Is This Love..??[Discontinued] am I BROKEN

yihsun

in the end it's you left against you fighting for yourself

yihsun

am I that unlucky

yihsun

my parents died when I was around 4years old and don't have any memory with them...*sobbing*...I could only remeber their faces

yihsun

yihsun

Jk's parents who were good friends with my parents took care of me...Jk was my only childhood friend

yihsun

soon granny too died and left me alone

yihsun

Today Jk rejected me

yihsun

but...the most important thing is that...

yihsun

it is when I needed tae to stay the most he also left me alone...by myself

Author

people go but how they left always stay

yihsun

he didn't reply.....but I got his message

yihsun

heyy author,why are you so cruel?

Author

let it hurt until it can't hurt anymore

Author

facing difficulty and damages doesn't mean that life comes to an end

Author

maybe something good is waiting for you in the future

yihsun

is that so...

Author

yeah..just hold on

Author

in my mind*sorry to lie*

while Tae was with Lisa

Lisa kept looking at tae

they didn't say a word for some time

Lisa

Tell me did something happen between you and yihsun??

tae

......

Lisa

say something

tae

you've been asking the same question again and again

Lisa

you know what,and I'll ask until you don't answer me

tae

we are not in that relationship

Lisa

what do you mean

tae looks down and say

tae

we don't love each other

tae

in his mind*but why do I feel sad not going back to her*

Lisa

in her mind*what is he talking about...they've been in relationship for so long*

Lisa

at yihsun's house

she kept looking on the phone

yihsun

seriously?is he really trying to piss me off?

yihsun

did things actually go well for him?

yihsun

suddenly a message came

tae

on the phone*sorry*

yihsun

in her mind*I atleast did 20 messages,and in return just a sorry... tae I won't forgive you*

yihsun didn't attend classes for a couple of days

most of the time she stayed at home

Summer break started

lisa goes to tae's house

he was sitting on the study table

he saw lisa

tae

why are you here ?

Lisa

umm...it's nothing

Lisa

will you go out with me to hangout

tae

uhh..okay

they went out

lisa kept talking to tae

suddenly she noticed he wasn't listening to her,he was looking a bit said

Lisa

in her mind*he is lost in his thought*

tae looked at her

tae

what is it?

Lisa

where are you?

tae

...

Lisa

you know what,you are present here physically but not mentally

tae looked down

tae turns his back to her

tae

I need to go home ...I'll see you tomorrow

Lisa

don't hide it inside tae

he turns around

Lisa

you know what,if you want to get together with her

Lisa

then you have to-get-her

tae

what do you mean?

Lisa

I know you like her...

tae turned and walked towards his home

at tae's house

tae

in his mind*is this really love?

tae

no I can't get in love with her

tae

we agreed not to fall in love with each other

tae

but what if.....

tae

while at yihsun's house

bell rings

yihsun

rose?how come you are here?

Rose

why didn't you showed up for past couple of days?

yihsun

actually....

Rose

come lets hang out somewhere

they sat on a bench

yihsun

rose do you have a crush on someone

Rose

why do you ask this?

yihsun

so,you have

yihsun

so...do you like him because of him having something different or special from other's

Rose

why do you ask this?

yihsun

....

Rose

no.... actually it can't be explained like that I would like him because I just like him

Rose

and there is no other reason

Rose

if I like him then obviously I would like all things around him

yihsun kept looking at her

then they spent a lot of time together

The next day

At supermarket

Rose was standing in front of the supermarket

suddenly someone bumps into her

Rose

ohh...I'm sorry

sorry

uhh

rose

Rose

what a coincidence

let's go sit somewhere

Rose

do you have something important?

uhh ... com'on

they went to restaurant

so is that so

Rose

yahh

you never told me

is it because you like a girl?

rose looks down

Rose

ohh I'm sorry

actually I'm not good with complicated issues

maybe I'm just sensitive

at yihsun's house

yihsun

in her mind*what was rose talking about yesterday?*

*flashback*

Rose

if you like someone you'll be sure of it

Rose

no matter what you would want them to stay with you

yihsun

.....

Rose

the saddest thing is realising

Rose

that you've fallen in love with someone with what can never be

*back to present*

yihsun

why did she call me out today

In a garden

Rose

hey yihsun

yihsun

hii

Rose

come sit here

yihsun

hmm

they talked for sometime

yihsun

yesterday you told me that you've actually fallen in love with someone who can never be possibly with you

Rose

.....

yihsun

what did you mean by that?

yihsun

is it someone who rejected you

rose avoids eye contact

yihsun

tell I'll see him who rejected such a beauty like you

Rose

no....you can't do anything in this situation

yihsun

but probably I can help you solve this problem

Rose

......

yihsun holds her hand

yihsun

you can trust me

Rose

only if you know,I don't know what will be your reaction

yihsun

......

yihsun

Is it tae?

Rose

huhhhh.....no no,it's not him

yihsun

then who?

Rose

you!

yihsun

huhhh?

Rose

yeah I like you

yihsun

... ..

yihsun

what are you saying..

Rose

it's true that I've been liking you 😞

Rose

but I know that you'll never come to me

yihsun

Rose....😳

at yihsun's house

yihsun

in her mind*was that a prank?*

yihsun

*what if it's true?!oh my....how I'm gonna face her now..!*

*Back in the garden with rose*

yihsun

rose....I'm sorry

yihsun

but I appreciate that atleast you tried

Rose

.....

Rose

thankyou yihsun for being with me and not reacting on your nerve

Rose

thankyou for supporting me

yihsun smiles

*back to present*

yihsun

I never knew that

yihsun

or I just ignored the fact

yihsun

I know after this I won't be able to face her

yihsun