Loving You Is Just Like Killing My Self.
"Why i need to experience all of this? I love you so badly but why you do this to me? All i want is your love!! I love you! But sorry. I need to stop this feelings. Loving you is just like killing myself! Good bye James!"
"No Please! Don't Do this to me Erika! I can't live without you!" Crying.
Seeing that man crying was softened my heart. I don't want to lose him but It's time to love myself and for our baby. All he gave to me is pain. I don't want to lose myself either my baby. It's time to let him go.
" James please let me go! All the pain you gave to me will cost our life. You know I'm pregnant but why you still doing this to me? You are so selfish! That's not love! You are just being obsessed! I need to end our relationship, not just for me but for our baby too. "
" Please Erika don't go!! Okay! Fine! If you go with your dad then you won't see me again! " He grabbed the knife and pointed it to his neck.
"James! Stop it!" His Grandma was there trying to stop him on what he is planning to do.
"Erika! It's okay! Let's go home! Don't ever look back! Just think about your baby! You need to rest! Away from him!" My Best friend Ayka trying to comfort me.
"Let's go!" I saw my dad just looking at me and so disappointed.
I thought ge is the one. But I am so wrong about him. I hate myself on choosing him instead of my dad. My dad is the only one who raised me since my mom left us and go with other person. He is so disappointed when he knows I'm pregnant and let me choose if to go with my Bf or stay with him.
But that time I love my Bf. I want to be with him. And now i regret everything.
James chased us. But I never looked back.
"Please Erika! Stop! Don't leave me! Erika...." He shouted while chasing us along the way.
We arrived at home and my best friend hug me.
"Look at you my love. You are so thin! Ok get some rest! Don't worry everything will be alright! Good night. I love you! I'm going home now"
" Good night. Thank you! " I replied.
My Best friend is such a sweet person. She's our neighborhood so she live not so far away from our house.
Everything happened this day give me so much pain inside my heart. No i headed to my room and trying to sleep but i can't stop thinking about him. Is He okay? I love him for real. And I'm such an idiot on loving that kind of person.
End of prologue.
Question:
For You, Why Erika choose to leave him?
Is James is a bad person?
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