that time, Chen didn't argue more with me, he closed his wide mouth and stop talking, maybe because I'm already crying, that's why he's not talking. I don't know he's the reason I cried thst time but I lean on him and I felt safer. as I remember I have slept on his under neck while punching him crying! I don't know why I did that but I blame him for these things happening to me, bcs I've got pranked once again because of him! it is okay for me to get pranked but not worser than my lasts! he'd got me crying because of S small thing yes! and it embarrasses me, shsme on me why did I cry into him 'me shouting those words with blames' I almost forgot that I have school that time, I panicked and get my things not even brushing my teeth before leaving gosh I need S mask!!I got to the super market and bought mask and use it of course so they don't smell something from my mouth, I bet you know what I am saying. when I have arrived in school, I go to my classroom directly and I don't see Jang chen, and I think I should be happy that time since no pranks will happen bcs he's absent, but suddenly some flashbacks from yesterday recalls in me, Jang chen gave me his suit and cover me with it, and him walking me to my house with no covers in his head, (it's raining thst day)
but I thought that it is OK, but Im still concern if his alright if he didn't get S fever or he did get, with my thoughts surrounding me I forgot that we have class and I wasnot listening
my teacher pov:
Yuan Zhang ! Yuan Zhang ! are you listening? do you hear me yuan Zhang !
my classmates pov:
Yuan Zhang .... teacher is shouting at you are you okay?
until my teacher poked me, and me myself didn't realized that I'm crying.
my teacher thought that I cried because of her shouting at me, I didn't tell her that she wasnot the reason of my tears thst day because I ran out of the room, and words, thinking that Jang chenis in danger that he have fever because of me. I don't even know where he is, I don't even know where he live, but me there crying In the street, shouting his name I don't care if I am embarrassing myself, I just want to know if Jang chen's alright, I blamed myself that I've got fallen asleep and let him send me to my home, when it's raining if we didn't have an argument maybe we don't have to go through the rain and so he wouldn't have S fever though I still don't know if he really got S fever, or not, I'm running I don't know where I will go, I don't know if he's absent because he's busy or have fever, that's the thoughts running in my mind non stop, while me crying in reality, running shouting, in the stormy day..
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