Love And Isolation
March 20, 20XX
It's been a week since my fiancè's disappearance. I started to write this journal because I've never been so lonely as before. I don't want anybody but Isaac. My life is not complete without him.
Isaac was going to a business trip. He promised that when he got back, we'll start the preparations for our wedding. But, why? Why did it end up like this? That day, the airplane he was in suddenly crashed due to maintenance failure. It feels like my heart shattered into small pieces. If only I was the one who's over there, not him. I can't bare to live a life where there is no him.
I miss him. I really really miss him. I wish he's alright. I wish his just recovering himself in an unknown place that's why we couldn't find him. I wish that is the case. So Isaac... Please come back to me...
I want to join the rescue team, but David, his secretary, wouldn't allow me to go. His secretary keeps on saying that no matter what happens, I am not allowed to go anywhere given the fact that I am not in good condition. Does he even know the feeling of losing someone important? Maybe, not. He's as cold as stone after all. He's not human! He doesn't understand what I feel at all!
It doesn't matter whether I am in good health or not. I'd rather die while finding him than die doing nothing. I must help in finding Isaac. I must do whatever I can. I have my own connections. I am not as simple as they think! Even if Isaac's father doesn't like me, I will prove that I deserve to be with his son. I will prove it by showing how capable I am! I can find him with my own abilities! I may be a person with a weak body, but I am not useless. I didn't become the Vice-President if I am not good enough for that position. I will prove that he is wrong about me. I will prove that my love for Isaac is genuine. I will prove that even in death, we will be part of each other.
Anyway... Come to think of it... David was not with Isaac that day. Did I miss something? What if... What if the secretary... He...
No. I must think rationally. I don't have anything to prove my suspicions. David is not only a secretary to Isaac, but also a brother. Though they are not blood related, they treat each other as if they are in the same family. David has known Isaac before me. Isaac always assures me that I should trust David. But... What if... Just what if... I need to be careful. I need to go back to the company and stop these useless acts. If I keep acting like this, I will not know the truth. I could feel that something is happening behind my back. I should not trust anyone for now... I should avoid getting attached with anyone until I find out the truth behind my fiancè's disappearance.
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