The Silent Voice
The night wind blew gently, as if it knew about every last bit of my sufferings, as it it tried in its clumsy yet cute manner to gently soothe all those seething emotions I felt towards that person. That person who stayed by my side the longest, understood me the most and went through countless life and death situations together with me. the only person I could think of in times of need and maybe the only person I revealed my whole self to. I gave him everything I could, he deserved that. he was the only family I had, yup he WAS my family. I thought I knew him better than anyone else, yet I cannot fathom the reason behind what he did and why he did it. HE BETRAYED ME! he was the only one who could, after all. As I sat there silently looking up to the sky, mourning for the relation that had died this unnatural death, these were the thoughts haunting me. relationships too, are like people, they breath, they grow, they bloom, they celebrate, and just like that, they die too.
1 year later...
'' Sara, are u coming or not?!! everyone here is waiting for u.'' said Rachel, though, with the loud booming voices behind, it was barely audible. '' Sorry honey, I can't come today. have an important meeting with someone. Love u ~ muah ~. Take care of everything for me just this once, would u? it really is important today.'' '' Jesus, what am I supposed to do with u? just wait, u r dead when I come back.'' she said, curtly, really giving me the goosebumps. Reachel, my best friend, the person who became my pillar when I was at my worst, the person who supported me unconditionally, and my life new goal, the person I have to protect at all costs. All my personal matters came after her. unlike me, she was an outgoing person who was bright and cheerful, with nothing to hide. I really was grateful to her. she gave me a place to live, helped me with whatever she could, often asked me out to make friends with others, took care of every little thing for me. the me who had lost all faith in the humane nature us trivial humans carry, the me who was so harsh to her that if it had been someone else, they would have thrown me into the police station, she endured that type of me, and even after all that, still smiled at me brightly. I couldn't recognize the meaning behind it, but it was so sweet and alluring that I got trapped once again, into the honey trap the human nature set for me. I couldn't refuse this sweet honey even if I died in its hand's...
Just as I was thinking what to do next, a call came in. ''All preparations are done, boss. We can commence the plan now.'' said the person on the other side of the call. ''Good", I replied without much emotion.
this was only the beginning, the beginning I had set for myself, for the answers I sought and for the people whole believed in me.
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