Riya
Now I was in college...it was mid sem of 1st year of my course....I got admitted in one of the most reputated university of the country....well if you are from India then you can easily guess it
This admission saved me from one more storm that was going to enter my life
A storm created by my loving boyfriend
well I have many cousins...but only 3 of them are females...other are males and I am the 2nd youngest of them
but my other 3 lady cousins were with me all time...that sometimes gave me strength but that storm showed me how much they are with me
my cousins always took my side and stopped my boyfriend from creating any fuss in my life...I know I sound like a feared dog....who fears even standing for her own rights....but being suppressed by my family from my childhood ... I don't know how to raise voice against any evil... that was the reason why I didn't reacted on Bethan's betrayal.....knowing this my cousins were always with me at any type of bad times...when my one of the cousin knew about Bethan's activity....she directly went to her in school and insulted her very badly infront of everyone... I know I missed such a great moment...but I was at home crying on my miseries and preparing for exams
After few months of that incidents .... my exams were finished...my college entrance exam was also finished....now it was the time for results...I was anxious... when one day my cousins came to meet me... but the way they entered in my room was alone proof that something bad has happened and that too again against me...without my knowledge....why on earth everything bad happens with me only...man I am just 18 years old...why am I required to face all these at such a young age...but leave it if it has come...then face it...again no going back
Riya
what happened .... why are you all so furious ?
Evelyn
you are such a scheming person I never knew
Ella
what she isn't saying anything wrong?
Riya
will you tell me the point
Ella
after framing us...you are asking about point....you know what you deserve it
Evelyn
yes you deserve every miseries that happen to you...you are worthy for this only
again....deserve....I by myself don't know what I deserve now
Daria
Riya are really behind this...
Daria
last week big brother and younger brother came to us and scolded us alot
Daria
your boyfriend is friend of younger brother....your boyfriend send some pics of us with our boyfriends...and said those pics were provided by you
then she showed me pictures....those were some pictures of screenshots of chats... well dirty one's and each one's pics with their respective boyfriends...
It created so much face because
1- we are from a conservative family...so talking to boys is banned for us...let alone making boyfriend
2- the screenshot was of some dirty talks that most couples do during there conversations
3- according to them .... this information/pictures were provided to my loving boyfriend by me
Riya
I have no mobile with me ... from 3 months because of exams....dad took it from me
I can see her eyes getting bigger in shock...then she immediately called Eve and Ella .... and told them about it...they both came and started talking about it clearly...but now what's the need for clearing everything...the blame you all wanted to put at me is now there in my head...great....sometimes I really think I deserve all of these miseries....the fact that they don't trust me...and trusted an outsider's information...was heartbreaking for me...I wanted to cry then and there only .... hugging my self....but in there presence it was impossible
I don't talk to them anymore...just talk to them once in a while....I distanced myself from every person....but during this process I made a new friend an unwanted friend....but she makes me happy...whenever my loving boyfriend gives me reasons to cry .... she gives me the reasons to laugh....after a long time I wanted to trust someone
She has a boyfriend....but I don't know why I find her boyfriend's stare strange towards me....like he is scanning every corner of my body by his lustfull body...but ignore it everytime...maybe I am overthinking....never knew that this can be the biggest reason for losing her
everything was going perfect....a lovely friend....only this was perfect...other thing was as usual...a disgrace or burden for my family...no matter whatever I do for them...but I am habitual to it now.... A boyfriend who always flaunts on his money( that is his father ) ... forcing for s€x ( I didn't even let him touch my body till now ) .... make me feel down on myself ( well I know how bad looking I am or how ugly I am .... so no need for him to make me realise or remember it everytime)
Well truly saying I think my looks are the reason that no one loves me...no one cares for me.... no one trusts me.... but in all these I finally got someone who is truly my best friend...I feel good with her
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