Trust

When we was younger, we all have the same feeling where we would feel 'i'd be better without my parents and stay with my friend', 'my friend know me better than them' sounds cringe and yeah it was cringe.Well that's what Chito was feeling. Since Chito already know about 'favouritism' she's often think her family doesn't really love her, at least not as much as their love for her other siblings.

"well, that's just how world work i guess"-Chito

"its not their fault that im not good enough as other"-Chito

She's important in the family, yeah important to use while others are slacking. Like cleaning a house or something. She used to do all the chores willingly. As she doesn't like a mess. Because if she doesn't do it then who will. Even though she's just an eleven years old, everyone often ask her help to do a lot of things.

"Chito come help me with this".

"Chito help me do the dishes".

"Chito did you find my socks".

"Chito where did my coat was again"

"Chito did you know how to make this".

It's as it was a normal routine for her. Sometimes she had enough of it. But she can't do nor say anything about it since she doesn't want to be regarded as a burden. She often faked a smile while helping.Cause if she don't then they will say that she was acting up. Its not that she's lazy. She's just tired. Tired from school and everything. However one day, she's just so tired since it was exam week. So she falls asleep. She didn't remember her father quest to clean the dishes. But she's already done everything like feeding her younger brother food. Showered him. She sleeps very late studying and wake up so early just so that she can continue to study before she goes to school. She doesn't want to be a burden and at least she hope she can achieve what her parents wanted her to be. She was tired but it was fine. After all that's the only thing she can try to achieve. And if she can't become a favourited she can at least try to help.

When her father returned home, he see the dishes that haven't been cleared. He called her name. Causing her to startled, she wake up from sleep and running straight to the kitchen.

"w-w-what happen" -Chito with shock

"what happen my a*s, did you see what this is" -her father.(while pointing at the dishes)

"ouh, i forgot to do it". "im sorry, i will do-" -Chito

"huh! what a lazy a*s". "why can't you just do one thing" "it's not even that hard, i know you can't be trusted at all" -her father

"b-b-but i-i-im so tired" -Chito

"what did you even do, you just play and sit all day and now you tired" -her father

She goes into her room with hopping a tears would not come out. If she didn't do a thing or to rest she will get called lazy, that's just how her life has been. A phone will get blamed for it of course. But the words 'cannot be trusted' from her father was to much for her.

"d-d-dont cry Chito, what a spoiled brat you are". -Chito

"w-w-well this is all your fault too". "it's your fault that you sleep" -Chito

"if only you weren't tired, this won't happen". "i-i-i after so long trying to get their trust, after so long building it". "it's just broke so easily" -Chito while crying silently. Her heart was stuffed she cant breathe properly until she fall asleep.

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***