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Mikayla Mendez

"MyLady! MyLady! I'm really sorry MyLady. It my fault for leaving your side. I'll accept any punishment that MyLady assign for me." Sarah ambush to my room while crying. Did she really regret it?

"Where have you been? What take you so long then?" I ask while Sarah still cry.

"I'm sorry again MyLady. I rush to kitchen to see whether Harbor there asking for help but suddenly I'm black out. I didn't know anything till i wake up see Sir Damince curing me. Once again I'm sorry MyLady." I see, Synthia must be planning this since first day i came and this kinda like her opportunity to take action.

Haa, how i wish i can be useful, i am useless like father always say. If not, thing like this might be not happening or i can get it under control. But i already bother Damience with this small problem.

"Sarah, it not all your fault. You don't have to apologize alright. It also my fault because I'm useless, i can't even take care of this small matter by myself. So that why you don't be so sorry okay? Come here." I open my arm want to hug Sarah, she still sobbing. When she see I'm open my arm she look taken back then she hug me but cry little more.

"It alright, what is past just let it be ok because there are future that we still need to face ahead of us." Sarah nodded. She wipe of her tears the give me reassure smile. That right Sarah, i not your fault. If I'm not useless like Father always said this might be not happening.

I ask Sarah to dismiss because she have been through something earlier then i proceed looking for Damience. Right now only he on my mind can helping me. What a good timing, we encounter each other on the hallway.

"MyLady, where are you going in such hurry? Os there anything happen again? " Damience look worry.

"No it not that. Damience, Sarah said you were helping her when she black out just now right." Damience nod as he waiting for me to finish my sentence.

"Damience, can you help me how to use magic or just help me with anything that might be useful when something like earlier happen again."

"May i apologize first MyLady, can we get in?" Both i and Damience walk into the library. Then we both sit facing eachother.

"What are you talking about MyLady? You were lycan like Lord Anthon and other while I'm just a mage. I'm in not position to teach you anything. It not in my power. We different." Damience look puzzle with what I'm asking. Maybe it ridiculous for him.

"I know that my father are the Alpha and most know that he the powerful presence in my country. But I'm sharing this only with you, i don't have any ability or whatever ever every werewolf out there have i don't have. Can you please teach me any magic because it might be useful later." My face start feel burn, my tear are on edge. Damience seem like thinking deeply then he stood up and walk toward one of the cabinet. He start rummage through the pile of book.

"If you insist MyLady would you please make me honour read this book and scribble anything you don't understand bring it to me. I help you." Damience put one really thick book in front of me which left me speechless. Can i finish this?

"By looking at your face MyLady, it seem to be impossible to read this book but don't worry MyLady I didn't give you any timeline when you should finish this book just come to me when you finish." Damience smile. Now look at him smiling like that i just noticed that Damience is type that easily smiling. But before when he deal with Synthia he look different.

"Thank you Damience. With this first step i will promise you that i can be useful and not useless like my father always say back then." I put the book that Damience give close to my chest.

"But MyLady, can i ask you a favour?" I nod. Damience lean forward and look straight to my eyes. This feel strange.

"Stop saying yourself useless. If Lord heard it he might be lost tempered because you are so precious to him. Now you might be don't have any ability at all but i believe deep in you there something are sleeping." Right, sometimes i do heard something want to talk to me but i always ignore it. But i still don't know what it is.

"Thank you again Damience. When i finish this book you the first one i going to search for." With that i left the library bring the book that title Seeking My True Self. I promise i do my best and promise one day i can fight along with Anthon because i am capable.

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