Reality Or Fantasy: The Story Of A Nonexistent Love
Life and Love
It's really hard to keep going like this in life.
Isn't it?
Day by day, breaking and crumbling down, each and every passing moment is as painful as thousands of glass shards are piercing through my heart. It makes me breathless and makes my nights sleepless.
Guilt and regret never leaves you alone. Does it?
But what was my fault? Why I'm trapped in guilt even when clearly I was not at fault!
Why me? Why I was the only one that suffered? Why?
No... I can't live like this anymore! I can't keep going.
Amelia Lopez(Fl)
*pants* ha~ ha~
(is having a panic attack)
Good bye Mom, Dad. Please forgive me. I can't be your perfect daughter anymore. I'm really exhausted.
Amelia Lopez(Fl)
Z~Zen...Zen.. why are you not real? Why?
Amelia Lopez(Fl)
S~Samuel...why are you not real? I really wished for you to be real.
See...there is no one...not a single shoulder for me to cry on?
l loved you. Knowing that you didn't even exist. I still loved you and I knew that you can never fall for me!
Because it was me that created you.
I love you Samuel. Hope you to exist in my next life. You too Zen.
I just hate this life. Hope I'll lead a happy life together with someone like both of you in my next life.
Amelia Lopez(Fl)
*Takes out a bottle of sleeping pill*
Amelia Lopez(Fl)
*And swallows all the pills
Now I can finally sleep.
😄
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