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On our way back, my friend was driving the car, while I was stuck in my mind, thinking about those moments, I was feeling that Anya was still alive, I was feeling that those memories were really reviving, I was feeling that she was still here, in that life, I thought I was returning Home to her, coming back and I missed hugging her tightly, hugging her and crying and complaining to her about that pain inside me, while I remember once again that I buried her, that she already died, that Anya is no longer but a memory in my life and the life of everyone who knew her ....

When I came back from the graves, I remained silent, while my friend made food for me and his little brother played with my son .... I was sitting stray, I could not forget those moments, my heart was in a lot of pain, you cannot believe in that, but inside me there was real pain, pain whenever I tried to lean on my hand was lost, its place was not overwhelming me ....

My friend put the food on the table and quietly presented to me and said to me "If Anya was still alive, she wouldn't like to see you abstaining from food .... For her and for that love inside you, come and eat something, I heard that the souls remain Next to the one they love, if she comes at once and sees you crying and do not eat, she cannot stay and her soul will go, because the souls do not like to see tears ... Come on, come and eat something."

I shook my head refusing, I couldn't bear hearing any word, it was a feeling that you lost a part of you, a part that I suffered for happiness, a part that stayed up to relieve its pain, a part that was mysterious in my life, an integral part of me , it was a reason for my joy that I found in my last days And here she had left me and left her young son.....

my friend said in a sad tone, "Anya loves you so much, believe me if she was here, she wouldn't like that ..." So I shouted In a choppy sound and said to him in sadness, "Anya, if she was here, if she loved me, why did She leave me .... "

My words were not those of my heart, she loved me, and that is her destiny,"Anya .... I had nothing in my life except Anya .... I had no one to love him just as I liked Anya .... No one could bear me, no one took care of me, I did not rest with anyone's embrace except Anya !! I do not want to eat, Please let me, Sami, I am very tired now, I apologize for screaming at you, but I am really in pain, I feel that I have lost the meaning of life, I hope you will never know this feeling or try it, it is painful my friend .... it is painful. "

my voice was choppy, my words were sporadic and my friend's tears descended from his eyes against his will, I knew he felt me, he wanted the best for me for my health, but I can't move now, I just want to sleep a little, maybe this was just A sad nightmare .... * maybe *.... My friend attracted my attention with sad words "Do not forget that part of Anya is still alive ..."

I looked at him and tried to gather my strength to break the path of sadness on this day and understand his words .... "Your son is also her son, He is a part of both of you. He is you and she at the same time, your son is still a part of her, a living part miniaturized from Anya, she is still alive, alive in your son, in your heart and in the hearts of everyone .... Do you refuse to eat? Come on, my friend .. Death is the end of all stories ... "

I cried and put my hands on my eyes and turned around towards the voice of my son, I went to him and took him from the hands of my friend's brother, I carried him in my arms and kissed him and said to him" I will take care of the last of you. Anya, trust me, I will take good care of him and fulfill those beautiful dreams that I have wished .... I will take care of him as much as I can. "

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