dear. dairy. 3

"Thank you." was what you said to me as we parted ways to our separate streets.

I was buzzing, the summer breeze gently waving my hair behind me, my camera around my neck.

You don't know how amazing you made me feel.

That was until I saw Jaewon, and then my world crashed to oblivion,

- Jimin

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He asked me what I was doing with you.

When I replied "I hardly know him." he called me a liar.

and I was a liar.

I know well, you just don't know it.

He said he got pictures of us sharing our kiss.

He called me a slut.

He slapped me around my face.

Crying, I ran off as quickly as I could to find you, but you were out of sight.

So I walked home, wishing for death.

- Jimin

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I cried myself to sleep

- Jimin

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This morning when I got to school, I said hello and you walked right past me.

I thought that maybe you didn't realize I walked past.

So I said hello again and you turned around and then back again.

It was like nothing ever happened between us.

It was like infinity can only last a finite time, and that shouldn't be the case.

What's wrong?

- Jimin

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I sat at the table behind you at lunch, trying to make conversation but you were having none of it.

You continued talking to your friends as though I didn't exist.

Why Jungkook?

- Jimin

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In chemistry class, you talked to me.

You even smiled.

But I could see the pain in your eyes.

Jaewon had told you he had seen us, and I could tell from the sadness that your aura radiated.

I didn't want to make it any worse.

So in the end, I didn't wait for you like I was going to; I just left.

- Jimin

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Today I literally bumped into a guy called Hoshi on my way home.

He apologised and asked me my name.

I replied with my name and then we exchanged numbers.

I know it sounds dangerous Jungkook, but he seems so friendly and so kind.

He promised to buy me a KitKat as an extra apology.

- Jimin

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I was talking to Hoshi, and it turns out he's literally about to join our school.

I'm really happy.

He seems so kind.

and we have very similar interests.

- Jimin

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You asked me if I wanted to go to the Café with you to do the Chemistry project today after school.

I easily agreed - I couldn't think of a better place to study, considering it has such a relaxed atmosphere.

Here's the ultimate question though: Will you buy a coffee or a Caramel Macchiato?

- Jimin

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It was so nice to spend time with you at the Café, not having to worry about anything, and just being ourselves.

Minus the fact that we had a chemistry project to finish.

You got a Caramel Macchiato in the end, which I thought would be the most likely option considering you love them so much.

When you saw Jaewon walk in arm in arm with Zai, your face dropped, your heart plummeted to oblivion and your eyes went dim.

They lost their sparkle for a moment.

I could see in your expression how much of a hit that was to your dignity.

It made me feel bad for you.

But after they got their takeouts and left, you lightened up again, continuing the conversation in a much happier tone.

it's funny what love can do, isn't it?

- Jimin

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