitions as you have known me a little in a first chapter of this novel.I am a quite a ambitious person who was seeking attention at first 🙂 but then slowly I realized that the attention is not a thing of seeking it is gained by the person who deserves you...

From childhood I was a average student in study so my parents were not so happy with my grades 🙃 so they always keep scolding me until now that I should atleast get the percentage of 80.Actually it's not there fault fully but half fault is of this human society which always have so many expections from a child who doesn't even know what he/she have to face in this world .I don't care about what others say But it is necessary for me to not scolded by my parents because there words are like salt to my wound.There words provoke me.I hope this education system to be changed in the countries wherever it is strict I know the strictness keeps the child mannered and knowledgeable but not always because some times it leads to the depression and even suicidal thoughts created unknowingly in the child's brain.However it is necessary for the guardians to understand what is going on a child's mind.To understand them better give them a treatment like a friend not like the guardians if u behave rudely then why do expect the child to be friendly .Well I talk a lot here but not in reality ,why ? because with the person whom I share the thoughts to they are unreliable they always laugh at me.

I was only hoping to someone understand me like I understand them buy I Don't know why it is so hard for them.Anyways I as long as I have the readers who reads my thoughts and story I am satisfied with the world right now I am living in .

It is my second year of college and I am depressed heavily for the thoughts lingering in my mind .why I slack of the things ?I don't know but I am trying to understand the person inner me because it is very hard to understand yourself and be happy 🙂 So I want you to be live a cheerful life not like me you're great you have to understand this you have to give time to yourself too.I know it will be not easy at starting but focus on mind and heart and listen their voices what they wanted to say all this time then u will definitely find yourself in a new world 🌎

I hope you to be go according to your soul not body...At last these are words that are making you so emotional because the words have a power to create a human to be a villian or a hero.

Meet you soon in the next chapter 🥹

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