Bad Dreams

the next day I woke up I were in the hospital dad was there holding my hand , and I couldn't stop myself from crying, I was still scared the only thing I could say back then was apologizing " I'm sorry dad ,it was my fault " and I cried ,I kept crying

my father held me in he's arms and said to me "it's ok darling , it's ok you're safe now"

yeah it was true I did feel safe in his embrace, and I felt asleep in his arms

after few days I was discharged from the hospital, and went back home , everyone was home and father was mad at both Linda and Elena , so he did punished them but the punishment was light i should say, cleaning their own rooms , well for the first time I hated them I wanted them to get a serious punishment or else to get a really good spanking, don't judge me but this time they were too much.

and that wasn't enough I guess, I did something but technically I didn't really done that.... the thing was ,i slipped and Elena was in front of me when I slipped I tried hold her to keep my balance but she accidentally fell down instead, she screamed her mom and I was thrown out ,they didn't let me get in the house even when it was raining , they didn't care they left me out till the next morning, and I was ordered to apologise to Elina and do whatever she would ask me to,

actually it's strange ,why would my sisters hate me that much, I can't figure it out and still can't , maybe the future will tell .

my childhood wasn't sweet dreams that I would never wish to wake up neither my life is, but instead it's a bad dreams that I wish I could wake from.

I've lived for 22years now but the relationship between mom and my two sisters Never have been any better, the one at fault has always been me and will always be me , I'm the only one who's get grounded even if it's not my fault ,it has to be me no complain!

I've changed my mind, I need to work hard so that in the future I can rely on myself, only if I have everything no one will bully me , and by then I will move out of this house and then live on my own .

and only by then my future will be better

and maybe I can look for my real mom ,I will be confident enough to ask dad about mother ,for now it's not the right time to ask about my real mother .

to be honest no one ever told me that Katherine is not my biological mother but if you were in my shoes you would feel the same way , as Katherine doesn't take me as Linda and Elena.

I'm determined to work hard from now on, I need to be strong , I've tolerated for 22years mistreatment ,I can't fall now , only one year to graduate and that will be the beginning of my new life , Fight Laura you're strong you'll make it.

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