Ch 5 Anxious King

Raymond POV

where are my cookies and tea ?

Yakov (right hand) - Your majesty, do you want something ?

-Umm nothing much just has any letter arrived from Leona?

Yakov - no

- ok umm where is my tea? the tea you made everyday is very effective.

Yakov - uh actually I was not the one that made the tea. It was the queen who made it for you. But knowing that you were resentful to her presence she gave that to me. She had strictly prohibited me to tell you about that.

Ray - uhh 😶😐 fine. Just forget it.

Yakov - you knew she cared about you, but you completely denied her, and now she is not here you are getting anxious.

- no I am not don't get so delusional.

Yakov - FINE!! I will not say this again, but you will feel sorry and guilty once you realize, and then it will be very late then.

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Did I do something wrong for not ...

I knew, I knew about her feelings for me, her pure adoration for me, her pure smiles when she was getting married to me. I could feel that, but I was very stressed about children, how they will react, and I also was confused & irritated by this unnecessary marriage. Not only that, but I used to feel suffocating without goldiane . Without her, I have become empty. I promised her that I will be loyal to her in my entire life so could I have loved her .but she changed herself, she accustomed herself to our needs. I knew it was also difficult for her too, but I can't take it because my conscience was saying to be loyal .she changed me a little at least I don't hate her now.

I knew she must have resented me sometimes for not accepting her .but I don't know but now it has become my habit for me comment on her way of eating. She also deleberately make mistakes so that I could scold her . Her small small interaction have been the only conversation between us in these past years but she got satisfied by this much . It was somewhat comforting for me too .

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FL POV

I miss him very much although I can't do anything. The good news is that my shop is flourishing and the sales are going up. shop had been very crowded recently because of sales. The boy that came earlier gave been now a regular customer of me now. He is basically so cute he speaks so mushily and with a carefree attitude. Simply very innocent and cute to resist. Sometimes I have to keep aside my sales work in order to listen to his request . Sometimes I see Leonard in him and thats where it hurts me. I also miss Leona my girl. I loved her. Anyways I should get back to work. Today I received a big order from suvinille mansion. They have organised a engagement function and I have to prepare a bouquet of white lillies with white roses. let's get back to work.

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