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-"Hesitation, fear" these two are the emotions you can feel
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- "fear of losing him" and "guilt not showing the real you" was conquering your mind
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- "what if he leave me...?"
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- "what if he stopped loving me...?
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- "what if he started hating me for hiding my past...?"
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- "would he still love me the same...?"
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- "after knowing my flaws my weaknesses...?"
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- the shadows of fear and anxiety taken over you
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- being nervous, restless tense, heart rate increase, breathing rapidly, sweating, trembling
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- all over you like you anxiety cane back
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- feeling a tap on your shoulder you turned around and found you boyfriend with a worried face
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- you just hugged him and he just stood there silently patting your back not uttering a word
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- a tear dropped down caming from your (y/e/c) eyes and landed on his clothes
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- he let you cry just comforting you by patting your back
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- after some time when you calmed down he asked
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- "what happened...?"
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- "I...I was scared"
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- "of what...?"
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- "that you wouldn't love me the same..."
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- "you are the biggest idiot y/n why would I do that, I fell in love with you with the strong y/n why is she being so weak today...?"
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-"What if I was never strong from starting it was all fake...?"
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- "what if it was just the mask of that you fell in love with...?"
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- " what will you do if it was never me from start...?"
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- " what will you do if you came to know the dark past I hide...?"
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- " what if...?
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- Enough y/n I don't want you to be my girlfriend anymore
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- he left....
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Jin's POV
- this girl/boy has been had been always like this
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- insecure about me and our relationship
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- today she/he was asking me "would I still love her/him the same of she showed me her flaws, what if the girl/boy I fell in love with is not the same she/he is not real...?"
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- this question broke me from inside
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- she/he need to learn self love
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- she/he need to learn that she/he is precious
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- and lastly she/he need to learn that I will never leave her/him no matter what
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- enough yn I don't want you to be my girlfriend anymore
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- I rushed out of our shared apartment
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- I can't delay it anymore
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- I can't bear to see my baby sufferin
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- I need to show her/him that I'm will love her/him
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I went directly in dorm and and to the boys i told them to cancel and rush the plan we made
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- I was going to propose to her next week but now it can't be delayed
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- we divided our works to do to make it fast
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- I went quickly to get the ring
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- namjoon went to buy the flowers carnarion her/his favourite flowers
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- and others were blowing the balloons
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- after sometime we were done
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- I went back to our shared apartment with my car
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- I entered the apartment and there was no one
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- I went upstairs to cheak our shared apartment
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- I twisted the metal door knob and the door swung open reaveling yn sitting on the bed facing the window
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- I can see her/his back
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- I went near her/him
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- bend down in front of her to reach her/his level
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- yn i spoke as softly as possible
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- Jin...? Why are you here...? Weren't you gone...?
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- her/his voice was dry and at the last word her/his voice cracked
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- I knew I shouldn't have left her/him without telling anything
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- I knew she/he would be hurt after seeing me leaving so rushly
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- babie...I'm sorry for leaving in a rush...
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- jin... Why did you leave...?
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- seeing her/his hollow eyes which have no life in them
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- rosy cheeks which were now stained by tears
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- seeing her/him in this state broke my heart
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- babie... listen to me...come to our garden I'll tell you everything
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Y/n POV
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- still clueless of what was happening I just did what Jin said
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- I got up from the bed and pushed my feet in the slippers and dragged my self to walk
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- Jin held my hand
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- I was shocked by this sudden
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- he looked at me a flashed a smile
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- I froze I didn't knew what should I do
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- I just let him lead me wherever he was taking me to
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He lead me to our garden
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- I really confused and it can be seen all over my face
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- he let go of my hand and went towards his car
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- he turned towards me and and made a sign telling me to come towards him
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- I took small steps and went towards him
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- when I reached their h opened the car trunk
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- my mouth formed an o shape😮 seeing what was inside
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- it was filled with white carnations my favourite,,they are my favourite because they represent pure love
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- balloons and. Small silver ring
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- I understood what he ment that time when he left
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- he bend down on his knees
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- I know you were hesitating today in Morning...I won't say clichéd things like "have strength and it will be over"... I'll just listen to you...I want to take your pain your sadness away
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- tbh I was not always the same Jin you know...I also used to be scared of everything... I also had days where I hated my self... days I wanted to disappear...but you walked in my life and made me realize you gave me the best of me...you recognized me.. in the end this is all things made me what I'm today standing in front of you...so I'll help you to give the best of you...I'll help you find you
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- believe me you will be alright...it will eventually become fine...we will make it fine...
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- yn I don't want you be to my girlfriend/boyfriend anymore
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- I want you to be my wife/husband
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- I will protect you with all I have
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- I- I'm sorry for misunderstanding you you said sluttering
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- hush~~its fine come here
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- you went closer to him
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- he pulled you in a hug
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- it was a warm and comforting hug
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- I love you and will always will no matter what...
- he wishperd in your ear
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