episode 1

The fall

silence... silence ........ That sharp piercing sound in the ears. That sound pierces not only the ears but penetrates the heart......

That rhythm ... sometimes it seems that it is fake and fictional, several things worry me ... And what will happen tomorrow?

next morning

rain ... those small drops are hitting the glass. today will be the same. old memories come to my mind, mother.. father ... little brother lying on the threshold beaten so badly that he can't even... no, it's not true, it's just my imagination... after all, I'm sick, like everyone says, I'm "crazy".. I don't blame them, they just say what they think

"They "always right hahaahaha this is funny so you laugh everyone does this, everyone laughs at everything and everyone. My mother told me that this is a part of life that cannot be separated from everything... (my head is getting heavy, I feel sleepy) but I won't stay awake because "They" will tell me what to do again... but i have to work

it's in that bar in front of the cafe, yes, I'm a dancer, yes, you know, don't you??

I only satisfy the wishes of others, I need to listen to them so much and I will do everything well for her, they will pay me ... is it easy or not?? well yes it is easy you think I'm a money-giver .. my mother teach me that you think I'm a money-giver .. not me, my mother taught me how to dance and earn money ... I said it was easy..

evening

Time to work .. a few weeks left to earn so I can get a few days off .It's tiring...it's tiring those people in that light bar .It's harder not to be there... you just don't have to be empathetic... and everything will go smoothly.....just...just..

here is a regular client, he pays a lot but is a bit rude.bald and tattooed, I'm not saying that tattoos are ugly and wrong, but they don't suit him. He is forever choking on a cigar, sometimes after everything I just want to shove that cigar down his throat...let him swallow.....I didn't feel it happen, just after so many years of work, I didn't feel anything..I do not want ...... I do not want that ...no..

i don't want..

the morning

I fell asleep, the bald guy left angry, the boss won't pay me it's hard ... I'll have to go to work again in the evening ...I'm tired of this whole life...

evening

today something different everyone calm down...the other employees are surprised.. And at that moment, a rather tall man of my age enters through the door a beautiful body ... and a face ...like an angel...beautiful glamorous ... eyes shine like quartz crystals..what a feeling ??inside me how...how... there will be butterflies flying in the stomach..

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