cruel

It wasn't me, I don't want to get blamed ... still I got the hit ...why ? I've thought about how depression really is, and I never got a clue, though. If someday it happened to me...will I be able to think the same way I do now?

Will I even be able to say...I'm happy? Will there be things I'll truly be glad about ?

What about now? Am I happy right now? It's easy to say, but right now, I am not in the right place to say that I am.

If I wanted to be something... I would like to be deaf. Pretty cruel

Seasons come and go, festivals brightened the world, but why... why my land drowned by never-ending darkness?

…have you ever thought about me?...but why? I still do about you. Im not a huge fan of being on the good side for a long.I never wanted anything but piece…

We both were the same, but why? ...

You got treated much better?

Why i can't speak my mind, but you can?

I hate every eye on me. This stupid why is stuck in my throat,, but I can't just let it out, but why.. ??

How you can slender everyone i hold dear and I can't?

How can you take the hard work i did ?

Im scared to look at you in eye...why.??.

We live together, but i have to smile at the point where it hurts the most

. I'm sad.

I'm scared to wish for you not to return home, but i do...

Just where did you go wrong so bad to get on my bad side ..please tell me why ?

You share everything, but I can't??

..I'm afraid

..i will never!!

Wonder why.

I'm not a princess they don't exist, I'm not a maiden... I lost my sanity long ago ...I'm a lost cause....i don't belong here.. I know it... maybe that's why !!

I want to get free ...why just you don't let me...please tell me why

But please tell me... I want to know. I just hate it so much that i can't even fake a smile

After having everything .. you still imitate me,

Answer me why??

. Im irritated by the hopeless chit-chat

. Im tired, that's why!!

. I want you all to vanish

Please die .

It's hatered for you all. i know it why!!

Today the sky is happy but im not.. but sky was my friend... wasn't it supposed to cry.

Later that night, Sky cried the most ....so did i.

and i hate it like always....like how can i pour all me feelings in this chapter and....it isn't even 500 words ....i think i have to remember that tree...but is it even worth it...it doesn't calm my mind anymore...it hurts more and more as my hunger to complete these five hundred words increases...

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