episode 4

something seems wrong with me I don't know why but why do I get hurt every time they are together as if I am no longer the one next to him and always talking to him but someone else.🥺🥺

me: james?? may i talk to you??

james: ok

me: let's break up 🥺!!

james: whyy?? Did I do something wrong??

me: no! uhmm. it just like you don't love me and you don't need me anymore!!!🥺

james: what are you talking about??

me: you!!!😡 you cheated to me right??

james: nooo!!

me: yes you are i'm not dumb james!! just tell the hell you are cheating to me!!!

james: ok fine yes me and mika are together

me: see you are such a liar!!🥺 I loved you, I gave everything for you, but you fool me!!

james: sorry

me: get out!!!!

I want to kill him but I can't why did everyone I loved leave me too?. I fell asleep and when I woke up in the morning I cooked my breakfast.

I'll go home first, maybe I'll go abroad.

me: mom dad!!

mom: honey why did you come home?

me: mom me and james are over 🥺🥺

mom: i'm so sorry sweetie!!

me: mom i wanna go abroad if it's ok to you?

mom: of course!!

I will change my life.😀😀

I'm already abroad, I'm happy because I'm here to forget what happened to James and me..

hello america!!😀😀..

sometimes you have to let it go because that's the only thing you can do to get rid of the pain you feel, you can't avoid being hurt, maybe this is my destiny...🥺🥺

it's been 2 years i haven't call mom

me: mom how are you know??

mom: i'm ok sweetie

me: mom maybe after my quarantine i go home..

mom: really?

me: of course i miss you so much

mom: me too i have yo go know byeee

me: ok take care byeee.

I made many friends here, I will never forget them until we meet again.

I finally came home. I miss our place. There are also painful memories, but I don't think about it anymore. Past is past.

the only pain is to think that I will come back here where I will remember him again, I don't want to be hurt again.🥺🥺

why do I believe in love even though I've been hurt I still believe that the right person will come for me.🙏