Confusion...

He was about to tell me about about my soul mate. Isn't it a bit satirical that a soul is telling me about my soul mate. My heart was beating hard, thumping sound could be easily listened. Maybe, he too was able to listen it that he stopped and stared at me. His deep eyes was luring me again that I couldn't think of anything.

Suddenly, there were strange sounds coming. I didn't know from where it was coming. As the sounds loudened it was getting chilly. I stared at him and he at me. Both totally clueless. Darkness meeting chills, the scintillating effect running all over my spine. My face widened and pale with fear. "What is there!??!" I cried. No reply came back.

He made me cover myself with a blanket and went out leaving me all alone. I was too afraid and he was leaving. My heart thumping too hard like it was about to explode. Big and soundly breaths coming out of me. Tears falling from my widened eyes waving left to right. It was getting more and more cold that the blanket was not enough.

Me: Where are you going? Don't leave me alone here(sobbing).

Him: Stay here.

He said loudly in a rage.Maybe there was something that he felt. What could it be? I am too frightened. My legs are numb. I am unable to move as if someone has casted a spell on me. Not even a word could get out from my mouth, how can I scream,shout..??

He too left letting his anger on me. Should I go and check? But, he told me to stay here. What if there are some more paranoid things that skipped beneath my eyes. In addition, my legs are numb due to rapidly decreasing temperature. I can't go like this. What am I supposed to do?

God must have his will. But, what have I done to deserve all this.What prophecy is there? He was about to tell me that whom I am gonna be together with in this life. But, it turned out like this. I was full of thoughts. It was freezing cold and he was nowhere round. I was bound to stay on the bed with a thin blanket in freezing cold. It was about time for the moon to show up.

I had spent one whole night and day in the palace. Got to know a ghost or soul who told me about my past life and some prophecy. In addition, he also knew that with whom Iam destined to be in this life. How did I die in the past life and why my past life lover has become a ghost to make me aware about my current soul mate (Whom is not him).

Is this some movie or novel going on. Even they have a bit strangled stories connecting the lives of several people who are destined to meet. But, my life is going through such a critical situation that even my mind is just... I just feel like how useless I am and how lame life I have.

How hard I wish I could get back on my brother's side to take care of him and let my life follow as it was. I miss everyone, Lane, Kloe, Karen, Loy, Josh...

Josh.... How could it turn out like this? if you are alive, take care of yourself. Brother, are you really not my my brother?? I am too confused. Why am i alive?

Maybe, it could be better if I wasnt....

To be continued...

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