Chapter 5: Self Harming
Lucrezia was attending classes with great difficulty since everyone was looking at her with a judging look. Ignored by her parents and judged by society. It was really hard for her to keep her mental health safe.
Although Yeva was with her all the time, she couldn't keep her mind calm.
Sometimes hallucinations of being ràped again and sometimes judging the looks of the people... And sometimes pushed into a deep abyss by her parents.
Everything was eating her mind like a bloodsucking insect.
She stopped going to her college and never stepped out of her room after that. It was just a few days after she started to go to college but again she was caged inside her room.
No one in the family cared about her existence. Since she was unfavoured by the family, even servants didn't take a glance at her. Some of them pitied her. This is a real life of rich people.
Speaking of which, her twin siblings never showed up to show their pity on her. It was because they were not here but soon will be.
Right now Lucrezia was looking at herself in the mirror while her eyes were puffy. Seemed like she haven't slept for days.
She looked at her hand which was holding a knife. She took the knife and placed it on her wrist. Her hand was trembling as hell while her lip was wobbling constantly.
Her eyes were searching for something even though there was nothing in that room.
She pressed the knife on her wrist as the knife tasted her blood.
The blood was dripping and wetting her palm slowly.
She smiled looking herself at the mirror. She was mentally affected already
She wrapped the cotton around the wound. The wound wasn't deep enough yet to leave a mark in the future. She self-harmed just to ease the pain in her heart.
She came out of her bathroom and jolted when she saw two familiar as well as unfamiliar faces in front of her.
Soon she crashed with two people. Lucrezia started to struggle as soon as she came in contact with them. The skinship was making her vulnerable
Lucrezia Hintell (Lucy)
Leave me... Don't touch me... Leave me... Stay away from me...
She pushed them away while her eyes never stopped flowing
They broke the hug. Lucrezia was already breathing heavily. The sweat beats already formed on her face showing how panicked she was.
They tried to touch her but she backed away.
They were three years younger than her. They finished school and went on vacation abroad where their grandparents were staying temporarily for now.
After hearing the news about their sister, they rushed back.
Everything was under the control of the Hintell family. They tried to not expose it to their kids but unfortunately, they came to know about it.
Zurine pulled her sister's hand as Lucrezia hissed in pain. Seeing her in Blood youngers terrified.
Zurine Hintell
Come with me
She pulled her and made her sister sit on the bed.
Zurine Hintell
Elliot, bring me a first aid kit.
She ordered her twin as he nodded in response
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nightmare
oh god I'm losing all of my patience I'm just controlling myself from cursing this people by saying this is a story not real life thing but I can't promise how long I will keep my patience with me
2023-05-18
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